(Not Kenzie. Different part (DID). Intox, dubcon)
Im usually strictly a dom/top, I never really fantasize or engage in being the bottom. But we met a guy who can get a little power bottom, a little feral, and dominant, and our switch parts really like that about him.
Last night, he took me out for sushi and got me a cocktail at my request. I drank the whole thing because typically, I feel it really fast and know when to stop. Something about this drink, maybe the types of alcohol in it? Didn't feel strong at all, and I figured it was because it was a fancier place. And then it hit me like a truck. Full impairment to my cerebellum, dizzy and floaty, silly and open. One of his friends was with us, but on the way home he told me just how attractive he thought I was like that, how much he wanted to fuck me. Always respectful, a little nervous, but my mind went wild. Him taking advantage of the fact that I wasn't capable of domming him, of being in control. It would be his turn to take advantage of me, fuck me however he liked, make me moan and cry and beg. All because I was tingly and dizzy and drunk. The intense amount of control I've built up torn away in an instant simply because I was fucked up. He could keep going if I begged him to stop, if I tried to push him away while he took off my clothes.
And god, I'm so embarrassed, but I cant stop thinking about it.
