contains: bf!hyungline x fem!reader | genre: angsty fluff | tw! crying obv, kissing, mention of food and eating, nightmare, mention of a breakup, lmk if i missed anything! | wc: 1,5k
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author’s note: please say hi to this product of me being unmotivated :)) big thank you to @kookthief and @simpforyongbokk for beta reading!
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Lee Heeseung | 이희승
Heeseung stepped inside taking off his completely wet jacket. It had been raining the whole day and he wanted nothing more than your warmth and comfort, especially after you texted him how much you missed him. He thought he was hearing things but after listening more attentively he heard silent sobs coming from your bedroom.
He quickly took off his shoes and ran to the room where he found you curled up in your comfort blanket, hand covering your quivering lips. His heart broke at the sight and he kneeled down to softly caress your cheek with his thumb. You opened your eyes full of tears and looked at his soft but worried smile.
“My baby,” he whispered and you couldn’t help the tears from cascading down your cheeks. “Do you want me to comfort you or listen?” he asked, tilting his head, waiting patiently for your answer.
You tried to calm down your breath and finally whispered, voice cracking on the way. “Comfort, please.”
He quickly changed into a pair of sweats and a T-shirt to finally embrace you under the blanket. His fingers continuously stroke your back in comforting motion, while placing chaste pecks on your forehead. Seeing you cry was definitely high on the list of things he hated the most. He could feel tears form in his eyes but didn’t want you to focus on him right now so he just swallowed them and continued comforting you. You nuzzled your face into the crook of his neck, trying to suppress your cries, not wanting to stain his clothes with your tears mixed with mascara.
“Baby, if you need to cry more, then cry,” Heeseung spoke, noticing how you got so choked up on your tears. “I’m here for you.”
Hearing this, you allowed yourself to cry more, making it harder for him to keep his calm. It truly angered him that he couldn’t prevent you from being so upset, since you weren’t the type to cry often.
When you seemed to calm down a bit he cupped your face in his hands. “Let’s maybe take off that mascara, okay?”
Park Jongseong | 박종성
As Friday evening finally came, you waited patiently for your boyfriend to finally come back from work. Thankfully you didn’t have to wait long, as Jay arrived almost 20 minutes after clocking off.
“Hi baby!” you heard his voice followed by the sound of the front door closing behind him. You ran up to him excited to spend some time together after you barely had time to see each other this week. You wrapped your hands around him and gave him a bone-crushing hug. “Love, I missed you too, but you know, would be nice to breathe from time to time,” he chuckled at your antics.
Raising your head, your eyes met. You gave him a quick kiss and watched as his eyes turned into small crescents in a smile.
“What do you want to do?” you asked once he changed into comfortable clothes and plopped down on the couch next to you.
“Let’s maybe watch something? It’s been a while,” he suggested and you turned on your TV to find something.
“How about an animation?” you asked.
“Whatever suits you. I’ll prepare some popcorn,” he said and kissed your cheek.
Searching for something that would draw your attention you chose one title,only to find at the very end of it that it wasn’t very uplifting and happy. You could feel tears brimming in your eyes and you tried your best to hold them in, especially since you didn’t want to disturb Jay who was laying on your lap. But his eyes traveled up to your face once a single hot tear fell on his skin.
“Y/n?” he spoke to get your attention. But as soon as his voice hit your ears, your bottom lip quivered and you started crying. “Oh no, my love.” Raising from your lap he brought you closer to him.
You tried to word your emotions but everything that came from your mouth was completely incoherent.
Cupping your cheeks he somehow managed to understand and calm you down.
“How are you not crying?” you asked, wiping your tears.
“I’ve already seen it.” He shrugged.
“And you didn’t warn me about how soul-crushing and heart-breaking movie it was?” you sent him a glare and he smiled at your cuteness. Let’s say he had to cuddle you for a long time in compensation. Not that he complained though.
Sim Jaeyun | 심재윤
You watched from backstage how your boyfriend and the rest of his bandmates made a final bow, after the last concert. Deciding to surprise Jake, you spontaneously booked a flight to the city of their final concert. Your heart beat so fast at the anticipation of finally getting to feel his touch and see him, after a month or so of only face-timing each other. Hoping none of the members ruined your surprise by blurting your little secret out, you noticed some movement in the staff. They were getting their mics to clean them and put them away as they laughed loudly still in a daze from fan’s cheers.
Your eyes met Heeseung’s and he smiled upon seeing you. He motioned his head towards you to show Jake who was waiting for him. He turned around not realizing what he was going to see would make his day even better.
“Y/n?” he called your name and you beamed at the sound of his honey voice. Running up to you he picked you up and spun around. You giggled at him still having this much energy and buried your head in the crook of his neck, smelling the familiar scent of his perfume mixed with sweat. But that didn’t matter right now.
“I missed you so much,” he said as soon as he put you down, arms still around your waist. That’s when he noticed a few tears threatening to spill down your face but he quickly wiped them with his thumbs before they had a chance to. “Oh, baby.”
You hurled yourself into his arms earning a chuckle. “I missed you more,” you mumbled against the fabric of his clothes.
“That’s literally impossible,” he protested and pulled away to take a look at your state. Just like a spell, the sight of your slightly reddened eyes and rosy cheeks made his vision blurry too.
“Jake, no,” you said now he started crying too, making both of you sobbing messes.
“I hate seeing you crying, so what did you expect?” he chuckled sheepishly, and now you collected his tears with a tissue.
Park Sunghoon | 박성훈
Sunghoon woke up grumpily at the constant shifting and moving on your side of the bed. Frowning he turned to you and noticed how your breath was unsteady, your forehead wet from the sweat, and your eyes closed shut.
“Y/nie,” he slightly shook your arm, in order to wake you up. It wasn’t the first time you had a nightmare, but it never got so bad like right now.
“No,” you mumbled, still asleep. “No, don't leave me.”
“Y/n, wake up, love,” he spoke now louder, heartbreaking at your scared and upset state.
“Hoon, please don’t leave me.”
Those words were his final straw. He took hold of both of your shoulders and shook you quite strongly, but thankfully, successfully, your eyes opened wide and the first thing you saw was Sunghoon’s worried face from the dimmed lighting of the city lights outside. You quickly wrapped your arms around his neck and he just let you sob in his embrace.
“Shh, it’s okay. I’m here,” he tried to comfort you but this time it didn’t seem to work like usual.
“I love you so much, Sunghoon. I can’t imagine my life without you. You’re my best friend, my love, my home,” you quickly choked out in between your sobs.
“Hey, where is this coming from?” he asked confused, and tilted his head, looking for answers in your eyes.
“I know I’m not a particularly very affectionate person, and you deserve somebody who will show their feelings more clearly. I’m sorry that I didn’t express myself better, but please don’t break up with me,” you explained and started crying even louder.
“Is this what happened in your nightmare? Is this what Sunghoon from your dream did?” You nodded and he said: “Well, I’m not that asshole. I will never break up with you, and won’t let you break up with me either. You’re stuck with me, lovely.”
You chuckled at his words, feeling reassured and he brushed away your hair from your face.
“I don’t want you to feel pressured to be more expressive, because I want your love as it is. Your love isn’t loud, but I definitely feel it through your touch, your gestures, the time you give me,” he said and you nodded at his every word, eyes glued somewhere on his side. “Is there something interesting?” he turned around to look in the direction you were looking, earning a playful smack on his arm. Turning around to face you again he saw a shy smile and no more tears on your cheeks, meaning, he successfully fulfilled his boyfriend's duties.
[midnight thoughts: park jongseong + end of beginning]
rando posting on a thursday night bc this has been in my drafts 4ever. no summary you die like men. maybe i'll write a part 2. maybe.
whether the guitar is a meager subject bending to his will or an extension of his very own body, you are unable to decide. enveloped by the dim lighting and clouds of cigarette smoke, the black stained alder wood manages to melt into the obsidian of his leather jacket. the angularity of his face cuts through the darkness; the length of his nose is perfectly straight, the slant of his jaw is sharp enough to cut, and his eyebrows are two, thick lines of focus. he plays with so much precision that it almost makes you overlook the way he still purses his lips when he's concentrating—a habit he was never able to shake. it transports you back to a simpler time in which he wasn't a rockstar. instead, he was a college student studying business management who had a silly band on the side. he was a college student who never planned to make it big, who never planned to leave.
a break in the set forces you from the depths of your memories. he is almost unrecognizable as he works the crowd; a sea of people at this intimate show are screaming for him, begging for his attention, and you can't help but laugh to yourself. years ago, he used to play for you. with a timeworn guitar and a handful of hope, he shared his musings of the future. they were long-shots, pipe dreams, fantasies he entertained when his assignments proved too difficult and his imagination too wild. his voice was sultry as the nimble tips of his fingers waltzed over the fretboard; the melodies he created were happier than the ones he sings now. his stories chronicled a life with you, but now they're bittersweet—tales of olde, reminders of the past.
the show is coming to a close; the throngs of listeners are beginning to thin out. minute by minute, there are less bodies to hide behind, less background to blend into—but, you can't seem to make yourself leave. there's a part of you that wants to be seen, to be noticed by him once more. turning to the bartender, you order an elixir to forget. before you can take the first sip into oblivion, however, a shadow sits down next to you. he smells familiar—amber, sandalwood, a dark thicket. he orders a whiskey sour, and it reminds you of the first time you met. like an aged souvenir, you hold the memory delicately in the palms of your hands.
"what does it feel like, hm?" there's a momentary pause, then you hum into the thick, musky air, "to be a star?"
he takes in a labor-ridden breath. when he lets it out, it seems like more than air escapes him; the heavy exhale is almost painful as he ponders the question. a minute passes, and the quiet is stifling. "it feels good, at first. everything you want, anytime you want. but, it becomes hollow after a while—all the drinks, all the blurry faces, all the memories melting together," he admits. "it's like i'm floating, y'know ... aimless, in space, millions of miles away."
"is it lonely up there?" you ask.
"most of the time, yeah," he answers, stopping for a few seconds to think. "but, it's what i wished for. it's what i wanted."
glancing over at him out of the corner of your eye, you see he's still nursing his drink. the fingers of his left hand trace circles around the rim of the glass while he itches at his wrist with his right. the blonde streaks in his hair are tousled with a mixture of gel and sweat, and the darker parts fall forward to shield his gaze from yours. remnants of the boy you used to know, used to love are resurfacing from the deep recesses of your mind—where you had kept them hidden for years.
"you're still a terrible liar," you say.
his body tenses at the comment. as his muscles remain rigid, he scoffs, disbelieving and defensive, "what do you even know about me, anymore?"
"nothing, really ..." behind your blasé facade, there's a particular ache. his words cut you, a serrated blade shoved between the gaps of your ribs; it hurts because you know he's right. he is no longer yours to know, no longer yours to love. soon, you fear that he may not even be yours to remember—disintegrating, falling, lost to the sands of time. "i knew who you were, though. kind and gentle, the guy who would buy me flowers for no reason. every day, you would call me to tell me you loved me. you would cook dinner, light candles, wash my hair ..."
it grows quiet again; the only sounds filling the air are a symphony of closing ambience. dishes are clattering, glasses are clinking, and chairs are scratching against the floor. this time, however, the silence is not deafening. in a way, it is almost familiar—reminiscent of spring nights spent in the diner close to campus, faces full of pancakes and hearts full of joy. but, this quietude—while being peaceful—also breeds cruelty.
"i'm sorry," his voice pierces through the wisps of smoke and the faint scent of burning incense off in the distance. he leaves the rest unspoken—for leaving, for not saying goodbye, for not giving you an answer. but, you hear it. in spite of it all, you hear it. the words don't penetrate the toughened shell around your heart; instead, they echo in your mind. everything you wanted but nothing you needed.
you hesitate, "i don't know if i can believe you."
"why did you come then?" he asks, voice solemn.
pins and needles prick at the skin of your cheeks as the question makes the tips of your fingers go cold. it's almost unreal. he shouldn’t have the right to question you like this, to interrogate you like you’re the criminal—like you’re the one who left. his words make slow work of you like a bullet to the stomach. as you pour out everything for him, you come to the bitter realization that it ended this way all those years ago. it would always end this way. you, dead on the floor; him, gun in hand. “i wanted to see for myself, i guess—” you spit, “if it was all worth it.”
turning towards him, you break down the wall that time and distance had erected between the two of you. there's a ferocity that shines in your eyes; it makes them glow with a certain conviction. he avoids your pointed stare, instead choosing to swirl his watered down drink. only now do you allow yourself to take a closer look at him. his skin is pallid, a ghost of the deep, tawny beige you used to run your fingers along; the dark circles under his eyes accompany sunken cheeks and slumped shoulders. fatigue seeps down to his very being, and this life the has managed to sap the life from his veins.
"was it worth it, jongseong?"
hearing his name fall from your lips seems to send a bolt of pure lightning down the length of his spine. no one has called him that in years; the thought makes you wonder who else he left behind. the corners of his eyes crinkle as he shuts them tight, trying to be anywhere but squirming under the weight of your gaze. after a few moments, he shakes his head. it starts slowly, a gentle back and forth movement before it becomes violent and erratic. when he stops, the man finally connects with you.
his rich, umber eyes are the one of the only things you still recognize. behind the severity of his face, there is a softness dancing within them; at his waterline, tears twinkle like diamonds under a jeweler's light. jay has never cried, never felt the touch of someone who loves him for who he is—but, jongseong? jongseong misses that feeling. the freedom of being loved unconditionally, the all-encompassing warmth of not just being seen but being known.
jay is a hard dom with soft dom tendencies,,,,,, if that makes sense
he loves the control he can have but ultimately has a soft spot
definitely on the rougher side
i’m a firm believer that jay is enha hyung line’s resident thigh man so expect thigh riding
he can be very teasing so expect for him to flex his thigh or bounce his leg while thigh riding
but also just loves when his partner rides him in general
edging is a big thing for him
lots of false sympathy and dirty talking especially during orgasm denial
for sure is a brat tamer with a corruption kink and wants to be in a position where he teaches his partner things
wants to be called sir
with the false sympathy comes a certain amount of praise,,,,,, like him saying “you’re being so good for me…” and some coaxing like “come on. i know you can be louder than that”
definitely possessive and has a thing for hickies but mostly on more discreet areas
also loves to be scratched up, especially his back and shoulders
spanking,,,,, yup
wants his partner to see how ruined they are because of him so mirror sex, possibly even in the dance studio
i think he’s pretty private when it comes to sex but he’s curious about certain things,,,,, like sure he’s possessive but he wants to know what it looks like from an outer perspective so he might let someone he trusts fuck his partner while he watches and possibly join in
on the topic of being curious, he would be open to trying anal
even though he’s private, he would want to fuck his partner on any surface available at home as long as no one else is there
slight breeding kink and bulge kink
hair pulling, both giving and receiving
also choking and dacryphilia
maybe even using spit as lube or spitting in his partner’s mouth while he has one hand around their neck and and the other forcing their mouth open
contains: bf!ot7 x gn!reader | genre: fluff | tw! kissing (i think that’s it 🤔) | wc: 1,8k
Lee Heeseung | 이희승
uhm don’t do that
unless you want to deal with pouty and sad hee you better say i love you back
cause let me tell you he LOVES hearing that confession from you
and overthinks if you don’t :(((
Heeseung shoot to the basket after his friend passed him a ball. Earning a point he ran to you to get his congratulatory kiss. You gladly planted a chaste peck first on his cheek and then his lips.
“Ew,” his friend made a disgusted face seeing how lovey-dovey you two were.
“Get lost,” Heeseung remarked and turned around to face you again. “I love you,” he said and quickly got up. He expected you to answer him with the same confession so he waited. He watched as you took your phone back to your hand and started to scroll social media again. You noticed he was still standing in front of you so you asked.
“Aren’t you going to play with your friends some more?” you asked confused.
But Heeseung was even more confused. “Yeah, I guess.” He scratched the back of his neck and returned to the court with his head hanging low.
You smiled at his reaction and ran up to him. You climbed on your toes and kissed his cheek sweetly.
“I love you more.”
Park Jongseong | 박종성
pretty chill about it tbh
like you may not feel like confessing and it’s okay with him
unless you do that for the whole day
then he worries
like A LOT
Jay popped on a couch next to you, only to lay his head on your lap. His eyelids were already closing involuntarily from exhaustion. You tangled your fingers in his hair, messing it along the way.
“Tired?” you simply asked to which he nodded.
“The tour is coming soon and we needed to practice. Like a lot more than usual, but that’s okay,” he spoke blissfully at your loving touch.
“I’m so proud of you,” you confessed making him face you by laying on his back.
“I love you, baby,” he said and tucked your hair behind your ear. You only hummed, just like before today whenever he told you he loves you. Too tired to sit up he remained in his position and asked emotionlessly. “Did I do something to not deserve an “I love you” back?”
You smiled at his reaction. “I thought you would never ask,” you giggled and kissed his forehead earning a confused eyebrow raise from him. “I love you, baby,” you finally said the three words he craved for the whole day making him smile and close his eyes in both satisfaction and sleepiness.
Sim Jaeyun | 심재윤
confusion, dumbfounding, shutting the system down
why would you not say it back?
have i done something to upset them?
no need to say that and don’t do that he will be sad
we don’t want sad jake over here
“Love, I need to go already!” Jake shouted from the front door making you stop what you were doing immediately and skip your way to give him a goodbye kiss. He smiled at the view and bit his lower lip at the thought of a sweet kiss you were about to give him. You stopped right in front of him, cupped his cheeks gently, and planted a chaste kiss on his lips. “I love you so much.”
“Have a good day, baby,” you responded smiling widely. But you couldn’t say the same about Jake. His smile dropped and looked at you confused, now a slight sad pout forming on his lips.
“Did I do something wrong? Tell me and I won’t do that again,” he spoke not breaking an eye contact, looking for any answer in them. He held your both hands gently and tilted his head when you started giggling.
“I just wanted to see your reaction,” you confessed and he immediately understood it was all a prank.
“That’s brutal you know?” he remarked in a bumptious way.
“That’s the point,” you winked at him earning a deep sigh. Knowing he wouldn’t leave without you saying that (but also not wanting to let him go without it) you finally said: “I love you much more.”
“Impossible.” He leaned closer to you and rubbed your nose with his.
Park Sunghoon | 박성훈
please he would give you the biggest side eye you could imagine
would sassily turn around and go away
doesn’t matter if you’re with friends outside, or alone at home
nah you didn’t actually think you wouldn’t get off for it?
(i’m sorry but i’m actually living for sunghoon and skating dates so bear with me this one more time ☝️)
You watched from behind the edge as Sunghoon gracefully skates on an empty ice skating rink. You could swear with your whole heart his charm was shining even brighter while sliding on the icy surface. You smiled uncontrollably seeing how he still enjoyed it, even though he ended his career a while ago. He noticed your dreamy expression and skated towards you.
“I see you’re ready,” he stated and offered his hand to guide you to the proper rink.
You hesitated and finally took his hand.
“Since it’s your first time in skates do you want some tips?” he asked and you nodded. After a short introduction to the basics, he skated backward in front of you to have everything in control. “That’s right!” he said seeing how you started to get more comfortable and confident.
“I think I get it,” you said excitedly, eyes still glued to your feet. Before you knew it you slipped making both of you fall.
Sunghoon was the first to start laughing at you before you even knew what exactly happened.
“Are you okay, lovely?” he asked still laughing. You dramatically laid on ice, with arms and legs straight. He leaned on his elbow and kissed you, cupping your cheeks with his other hand. “I love you,” he softly murmured breaking the kiss.
You just smiled and asked: “Can you help me stand up?”
He raised his eyebrows. “Wow, what a nerve you have,” he said pettily.
You also leaned on your elbows to plant a kiss on his jawline and whisper a shivering “I love you” that he couldn’t stop thinking about for the rest of the day.
Kim Sunoo | 김선우
another sassy one
“that’s how you wanna play?”
you don’t, you really don’t
for the sake of peace at home say it back
“Y/nie guess what I bought us!” Sunoo exclaimed the second his foot stepped into your apartment. You curiously went to the front door where he was currently taking off his shoes.
“No idea, but I’m sure you’ll be glad to tell me.”
“That ruins the whole point of guessing, doesn’t it?” he said and gave you a quick kiss while walking past you.
You thought for a while and remembered his recent obsession with buying matching outfits for you two. “Another matching clothes?”
“Bingo!” he said and took what he bought out from the shopping bag.
You watched as he presented you with two pairs of trousers and shirts as you clapped your hands.
“They’re so cute, Sunoo!”
“No, you’re cute,” he spoke and bopped your nose. “I love you Y/nie,” he said casually and turned around to place your part in the wardrobe. But when he heard you walking away without saying it back his head snapped behind you and left a gasp in pure shock.
“Is there something wrong?” you asked still pretending.
He slowly stood straight and gave you THE look. “You don’t wanna start this,” he said in a deadly serious tone which immediately led to you wrapping your arms around his neck and repeating the phrase he practically demanded. “Yeah, that’s more like it.”
Yang Jungwon | 양정원
🤨 i said i love you
he knows how much you love to prank him with things like that
but let me tell you he’s not having this one
usually plays along but he will actually give you a lecture about it sshsh
Jungwon laid his head comfortably on your chest and with closed eyes enjoyed his daily head scratches. He let out occasional sighs of satisfaction and serenity at the comfort you gave him.
“I wish I could lay like this forever,” he mumbled and placed his head on the left side of your chest to listen to your heartbeat.
“Well then we can stay like this as long as you want,” you smiled and continued playing with his hair with your fingers.
He suddenly raised his head to face you, smiling softly.
“I love you,” he spoke, closed his eyes, and laid his head on your chest again. But when he didn’t get any response from you he raised his head again this time with a frown.
“What?” you asked innocently.
“I said I love you,” he said patiently.
“Thank you, Won.”
“Y/n stop with this madness.”
His seriousness made you let out a giggle.
“I love you, Won,” you whispered and brought him closer, crushing his body in a tight embrace.
“Can you love me a little bit more gently?”
Nishimura Riki | 西村力
for your own well being better not do something like that
cause he will do everything to make you say it back
he will repeat it over and over again
until you respond with the same phrase
You were currently sitting on your living room’s couch fighting for your life. Riki never gave you a head start when playing any games and there wasn’t a prospect for any change in that.
Suddenly he jumped on the couch in victory and you buried your face in your palms in defeat.
He laughed heartily. “Ha! Another one, thank you!” He stood up and did his signature winning dance conspicuously to piss you off even more.
“Oh my sweet Y/n, you need to practice some more before you decide to battle it out with me,” he spoke in a fake manner and placed his hand on his heart. After you glared at him (which he honestly found nothing more but cute) he stopped the teasing and side hugged you.
“You’re lucky you know when to stop,” you said and turned on another round.
He giggled. “I love you,” he said dragging out the last syllable. Not hearing any response he turned his head to look at you and repeated: “I love you.”
Your gaze was still focused on the screen and brushing off his every word. He scoffed and leaned closer to your ear only to scream: “I said I love you!”
You covered your ears and looked at him dumbfounded.
“Oh, so you can hear? God forbid having not only gameplay issues but also hearing problems,” he said and sulked.
“You know you’re pain in the ass right?”
“Do you want me to scream again?” he asked and prepared his voice to yell again but you covered his mouth hurriedly.
“I love you!”
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Lee Heeseung | 이희승
very confident
Heeseung is the type of guy who knows what he wants. And what he currently wants is to make sure you and everybody around you know how much he is interested in you. Honestly, to say he’s interested in you is an understatement since all he can think of is you. Every single thought that comes to his mind goes back to you.
Everything just comes so naturally like playing with your hair whenever you’re telling him about your day or preferably when you’re telling him about your day and playing with HIS hair, all while he lays on your lap comfortably.
Obscene flirting with you around his friends is also part of the pack. Heeseung just can’t help eyeing you up and down and complimenting your look. But not just any compliment will do. His praises are always very descriptive, letting you know his exact thoughts, just like he has no filter (he doesn’t).
Park Jongseong | 박종성
confident but a little oblivious
Jay didn’t even realize something started to happen between you two. It took him two conversations with his friends and three compliments from you to finally see not only it’s him who’s interested but that the feeling is mutual. His confidence went up, but still, he did not let anybody know how it made him feel, and let me tell you he got butterflies just from thinking about it.
What is so attractive to him about you is how ambitious you are, and how much knowledge you possess. Your versatility in interests makes you unique, that’s why he started researching them, just to impress you in a deep conversation or even just playful chitchat.
But what truly makes your situationship obvious to everybody around you is how truly clingy you get whenever you are close. Hand-holding and even hugging from behind is not enough, so he started inviting you to sit on his lap (which you gladly accepted), making it your new default seat each time you’re spending together.
Sim Jaeyun | 심재윤
pretty confident
Jake is usually a menace just to society but now that he has you in his eye he doesn’t even let you forget and miss him for a second. At first, you could think it’s an exaggeration, but let’s be for real, when Jake falls for somebody he devotes himself to that person, leaving no room for doubt of his feelings.
Some could think it’s pretty annoying the way he called you and send you voice memos almost every second, updating you on each hour of his day. What could possibly cross the line was how he almost every day called you in the middle of the night. He wasn’t trying to cover the fact he missed you and wanted to listen to your voice, making it your new favorite part of the day, which you waited for every day.
What actually made a blush creep to your cheeks was how many nicknames he used. Of course, his favorite ones were either basic “baby” or a little bit more jokingly said “wifey”(was it though?). None of them made you uncomfortable, especially after you started to use just as cliche and cheesy nicknames on him.
Park Sunghoon | 박성훈
very shy
Now, when it comes to Sunghoon he wishes he could be more confident but as soon as he sees you he can’t help a blush that paints his cheeks and tip of ears. He’s the definition of admiring from afar, watching you with a fond smile talking to your friends, and enjoying games you play.
That doesn’t mean he does it all the time. Just as much as he’s a shy person he’s also a jealous one. When he likes somebody he wants them just for him, and him only. That’s why when he feels a little bit neglected he gently taps your shoulder earning not only your whole attention but also your beautiful and charming smile, that only he is worthy of seeing.
But when you are completely alone or just without any of your friends he absentmindedly starts to play with your fingers while either watching a movie or just chitchatting in a cafe. He does it ever so gently and delicately as if your fingers were just as fragile as glass. The way his fingers brush against yours makes your stomach do flips and fill with butterflies.
contains: bf!Jay x gn!reader | genre: fluff | tw! mentions of food (that’s all ig?) | wc: 0,2k
other members’ versions: heeseung - JAY - jake - sunghoon
he’s that one guy on campus girls have a crush on because of: his great academic skills and quite intimidating looks
while in reality, he’s the cutest boyfriend, most importantly your boyfriend 😌
he’s a true gentleman
holding a door for you is already a habit yet you’re always blushing whenever he does that
walks you to your classes and back home
knowing you’re not fond of preparing lunches and breakfasts he just makes it for both you and him
he knows you love it when he plays his guitar for you so never forgets to call you whenever he’s practicing in one of the practice rooms </33 (which is also a great space to make out??)
helps you complete outfits and takes you shopping to distract you from stress caused by schoolwork
but at the same time doesn’t mind when you borrow his clothes (especially jackets)
makes an effort to help you whether you volunteered with organizing some events
or with any school project, he noticed you’re having problems with
you have a tradition to spend friday evenings together since you can get busy during other weekdays
he would cook you some new meal every time making you his personal taster
during classes you have together he keeps an eye on you just because he loves how you look when you focus
never fails to compliment you not only for your looks but also your knowledge and ambition
definitely not shy to show you off to his friends as he keeps on bragging about you
but DEFINITELY gets extremely shy when you show affection to him in front of others 🫣
texts you during the day and sometimes sends pictures of him pouting saying he misses you
jay's soft and whipped bf agenda continues…
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contains: bf!Jay x gn!reader (implied that reader wears a dress but no pronouns were used) | genre: fluff | tw! mention of food, kissing, crowds | wc: 1,4k
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Jay and you were truly a match made in heaven. Both of you shared many hobbies, one of them being cooking and trying out new recipes from around the world. What you both enjoyed after cleaning up the kitchen from your activities was eating the meal you prepared. Sharing what you liked and disliked about the dish and discussing what to do next time to perfect the recipe you often got a bit of sauce or some scrumbles in the corner of your lips. They wouldn’t be there for long though, Jay was always quick to wipe it off your face.
“I really like the texture but I think it needs a little bit of lemon juice, don’t you think?” you asked taking another bite of the meal.
You looked at your boyfriend, Jay who sat in front of you. He looked down at his plate, brows furrowing as he munched on his bite.
“You think so? I would say more soy sauce would do,” he suggested looking at you.
“Actually I read somewhere that if something tastes bland it might need some sourness.” You took another bite.
As you were eating you noticed how a smile grew on his face. You were confused at first, but when he reached to your lips and wiped a sauce off them with his thumb you also put a smile on your face.
“Should we try it out now, then?”
➶ zipping up your dress *ೃ༄
Him doing that was a highlight of you getting ready for dates or when you just decided to wear a dress. The way he gently put your hair out of his way, his fingers delicately touching your skin while doing so. Usually, you would stand in front of a mirror while he helped you so he could see how you blushed when his eyes were plastered on yours for this whole time.
Jay turned you around so that he could face you after he was done zipping up your dress. Too mesmerized by the way your eyes held stars within themselves he just leaned in and plastered a passionate kiss, hands wandering on your sides, as you placed yours at the back of his neck, deepening the intimacy.
When you finally pulled out of each other’s arms you looked at him, a serious look suddenly appearing on your face.
“Jay Park, maybe you could tell me how I look? After all, you bought this dress,” you spoke and your confidence made you look even more attractive in his eyes.
He smiled and eyed you up and down, making you regret your question, feeling the blood rushing to your cheeks.
“Oh my dear Y/n, you look gorgeous,” he said and bent down to kiss your palm making you giggle to yourself at his chivalrous action. “You are gorgeous,” he said, this time putting your hair behind your ear and placing his warm hand on your cheek.
➶ smiling while you’re talking about something you’re passionate about *ೃ༄
Jay is a man of many hobbies. His passions like guitar, dance, singing, music in general, and his never ending curiosity of the world made him much more attractive in your eyes. What you didn’t know was that he had the same feelings when it came to you. He often found himself so immersed in how you’re telling him about what you found out about your fields of interest. Unconsciously he would smile slightly at the way your tone changed, how your gestures became bigger and your eyes shined with passion.
Jay listened carefully to your monologue about your recent obsession which was an ancient history of Rome. At first, he tried to join you in the talk since he also grew an interest in this period during his high school years, but then the pure urge to just listen to you talking avidly about it made him want to listen to your voice and watch how you couldn’t sit at one place from the emotions it brought to you.
The dreamy look on his face made you think for a second if he was truly listening to you.
“Jay? Are you listening to me?” you asked, worried he was bored by your rant.
“Of course, love,” he reassured you. “I love it when you’re talking about things that you’re curious about,” he confessed, helping you realize his true feelings about you.
➶ pulling you closer in his sleep *ೃ༄
For you and Jay nights together looked pretty similar. At first a little bit of talking about your plans for the next day, some soft loving touches, and then laying down to finish the day. You never had any problems with sleeping at night, but still, you couldn’t top how quick Jay was to doze off. And you couldn’t blame him - the amount of work he had during the day often drained him, yet he still tried to not let you know how sleepy he was at the moment. That’s why you were the one to fall asleep much later than him. Whenever you took a little longer to doze off, you felt his arms unconsciously wrap around your waist, bringing you closer to his body.
His hot breath fell on the back of your neck sending waves of shivers down your spine. Knowing he wouldn’t wake up from your movement you turned around to face him, his arms still messily wrapped around your body. Seeing his features in a faint moonlight that poured through your bedroom curtains made you smile to yourself. He looked so peaceful, the pout that formed on his lips made him even cuter than usual.
You raised your hand and gently brushed his short, black hair to the back, leaving a few scratches at the back of his head.
“I love you, my love,” you whispered and soon you also fell into a deep slumber.
➶ kissing your hands and tips of fingers *ೃ༄
When you first started dating Jay you didn’t expect how soft his heart truly was. Full of surprises he never failed to make you melt at his actions that expressed nothing but pure love and affection. What made your heart flutter the most was probably the way he kissed you dearly, especially your hands. Whenever you were getting ready to go to sleep he would take your hand in his and plant soft kisses on its back and tips of your fingers.
“Your hands are so soft,” Jay spoke in a baby voice making you giggle at his cute side.
Soon he started leaving tickling pecks all over your hands, firmly holding you as you tried to seize it from him, but it was all in vain.
“Jay it tickles!” Your laugh and the sensitivity of your fingers just made him want to tease you more. He only stopped when you pulled him into a sweet kiss, finally leaving your hand alone, now busy with your lips.
➶ taking your hand firmly in his when in a crowded place *ೃ༄
Knowing how uncomfortable you got in places where lots of people gathered, Jay took taking care of your comfort as his duty. And he was great at that, either by asking you questions if you wanted to go somewhere else or you were feeling good enough to stay. But in places where those solutions wouldn’t be possible he would simply take your hand firmly in his and forced your way through people that surrounded you. His grip and occasional thumb rubs made you feel a lot better.
You looked at the now pretty much-crowded place you were having your mini-date with Jay. The number of people there doubled or even trebled, making you feel how your heartbeat started to increase. Before it started to race you heard Jay’s soft voice in a room full of noise.
“Love, I think we should go as quickly as it’s possible. Let’s not wait, okay?” Jay suggested, a worried look making you feel at ease.
In response you simply nodded your head and grabbed his hand interlocking your fingers with his. He started guiding you through the crowd and worked your way to the exit. Your gaze was fixated either on your feet or his head, which turned around from time to time to check on you.
In a minute you were out, fresh and cool air hitting your skin helping you relax. In contrast to the inside the night seemed peaceful, just like you almost didn’t have to go through a huge amount of people.
“Are you okay, love?” you heard Jay question and smiled at him.
You climbed on your toes to plant a sweet kiss on his jaw.
“Yes, thank you, Jay.”
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