All Eyes Lead to the Truth (6x19) | Josh Exley
Arthur comes to, lookin’ like he seen a ghost. But I ain’t no ghost. I’m as real as they come. And Arthur knows it, too, the way he starts pokin’ at my face.
“That's really you under there, Ex?”
Under there? I’ll give him “under there.” I poke him right back, although I’ll admit my long fingers probably get him harder than I mean to.
“Ow!” he recoils, definitely fully awake now.
“I ain't ‘under’ anything, Arthur. And I'm trying not to be insulted by your reaction to my true face.” You humans can be so obsessed with looks, sometimes it blinds you to the ugliness on the inside. ‘Though I guess it ain’t fair, since y’all can’t read minds like us.
Still, maybe it’ll help Arthur calm down. “Look, would it be easier if I looked like this?” I change my form again, this time into the woman I saw him checkin’ out last night at the bar, sittin’ in his lap.
“No,” Arthur says. “That's even weirder.”
Just then, the door to the motel room opens, and ol’ Jeb pokes his head in. “Bus leaves in five–” Jeb’s eyes turn wide as flying saucers. I would know.
“Ooh!” He takes in the sight of us– a human male and alleged female. “Y’all gon’ hafta cut this visit short, cause we’re fixin’ to leave,” Jeb says with a wink, backing out of the room. He tips his hat at me. “Ma’am.”
When he’s gone, Arthur shoves me off his lap. “Ex, what the hell is going on?” He stands up in front of the easy chair as I revert back to my ‘Josh Exley’ form, his eyes still all buggy lookin’.
“Are you a…” he lifts a finger, and I know what he’s thinking. Man from outer space?
“Yes, alright? Yes.” He’s seen me, it’s too late to make something up.
A bunch of thoughts flash through his mind; some colorful expletives, but among them I can also hear so I wasn’t crazy. Hard to tell if he believes me or not, but at least he’s accepting reality.
“But… how?” is all he can get out. He’s watching my face closely. “How do you have everyone so fooled?”
“It’s hard to explain. Just something we’ve always been able to do. You see what I want you to see. Pretty easy once you’ve practiced ‘nuff times.”
Arthur studies me, like one of them bugs underneath a glass. I want to trust the man, but I haven’t known him very long. “Can I ask… why you’re here? I mean, on Earth?”
I raise an eyebrow, something I’m really fond of doing in my human form. “Well that’s, as y’all say, classified information.”
“What happened, Ex? To the little boy in Georgia?”
I shake my head. “There ain’t no little boy in Georgia. I’m the little boy in Georgia.”
“We don’t got parents. Least, not the way y’all do. In our race, we all equals.”
“Okay. So what are you doing in a Negro baseball league then? Some kind of… interstellar recon? Studying humans in their natural habitat?”
“Nah, nah, nah…” I interrupt. “I ain’t even s’posed to be here. I’m here because I want to be. Plain and simple, man.” He’s got it all wrong. I stuck around for love. And it wasn’t no quick and easy kind of love, neither. It’s the kind that hits you so deep you can’t do nothin’ but live for it.
Arthur nods. “So… you ran away. And now your… relatives are looking for you.”
I nod. I know I’ve already said too much. And he’s in law enforcement, too. I’ve compromised the entire Project and I’ll probably lose my life for it.
“You’re the only one who knows. And I’m hopin’ we can keep it that way.”
“What happens… if they find you?” he asks.
I stay silent. It’s not a pleasant answer. His eyes turn a little skeptical.
“You aren’t gonna… hurt me, are you, Ex?” I don’t want to hurt you, he thinks. And for just a second, there’s something in his voice I recognize: a fear of otherness. I seen this fear from time to time over the past five years; some humans just don’t like the way I look. And I’m talking about my false face. It’s confusing and upsetting.
But Arthur ain’t like that, not at all. He’s accepted my true face just as quickly as he’d accepted my false one. His fear ain’t about me being different, it’s about thinking you know someone, then realizing maybe you don’t.
“No,” I say gently, shaking my head. “I’m not gonna hurt no one.”
His thoughts get a little misty then, but through the fog I understand. He wants to believe me.
After a long pause, he speaks again. “My job is to protect you, Ex. That’s why I’m here.” He straightens up, lookin’ once again like the man I thought he was. Maybe he will keep my secret after all. “So long as you’re not gonna hurt anyone, I don’t see why they have to know.”
I can feel the corners of my human mouth twistin’ on up. Smiling. It’s worth it to stick around on Earth just for that sometimes.
Arthur smiles back. There’s a couple loud honks comin’ from the parking lot outside, and he glances towards the window. “Think they’re waiting on us,” he says, with a jerk of his thumb over his shoulder. It’s like he wants to move, but he’s planted to the spot. I have a million questions, he thinks.
“Okay, man,” I say, nodding. “It’s all right. I’ll see you on the bus.”
He only looks at me another couple seconds or so before he leaves my room, but it’s all I need to know he meant every word.
We don’t have a word for ‘friend’ on my planet.
But I’m not on my planet, am I?
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