This has felt like a dark night of the soul Original 24oct'15 17:59 Adapted 9th June 2017 This has felt like a dark night of the soul And now I see magical new doors are opening for me… As the darkness crept in This time I observed and let it… “Something is wrong” it started… And my joy was shadowed Deep inside I felt like I should’ve been: shouting from high rise rooftops Singing songs of celebration Jubilation (For yet another lived dream) And now instead of "yay" shouts in victory, there’s just too much Too Too much Too much pushing Too much pain Too much "I wonder Too much ego in Vain Attempting to take myself Out of the new “winwinwin” game And back to "too fat", "too sad", "too lonely", And "I’m no good" And full hard core "Who am I to be so blessed" "Such bullshift to believe you’re that good" Or that "God really has such riches For you?" Please… (Sheeze my Ego’s a bitch) "How will it ever be? Such Abundnance An entire (place your dream here) to vessel? Please... Whatever? Why me?" Loud shouting - martyr old ways No value - ego "You’re on your own You’re too tired You’ve made too many mistakes" You deserve to suffer" Ok stop... That's it... Stop Ego E-go EGO - go E.G.O Enough Get Out I’m no longer accepting this EGO It's time to go I'm no longer Etching God Out And that is that With loVe Goodbye Ego. Thank you I loVe you, my Noisy mis-leader, thank you for being my biggest teacher... Goodbye With loVe you're out I'm sending you up and up for altering " As we all surrender to divine grace and ease is restored Back in my senses I send you love My nonsense cycle and I Thank you Thank you ego For showing me how sad, dis-eased, or worse, numb, I could be… Thank you for showing me so many could’ve been frustrating, saddening, lonely perceptions Thank you for Mid-leading me with Doomsday Possibilities Limitations and downward spiral Opportunities Thank you I'm sorry I judged you Please forgive me as you rise up for altering I intend to loVe you as I let you go Farewell It's done. Now clearly with illusions shattered I am here now Fully in this gift The present moment Surrendered and remembered With everyone of my LooneyVerses Of all time Within and without I now declare "The most Divine Almighty Grace Cleanses, restores, renews, anchors a right spirit within me For all time In all ways I am whole Healing And healed And I thank God this is so I ready myself to walk through the new doors With abSOULute surrender I rise up Faithfully trusting YOU Forever more Alpha and Omega Almighty Creator I am yours Your Vessel For kindness, ease, abundance, light, grace, joy, harmony and all things infinitely yay, to flow - LooneyVersally To infinity and beyond With loVe always in all ways With loVe











