#just nvm

[actuallyasinnamonroll]

Is it bad that I actually want soccer season to be done already... I really like the sport... but like not with the mindset my team has rn. We have no coach/trainer. The trainer we have rn is a player.

We have only lost every match right now, and habe to borrow players from the U-17 girls and when we get those most of our own players will be benched while attending everydamn training.... or giving it 200%. This isn't what I put crossfit/powerlifting on a halt for..

I can't wait for may... I just want it to be over and done with already..

[stellartoast]

Okay that went down fast

gotta remind myself i don’t even know who she is anymore, if i ever knew that in the first place I wasn’t quite the perceptive person back then and it’s been 5 years

also obsessing on strangers is the dumbest thing to do, and if i get too imaginative i SO will because I feel lost lately and that’s the way i usually cope, which never actually helps it just messes me up

THIRD important point: YOU ARE STILL BOILING WITH RAGE AND DECEPTION AND SHAME FROM ALL THAT’S HAPPENED

YOU CAN’T LOOK AT A GODDAMN PICTURE OF HER TOO MUCH WITHOUT STARTING TO ITCH INSIDE

So @ myself : hey, how about you start behaving like a fucking rational person and drop this in the garbage bin where you found it thank you very much

[marianyossa]

when you accidentally type tvr instead of tbh 

[varjokoira]

I keep pushing people away and at the same time I wonder, how come that I feel so alone. Pathetic.

[sunlezz]

im sitting here i dont even have enough energy to finish my homework and ther e are so many amazing artists out there that are like 5 years younger than me.

its cool to see and i love looking at their work dont get me wrong. i jst do no not understand like.. howw do u do it??!!!

i have so many things i want to complain about rn lmao i dont really kno why im talking about this??

[3xp1icit]

[camithecamel]

Don't you dare tell me to speak and then not listen just because "I don't have to." No. You will listen. You don't have to respect, even like my opinion but you will listen if you're the one telling me to do so in the first place.

[lightsxgoneout-archive]

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