#just reno things

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There is a backlog of asks dating back at least a month. I’ve been dealing with some personal shit recently. Things are getting a little better. I’m getting the urge to write again. So here’s a few of the things that I managed to work on. I’ll be getting to the rest shortly. Hopefully. Maybe.

So by all means, keep the memes and random inbox messages coming. Soon, you too, can experience the fun that is my Reno.

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Asher’s Roleplay Wish List

If you recall, @turkoftheslums sent me an ask the other day. My answer highlighted some of the things that I wanted to do. I’ve decided to make things a little more clear and give a better understanding of what I want. Its kind of long so its going to go under a cut.

Also understand that despite the fact that I named certain characters for these scenarios, I’m willing to do them or scenarios like them with anyone. I’m not picky about it. I just want to do them and explore possibilities.

If you want to do any of these, feel free to message me either on here or discord.

As previously started, Reno is in the beginning stages of his addiction. When I say this, its not as bad as it could be. Sure in two different scenarios he’s being dragged through the mud. In one other he’s trying to keep it from his partner. In a couple others, he’s learning to deal with the trust issues from being exposed  with his habit. 

What started this off is Reno had a couple broken ribs with a few more that were bruised. They prescribed him some high dose pain medication. He decided that he liked the numb feeling that it gave him. A sort of high that he’d never experienced before. His metabolism is too high so he burns through the medicine too quickly. He’s got to take it almost constantly if he wants to feel his escape. He even starts to experiment with other drugs to see if he can get it to last longer. And sometimes, they have . . . Side effects.

I really want to see Reno lose himself in his addiction. I want it to consume him. Make him forsakes his friends, his Turk Family. I want to see Tseng’s inner monologue of how watching his second dwindle into madness affects him. I want the Director to kick down Reno’s apartment door down and basically force Rude to drag his partner out kicking and screaming. Send him to rehab? Detox him in their own secret place? I want to write the rehab bits. I wanna see him ache for another hit and get to doing some pretty fucking desperate shit to get it. I want to know what he’s willing to do to get what he wants or die trying.

I want to see him be denied what he wants. I want to see him go absolutely feral. Suffer through withdrawal and be on the verge of giving up, be on the outskirts of death. Maybe even attempt to kill himself. I want to see Rufus get so fed up with Reno’s attitude that he confronts him about it. Thrust this motherfucker against the wall, get in his face, breathe down his neck, tell him he doesn’t have permission to give up. Doesn’t have the authority to die. Get all kinds of tyrannical in his face. Rough him up. Scream at him. Hell, might not even have to do that. Threaten him, sure, but do you know what its like having someone speak calmly to you? Speak all too casually like your life doesn’t matter? Make you feel like absolute shit about what you’re doing. Where your life is going? Shit makes you want to get better. Do better.

I want to see Reno finally break. Physically. Mentally. Emotionally. Tear him down until he’s just a blank slate. Let him realize what he’s done. Force him to make a decision. I want to see his friends and family build him back up. I want him to recover. I want him to be tempted to fall again. I want him to be on the brink. I want to see who is willing to save him and who’s ready to forsake him. I wanna see him have to earn their trust back, earn his position back. Make him work for it. Monitor him. Make sure he doesn’t go back down the road that will ultimately lead to his death.

I want to celebrate his win against his addition. Keep a running total of the days he’s been clean. Make memories with him, good or bad. I still want it to be a presence in his stories, but I want the struggle to be there. I want something to reference in various threads. I want something I can reference in asks if I need/want to. The temptation. I want it as a sort of side thing that can be referenced if it needs to. I just want it to make an impact. I want my exploration into it to mean something.

That’s not it either. I want to explore other things. More dark themes. I want to delve deep into his mentality about more things than just drugs. I want to know how the plate drop affected him. How knowing what it meant fucks with him every single day. How he can just keep smiling and acting like nothing is wrong. Delve into his psyche and figure out what it bent, what it broke, what it reshaped. Explore what options I can get from that.

I want to do torture threads where he has to get information out of people. Threads where he gets the shit kicked out of him when he gets kidnapped. Brainwashing, reconditioning. I want to go into detail about all kinds of things and just see what happens. I’ve only done one thread like that. I want more. I want to know just how far things can go.

It's hard to find people to do these things with. At least for me, it is. I have so many ideas. Put me on the spot and I’ll panic and not have any and make myself out to be a liar. Give me something like this, where I can sit and think and give details and avenues and options, and its like a fucking gold mine.

Is most of this word for word from the ask? Yes. But I did elaborate quite a bit, I think. Like I said above the cut, if you're interested send me a message here on tumblr or at Asher The Lion#3154 on discord. We can discuss something and get it started.

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📂 I know I'm only sending 1 but feel free to unload as many as you want

📂 - There is a false bottom in the second drawer of his desk where he occasionally stashes things. Literally anything. Normally, this is an unknown factor. However, due to recent drug related habits, Tseng and Rem know of this location. No one else does, however.

📂 - Reno doesn’t own a pair of matching socks. He’s at least 60% sure that no one knows this about his wardrobe.

📂 - Reno likes to steal other people’s pens. It got to the point everyone  had special labels on their pens so they would know if Reno was the one stealing them or not. Though its never been confirmed, he is, indeed, the pen thief.

📂 - Reno relies entirely on Rude to go grocery shopping for his apartment. If his partner didn’t, the redhead’s fridge would be full of nothing but beer and frozen pizzas.

📂 - Reno does, in fact, know how to cook. Its semi basic things, but he does know how to cook for himself with the ingredients that Rude buys for him.

📂 - There are several stray cats and dogs that Reno meets on his way to work. They all have names and he sometimes feeds them scraps. They consider him a living God and would die for him. 

📂 - There is an almost constant ‘soundtrack’ playing in Reno’s head and at any given time, he can belt out any song at any time without so much as a warning because he can.

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Alright so. I’ve been thinking recently.

I’ve been wanting to . . . Experiment? Work out? Figure out? Do something tm.

As I’m sure you all know. I write a decent bit about Reno getting hurt or being in the hospital or just otherwise being hurt? Also, remember when I came to the realization that this technically means I’ve made him into some kind of drug addict. I don’t remember where that post is, but it's floating around somewhere.

So with that being said, who’d be interested in roleplays/threads where I can explore this route and see where it goes? Like or message me or leave a comment or whatever and we can discuss further details.

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People I’d Like to Know Better

𝟎𝟏. ( ALIAS / NAME ) ——   Ash/Asher/Reno 𝟎𝟐.  ( BIRTHDAY ) ——   December 11th 𝟎𝟑.  ( ZODIAC SIGN ) ——  Sagittarius    𝟎𝟒.  ( HEIGHT ) ——    5′5 𝟎𝟓.  ( HOBBIES ) ——  Roleplaying, Gaming, Photoshop, Embarrassing myself 𝟎𝟔.  ( FAVORITE COLOR ) ——   Shades of red and black 𝟎𝟕.  ( FAVORITE BOOKS ) ——  Riyria Chronicles, Riyria Revolations 𝟎𝟖.  ( LAST SONG LISTENED TO ) —— Hanging By A Moment - Lifehouse 𝟎𝟗.  ( LAST FILM OR SHOW WATCHED ) ——  Law & Order 𝟏𝟎.  ( INSPIRATION FOR MUSE ) ——  I’d say its 60% actual Reno. About 20% of examples of things I’ve been told. 15% inspired by interactions and discussions. 5% me :dogekek: 𝟏𝟏.  ( STORY BEHIND URL ) ——   I’ve told this story before on here somewhere. On which meme I can’t exactly recall. But ultimately what it boils down to is this:

Reno is, for all intents and purposes, a very sadistic man. Is that really displayed anywhere? Not really, but its subtle clues that get picked up on. What are the Turks? What do they do? That’s the inspiration behind the sadistic part.

And second is just kinda like. Well, he’s second in command so. It just makes sense. 

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"Can you even write your name in cursive?"

“Yes sir. I most certainly can. Look at that beauty right there. Isn’t it gorgeous?”