#justneededtovent

[nerdious-anonymous]

Just a vent real quick. Not angry just disappointed.

When it’s your birthday and you spend the day at the office alone, to come home to an empty house, to find your husband out with his friend claiming he was trying to surprise you with a friend cooking dinner, when all you ask him is to get you Taco Bell, precedes to complain that it took 20 minutes, comes home eats dinner and then goes to sleep... for those of you who actually know me on this blog, lets not talk about this, it isn’t even worth it.

[knuckleheadmcspazatr0n]

Rant about where I live

Welcome to America where you can save 20+ people from a school shooting but need to set up a GoFundMe to help with hospital bills because it's easier to get a gun then proper health insurance. But hey we're the greatest country ever right? 👏 wake 👏 the 👏fuck 👏 up 👏 people 👏 the government is corrupted and that asshole is only looking out for himself and his money! His friends and family aren't the ones dying, ours are! Even if it was his family he probably wouldn't care anyways, he's got no value for life except when it comes to the dollar sign$$$$$

I fucking hate it here, our government is so God damn selfish they have been cutting Healthcare, food stamps, loan forgiveness, all programs that help the people just so they can pocket the money. They want to keep us dying because they can make money off treatments instead of cures. They want to make a decent education impossible to get because they can make money off of war. They don't want to spend the money to fund science programs, when they can get "religious donations" they can write off on their taxes. But that one's tricky because you can only be Christian cause that's the only one that matters right?

AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HIM "ALLEGED" SEXUAL ASSAULT you think if you had 13+ DIFFERENT woman telling the SAME GOD DAMN STORY THAT PEOPLE WOULD SAY "oh shit he is a rapist"?????? Like i.... Don't... HOW???????

[bippity-boppity-disneynerd-blog]

I don't know

I don’t know

That’s how I feel half the time.

The other half…

I’m pretty sure I don’t know how to feel.

And If do feel something it’s either

REGRET

SADDNESS

GUILT

Or

HELPLESSNESS

I know I have a lot to offer

I know I am lucky to be where I am today

I know that with all I have I should be HAPPY

but I’m not

There are moments

Fleeting blessed moments,

Where everything is okay

Where I can understand how the world works

And how I fit into it

Where I know my place and I can look past the next 24 hours

Where I am excited for the future

Where I am hopeful to find love

And to find someone who loves me for me

Where I can make a difference

Where I matter

…

But they are only moments

The moments that have the ability to carry me through the darkness

But what will happen if the darkness stays?

Will I forget?

Will I be forgotten?

Will it matter?

I don’t know.

[cx182]

I'm posting this here because it's a safe zone from my exes

That moment when your ex and your other ex are now together and visiting you and you're acting like your new true self and it appeals to both but you're just trying to hold your shit together to be beyond all of it....

[eleanorestel]

People are Horrible

Just found out my whole Squadron has been talking major shit about me behind my back.... SMH No need to be salty just because I have a Col. On my side.

[turtles-island]

I just want my head to stop hurting and to mean a smile this week. 

[gothshine]

Oh my god just shut the fuck up! I don't fucking care. You are driving me crazy. I don't need your incessant commentary on every fucking thing. Can't you tell by my expression I just want to shove my fist in your mouth to stop the babbling? Stop talking to me!!! Arghhhh

[solidfanfic-blog]

Lesson learned

Sometimes people show their true colors and though it may hurt its probably what you need. Reality is a motherfucker and when it hits you it hits hard. And for people like me, who just love to be in love and experience shit it hurts and puts all their eggs in one basket that realization really hurts. It sucks that your true colors were shown today but it is what it is. Watch me fall back and bounce back better than ever. Learning to love myself is better than losing myself in loving you.