You hang the car key next to the door and flopped yourself down on the soft couch, instinctively waking your phone up and scrolling through baby pictures.
it was already 2 years being married to Sae, time goes fast doesn't it? he never mentioned the word 'baby' before; and so did you, never thought of having one or even considering one until now
you dreamt of a little mini Sae running around and clutching on your pants calling you 'mama' , but you never mentioned it to him, maybe he doesn't want one? so you kept that feeling to yourself
rolling back and saving some baby clothes— bottles filling your gallery up
the door squeaked open, and shoes tugging itself out as Sae walks in taking your phone away and sliding it on the table before muttering something, not noticing the baby pictures saved on your phone
"Let's go out , maybe have a date or something— It's been awhile."
already noticing that sudden shift, presuming that maybe something made you upset
"We don't need to-"
"I already decided, you're coming with me"
you hesitated before finally agreeing, walking over to the closet to change into some fresh clothes and maybe wearing that dress he bought you, flower patterns covering up the hem and the waistline, it still fits perfectly.
dusting some of the parts before turning back and slipping a white kitten heel, looking your best today.
"How do I look?"
turning around slightly before evaluating his reaction, looking for a signal that he likes it
"It's fine, now let's go."
humming before he replied with a straight forward answer taking your hand and snatching the car key from where it was hung up, walking you over to the car and walking to the opposite side and swinging the door open for you before he resumes himself in the driver's seat and switching the engine alive
thudding your head quietly on the car's side before Sae leans in to take care of his own seatbelt, before yours; hovering over the console before pulling the strap and making sure your dress isn't wrinkled
in the middle of the ride, every now and then he keeps stealing glances over your phone seeing newborns stamped on your search bar and images
"What's that?"
his voice flat and monotone, as if he was asking for an urgent answer, your thumb pressing the side button and turning if off,; a little startled he even mentioned it
"Um.. pictures?"
"Pictures of who?"
nervousness clothing you surely but slowly
"A co worker's newborn..?"
just as soon you slipped those words off, he suddenly parked on the other side of the road, turning the engine off and striking confusion on you
"A co worker's huh?"
you hummed in reply, still a little stunned and mixed up, oblivious that he already knows what you want
"If you wanted a baby that much, you could have just mentioned that a week before then maybe you've been pregnant."
blushing furiously after he points it out, hand wrinkling your skirt, embarrassed for a moment there knowing his eyes laid itself on you
"walk over to the backseat."
the red tint on your cheeks deepening at every word he spits out, opening the door and flopped yourself there before Sae leans in and stuffed you out
Author: IM BACK ( ◜‿◝ )♡ and I used some new dividers! Not mine though 乁| ・ 〰 ・ |ㄏ
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hello! it’s been a long time since i’ve been with the studyblr community and i dearly miss everyone from there. this is a reintroduction of sorts from last time and i hope that everyone’s been doing well. from now on, this tumblr will serve as a studyblr as well as a travelblr for exchange programs that i’ll be going on. some of you guys may have heard of me as ciellene, but i changed my url to reflect a want for change in my study habits. kairos means “the opportune moment” in ancient greek and “weather” in modern greek, fitting the studyblr’s theme. in a sense, i’ve always constantly reexamined my life for kairos, seeing what would’ve happened if i had done X. however, it’s unhealthy to reflect on missed opportunities and possibilities. kairos, in my opinion, is more of a philosophy than a mantra, stating that to take advantage of life, you have to seize every opportunity that you can get. hopefully, as this blog grows, i can embody the value of kairos in the greatest way possible.
about
name: aria
age: 16
location: usa
class: 2021 (sophomore in high school)
interests: meteorology, international relations, compsci, writing, drawing, kpop (not as much nowadays), some anime on the side
blogs i love: @studynostalgic @mildlincrs @midnightstudies @lavietudier (although the latter isn’t a studyblr anymore)
studying:
algebra/precalc
chemistry
computer science (just got back into python!)
japanese
geology (for a competition)
goals for 2019:
keep up/increase my grades
delve deeper into computer science + japanese + meteorology
self-learn more of the languages i used to code in (python, ruby, sql, php)
self-study more japanese grammar
become more involved in pursuing meteorology despite my lack of opportunities
continue pushing myself to be the best in my pursuits
You lay on the couch playing an offline game on your phone while Shidou slipped beside you, messing with the joystick to get your attention, it's annoying though but still, let's make him taste his own medicine
you turned the phone off placing it on the table giving your coffee some attention even though it was pretty much lukewarm to your taste, trying your best to ignore him even if he's thudding his chin on your shoulder applying more pressure than he should
"tryna play with me huh?"
he spoke under his breath, reaching for the device seeing if you would take the bait and argue with him— the plan backfired when you abruptly stood up snapping his jaw back before you could even place the mug inside the sink
genuinely confused if he'd done something he tried different ways to snatch your attention back to him, whether it was wearing a t-shirt with your face printed on it saying 'I'm taken by this woman' to him being more affectionate in private, we're talking about him wrapping his arms around your waist with no words asking you softly if he'd done something wrong
мι¢нαєℓ кαιѕєя
during your 2 and a half year relationship with Michael Kaiser was filled with tons of gifts from him, completely owning your attention with his own — and money, if you ever mentioned a girl being too touchy with him , he'd take that opportunity to test your loyalty, triggering you to be jealous and claim him as yours
"Schatz, you'd really give me up for a random girl?"
he stated swirling his wine with an egoistic yet playful grin , obviously you knew what game he was playing, and you decided to steer your attention somewhere other than him, it started with you reading in his library while he spat comments about you being momentarily bad at taking care of the books
then it escalated quickly to the point he'd wonder to himself if an emperor really deserves this 'silent' treatment to the woman he basically worships every night and day.
pinning you directly on the wall, wrists cuffed by his hand while the other was tucked inside his pocket, voice low and intimidating
"Look into my eyes and tell me you won't ignore me again."
you huffed, trying to squirm your fists free
"Go crawl to that girl that you keep entertaining."
he replied back by slamming your wrists back on the wall, completely glued, you can really feel that tightness and his grip
"You're the only woman that I entertain"
яιη ιтσѕнι
the rest of the morning felt silent when you gave him the so called 'space' he asked for, maybe it was too much? he tried to grab your attention by showing you small gifts or leaving a few stuff inside your room to see whether if you're upset or not
you opened the drawer to find a teal colored headphones hesitating a bit and looking slightly over the door to see him taking a peek before he notices you and retracts back.
it went on for days with no words exchanged, only messages that Rin left
'have you eaten yet?' 'did you use what I gave you?"
he didn't know how to be affectionate towards you , whether it was hugging you from behind or kissing the nape of your neck.
feeling the tension widening— he had an idea to open the tv and pat the couch, setting up a high quality projector and a horror film; letting you sit close to him in silence
author: I will not abandon my READERS. I tried doing smaus smth but the thing is, I don't know what app to use, buuut I got that a-okay👌
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from this request | Spanish words used | dc: really short and might be ooc
you were watching a replay of him scoring a goal , it's nice to see it every once in a while, but maybe being a little mischievous won't hurt much
"Is that a replay cariño?"
a soft voice came from behind you turning yourself to him as he dries his hair with a towel and an another wrapped around his waist despite with him not being cold with the air conditioner on
"mhm yeah, you suck at playing though"
he pauses , confused on why would you say that out of the blue
"But you clearly saw me scoring"
you snicker covering your mouth immediately when you saw his eyebrows rise in suspicion on the mirror while the replay still kept playing
(◕દ◕)
a little kid rushed to you before you can step inside the car bright and kept bouncing up and down in excitement while speaking in Spanish
"¡¿Qué?! ¡¿Está Bunny Iglesias contigo?! ¡¿Está contigo?! ¡Es increíble! ¡Es el mejor jugador que he visto en mi vida! ¿Dónde está? ¡Quiero verlo!"
("is bunny with you? Is bunny with you? He's so cool right? He's the best player! Where is he?')
thanks to a few Spanish lessons you took while you were in your teenage years you can understand a bit of what he said, replying in a soft voice
"Sí, bueno, está aquí a mi lado. Es un jugador muy bueno, ¿verdad? Ahora, cálmate, niño. Vas a estallar de emoción."
(Yes, well, he's right here next to me. He's a very good player, isn't he? Now, calm down, kid. You're going to burst with excitement.)
when he saw a peek of bunny next to you he screamed In pure excitement, and it was truly ear piercing too before the security took him to his mother before bunny could sign his autograph
while bunny was left with a deadpan face and a hurting ear while you responded with a snicker along the ride, now genuinely skeptical
"I thought I was bad at my own sport?"
he leans into your private space taking in that perfume he bought as you freeze into your seat, hand squishing your thighs like a plush
"hmm.. maybe you heard something"
you brush with an awkward chuckle feeling his fingers tightening it's hold as you look away with a proud smile
ᕙ( : ˘ ∧ ˘ : )ᕗ
a video call with your sister made you feel at home whenever you weren't in your home country, swinging your leg while laying down on your stomach making numerous comment about bunny's small— but noticeable mistakes in a match
"really? I thought he was apart of the new gen 11?"
your sister chuckled lightly at your stories, taking that bunny wouldn't mind it until he took the phone and slid it on the bedside table wrapping his biceps around your neck with a grin while your hands flew with a sheepishly smile
"I don't think I would be very bad with these, hm?"
author: JSKAKKS i feel like I made him rlly out of character but drei told me it made him giggle, and he also wrote the Spanish sentences go below to see it 😳 also for Klei I dunno if you liked it, but I hope it made u giggle a lil👀
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