new tense so I don’t use Y/N hopefully, be nice I’m a new writer.
I know this is OOC but…I’m a freak and thought about this too long
I genuinely just can’t put smut into the right words this is so ass and corny.
Warnings: Religion kink, stalking, corruption kink, marijuana usage, peer-pressure, intoxication kink, praise, pet names (baby, girly) fingering but no PinV, edging.
Summary: Donnie is a creep and decides to make you forget about your religion (implied as christianity)
Donnie didn’t like to think about religion, and he wished other people didn’t either; that they would just move on with their lives. Unfortunately, Donnie doesn’t always get what he wants, and that’s why your faith existed. Donnie thought it was ridiculous how much religion seemed to take up space in your mind. He sat next to you in English class, and the first thing he noticed, on the first day, was that you wrote Bible verses on the top of your papers. Every single one. He would get so upset about this that he thought about it constantly. You and your rosary, your sleek Mary Janes, your modest skirts, and soft sweaters. It would be so perfect if he could just make you forget about religion. So he conspired a plan…
Even before this plan, he would watch her. He would follow her home, every Friday, he would tell his parents that was the day he went out with friends or something, and he would tell himself it was only to make sure that you got home safe, that no creep would be watching you. He didn’t want to admit he was the creep. After he came up with the plan, however, things amplified. He would bike past your house on weekends, ask around to know where you were going after school, “casually” run into you at the supermarket, little things he made sure you didn’t notice.
After deciding he knew enough things about you, he made an actual move. “Hey, uhm I was wondering if you maybe would want to hang out sometime? Like I could come over and we could watch a movie?” He whispered to you one day in English. Truth be told, you could never say no to Donnie, he was always so kind to you, and looked out for you without asking…in more ways than you had known. But he would always tell you the date, remind you when projects were due, or whisper you the answer when you got called on. Letting him come over was the least you could do, especially when he was cute, you didn’t mind his company. “Yeah, I can ask my parents but they might not-“ Donnie accidentally cut you off. “Oh it’s okay I can just come through your window, it’s not like we’ll do anything wrong, I’ll bring over the DVD…8 o’clock okay?” You blinked, you didn’t expect Donnie to be so willing to do something without permission, sure you knew he had gotten into trouble before but not because he was a bad student, he simply just got very carried away in debates. “Yeah…yeah that’s okay I guess.” You didn’t even think to tell him which window in your house led to your room, not that you needed to, he already knew that.
So that night after explaining to your parents why you were bringing the DVD player to your room, something about trying to get into movies and promising to bring it back in the morning, and after unconsciously cleaning your room and wearing your prettiest pajamas, Donnie knocked on your window. He smiled as he threw his leg over and climbed in, a tote bag falling shortly behind him. The first thing he did was take his shoes off, not wanting to leave any tracks for your parents to find. “Brought a couple options for movies…and other things.” He sighed, slightly out of breath from riding his bike quickly and climbed up to your window. “Does your door have a lock on it?” He said, finally looking up at you. “Uhm yeah but I can only use it when I’m changing.” Donnie hummed, walking over and locking your door. When he turned around, he smiled at you. “You’re going to be changing for a while.” He joked. You giggled, informing them that they go to bed around this time anyway because of work.
Donnie laid out the DVDs on the edge of your bed. While you were deciding which one, he looked around your room. He had only ever seen it through the window and all he knew was that you had a purple accent wall. He saw the crucifix above your bed that reminded him of why he was here in the first place. To make you forget, so far he thought his plan had been smooth and discreet. He moved over to your nightstand, discreetly putting your bible in your drawer as you were distracted with putting the movie in the player.
Eventually, after about 20 minutes into the movie, Donnie pulls out a joint from his pocket. “You trust me, girly?” Donnie grinned at you. Your heart sank, subconsciously looking up at your crucifix above the bed. This irritated Donnie. “I promise you’ll like it…hey, if God made it, why can’t you have it, right? It’s from a plant.” He smiled reassuringly, his thumb moving up and down your knee. She thought for a moment, biting her lip, God had made it…“Yeah…I guess you’re right. I’ll try it.” You mumbled, watching him light the joint and sweetly whispering for you to open the window so your parents don’t smell it. “Here, I’ll show you how to do it first.” Donnie said, putting the joint to his mouth, inhaling. “Don’t inhale as long as I did. It might make ya cough.” He said as he watched you copy his movements, trying to focus on the movie and not his watchful eyes. Donnie was banking on this joint making you 1) more willing and 2) make you horny. He knew damn well you were a pent-up virgin. You just didn’t let it show. He was hoping the joint would fix that.
You got the hang of it quickly, coughing only a few times, which was met with Donnie rubbing your back. Soon you got distracted watching the movie and smoking the joint, you didn’t even notice that he hadn’t reached for it, that he was completely sober while you had continued to smoke the whole joint. Donnie grinned as he watched you blink a little slower, take deeper breaths. He rubbed your back reassuringly, gently pushing you to lie down on the bed. “You feeling okay, baby?” You nodded, slowly feeling the uncomfortable heat grow in your underwear. Donnie had you right where he wanted you, he could tell by your reddened cheeks and dilated eyes. “Do you like it?” Donnie said, scooting a bit closer, feeling a bit bolder now that you couldn’t stop him, that you wouldn’t stop him. “Yeah….” you sighed. “Feels funny though.” Donnie put on a faux face of worry. “Yeah? Feels funny where? Here?” He said gently cupping your stomach. “No…” You mumbled. Donnie hummed, his hand trailing down. “How ‘bout here?” He said cupping your clothed crotch. You nodded, blushing, all of the worries of what God would think if he knew how horny you were every night out the window as someone finally did something about it for you.
“Well…Do you think God would want you to feel funny? Or do you think maybe I should do something about it, girly?” He whispered, watching as your eyes fluttered as you nodded your head. A thought appeared into your head just as you nodded “But…but the Bible says no sex.” Your voice was small, whiney, you tried to sit back up but Donnie only pushed you back down. “Oh, don’t worry, baby, we won’t have sex…this doesn’t count.”
Slowly, Donnie pulled down your sleep shorts and cotton panties together, watching you squirm at the temperature change against your core. “Have you ever put your fingers in here, baby?” He whispered, circling her entrance with his middle finger. “No…I thought it was a sin.” Donnie held back the urge to roll his eyes. “Don’t you worry about sins right now, baby. Focus on me. I’m real. I’m here.” Before you could reply and say something about how God was real too, he slipped a finger inside you, your breath hitching at the new sensation. He moved his finger around slightly, making sure that it didn’t cause you pain, before adding another one.
Your head fell back, and Donnie grinned. “What was that, girly? Were you trying to say something?” You were…that thing about how God was real, but you had already forgotten, shaking your head. It felt wonderful not to think about your sins, your guilt, your entrance to heaven. This felt so much better; it felt real and much better than purity. Donnie crooked his finger to find your wet spongey spot, before quickly reaching over with his other hand to cover your mouth when you cried out. “If your parents find out, we can never do this again. Is that what you want?” You shook your head. “Didn’t think so.” He said before moving his fingers faster inside you. He could feel your wetness get worse, as well as you bucking your hips to meet the thrusts of his fingers.
Donnie got more aggressive and pent up by watching her. “Say he’s not real.” Donnie demanded as you got closer. “Say it or I stop.” Your mind, even though fuzzy with weed, didn’t believe him. You still didn’t want to turn from your faith completely, so he stopped. This time you covered your own mouth as you whined. You proved to him to be a quick learner when he was a little bit harsher. “Say it or I’m leaving.” He said through gritted teeth, roughly pinching your clit. “He’s not real!” You whined. “You’re real and he’s not…” He grinned, plunging his fingers in and thrusting them at an ungodly space to the point where your body felt numb and sensitive at the same time. “Good fucking girl…gonna make you forget all about him…and all the people who lied to you.”
After about an hour of non-stop edging at such a fast speed, your brain was mush, your only thoughts about when this would end. Donnie’s plan had worked, incredibly well. Every time he stopped, you would say the same things. “No, please, Donnie!” “He’s not real! I know that, please!” Finally, Donnie got to the final test. “Who are you talking about, girly? Who’s ‘he’?” Donnie asked, tilting his head, slowly rubbing your clit. You passed that test with flying colors, blinking dumbly as you tried to think. “I…uhm…I don’t remember…’m sorry, Donnie.” Donnie groaned loudly at that before shoving his fingers back inside you. Because of all the edging, you got closer to orgasm fast. This time, Donnie didn’t stop you, watching your head tilt back and stare at your crucifix as you came for the first time ever. Donnie was sure you didn’t even know what the damn thing meant right now.