dear radfems, when i say, "i want to be viewed as the man i am," i do not mean, "i want you to treat me like im going to assault you unprompted."
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dear radfems, when i say, "i want to be viewed as the man i am," i do not mean, "i want you to treat me like im going to assault you unprompted."
I don’t think yall know what I mean when I say that I love Teass with my whole heart
Kinda rant and vent? Idk
Yknow when you can just feel your life getting to a low point and you can't stop it? Not like the depression route, but just going through all the motions and not really caring but knowing you should care and should be putting passion into what you do?
And like shit has been pretty good, I got newfound inspiration and motivation and I'm getting good grades and I'm talking to lots of people and all that just peaked a week ago and then I got my period and now im off that and things still suck so it's like I don't really have an excuse anymore.
Everything is boring and I feel so small and insignificant and untalented compared to others. It's sorta taken a hit to my confidence because I don't just want to be good, I want to be incredible. Long story short, I had an audition yesterday... that's all you need to know, I guess. It speaks for itself.
I know that I can do better, so I want to be better, but I don't know how. That's basically what I'm trying to say. I feel like I'm in a slump and then I feel guilty for not studying or not writing or not practising something and that guilt eats at me but I get to the document and i can't think of anything to write because I have no motivation or I I've exhausted myself by feeling guilty so I don't have the energy to pick any studying up or I have no assignments that I need to work on and man I just think I need this long weekend. I think that's it. 🫠👍
UGHHHH WHY (vent)
Why can’t I be happy for other people..
Why can’t I be happy when they get encouragement…
Why do I always have to make it about myself???
WHY!? 😔😞
Lately whenever I see someone’s art, instead of feeling inspired. I feel discouraged..
When they get encouragement, I feel the opposite..
“What about me? Why don’t I get encouragement? Why didn’t they say anything about me?” SHUT UP!!
That’s ALL I’m feeling rn!!
I’m sorry… I’m trying not to be selfish anymore..hhhughhhhh
Is it weird that writing fics has motivated me to go back to the gym? Like I have a very specific image of myself as Y/N and idk just writing Y/N so often now I'm like I want to look the way that Y/N looks...that's super weird right???
Either way I'm back in the gym and working on myself again and I feel so much better 🙂
Oopppppp
Hahaha don’t you just love it when people give other people the platonic stobin friendship and make other characters have what Steve and Robin have hahahaha
Kinda feel like writing but then I remember how bad interaction is on here. How low reblogs are, comments are extremely rare and the last few things I wrote didn't go over well so why bother. It's getting worse day by day.
Likes, reblogs and comments are what feed the starving writers and artists, it's literally our food and water. Without it we wither away. I've already seen lots leave or deactivate because of it, or just stop putting out content. People wonder why there's less content, where their fav is, well that's where. They starved to death. It takes no time to hit like and reblog. If you can't even do that for something you enjoy then maybe you don't deserve it.