Jun 13, 2025
17. entry made featuring joy.
'This weekend I'll finally do it.
Thinking back, I don't know anymore how we came this far... Somehow it just clicked? My friends must think I lost my mind and to be honest, I sometimes think that too. [Nickname for Ouji] is quite a character and I had relationships way less stressing. But still....I can't help it. Love works in mysterious ways and I'm glad I'm allowed to experience it yet again, even if not perfect.
I got the ring in the right size and his favorite colours. I can't wait for our trip; I'm nervous beyond measurements but at the same time never felt that happy for a long time.'