Jan 1
LET DEAN WINCHESTER SOB. LET HIM UGLY CRY. LIKE IM TALKING SNOT AND SHIT EVERYWHERE I WANT THIS MAN TO SCREAM AND CRY AND DIE INSIDE. I WANT HIM TO HOLD ONTO CAS’ TRENCH COATS SLEEVES FOR DEAR LIFE AND JUST MUMBLE INCOHERENT SHIT AGAINST HIM.
#KILL HIM#KILL HIMMMMMM#like no actually don’t he’s been through enough-#but i want him to let it all out#bro is the most emotionally guarded guy on planet earth#he just doesn’t do vulnerability because he was raised to be the legendary strong and brave dean winchester#which he is#but he sacrificed expressing himself to the there#he’s been bottling everything up so long he doesn’t know how to release it#we’ve only ever seen him do as much as the man tears#someone please let him actually cry#that scene with cas when crowley was sticking pins in gadzeel/sam’s head???#that gave me the feels#dean couldn’t watch that anymore#he left the room and cas followed#dean yet again tried to direct the focus onto cas (“are you okay? how’ve you been?”)#just so cas wouldn’t worry about him and he wouldn’t have to talk about himself#despite the fact that he’s clearly upset about an angel being stuck in sam’s body#and if crowley didn’t succeed he’d have to kill him along with sam#i don’t think he would have actually done it#we know the only thing dean wouldn’t do is kill sam (well. with no way to bring him back.)#like the show has told us—they’re each other’s weak spots#dean winchester#spn#supernatural#spn spoilers#supernatural spoilers#spnfandom#supernatural fandom#spn s9
