last night i had to drive home from my friend’s place at 2am and once you get off her street there’s just like a 1-2 mile long winding, barely lit road and it makes me feel like i’m going insane driving it at night like... genuine paranoia and anxiety
and then i got onto a highway where there was NO ONE else for like 15 minutes like i did not see one other car and i gotta say i genuinely thought i was in a simulation or something at one point
it probably was not helping that i was like CHOCK FULL of caffeine i had been chugging all day in anticipation of my 2am post-concert drive
also i had my windows down so the wind could like... stabilize me?? like remind me... i am real
and anyways this is all a really long way to say to every resident in CT who heard me blaring JPop and the like at 2am to help cheer me up and keep me calm.......... i’m sorry
but i don’t regret it. that was a carefully cultivated playlist of ‘don’t panic and crash your car into a pole to make sure you’re alive’ BOPS
