1 year has passed its passed in a blur it still feels un real I still have trouble thinking that you're actually gone though gone in body but not in soul the fact that you're not here hurts. You were not selfish for being in pain but would it be selfish of me to say I still wish you were here fighting
I still remember crying hysterically for days wondering why not me if I could take everyones pain I would in a heartbeat but life doesn't work like that now does it
but you couldn't fight anymore
you reached for help but no one listened well but its no ones fault
no one knows someones pain except for the person themselves
I remember crying thinking if the paramedics got to you in time would you still be here
Crying because I feel your pain in my own way
I understand where you came from
I'm not the best with my words but I miss you