like what do you mean there this deadly virus that just running around on this boat infecting people and i just have to hope for the best and focus on my exams😭😭💔
(also why didn't they just treat to people on the boat instead of spreading around europe)
Everyone buckle up because the vent posts and frustrated rants will be coming in this week. I gotta start band camp tomorrow and I haven’t properly interacted with a person in a long ass time
There’s no way she actually finds me pretty. Just no way. She says she does, and when she does all caps i feel it, but there’s just no way. I’m not as pretty as her, I’ve got stupid acne marks and my hair is too girly and I’m short and my side profile is ugly and my arms are too long and I’ve got scars all over my body and my voice is dumb and my smile is awkward and my gums are overgrown and fucked up and and and
I’m not pretty. I’m terrified for the day she realizes this.
i love immigrants, free palestine, free haiti, free sudan, free congo, abolish ice, fuck trump, anti racist, pro black, womens rights, trans rights, lgbtqia+ rights, i love abortion, i love immigrants,fuck patriarchy, fuck colonialism, fuck nationalism, i love immigrants, i love disabled people, i hate guns, i hate capitalism
she/they preferred for a few minutes
poly !! fluid sexuality andgender, aro+acespec
microlabel lover + name hoarder ??
very queer, contradicting labels !!
gyaru !!
hospital homebound !!
polymind
i honestly suspect im a system but im too sleepy to think about that
derealization + depersonalization and memory may be ruling my life
chronic pain bad very very miserable. abysmal.
yumeshipper, shifter, submaker, witch, very good at manifesting
i HATE drawing.
voice acting and singing my true love
some of the animes and manga ive read or watched: haikyuu, mha, fma, jjk, death note ew, aot ew, look back, csm, my brothers husband, nso, life lessons with uramichi oniisan, nanbaka, saiki k, xxxholic, ohshc, ghost stories, perfect blue, school days, metamorphosis..ohno, kakegurui, vampire knight..ew, two sides of the voice actor radio, bloom into you, im in love with the villainess, madoka magica, junji itos cat diary
sometimes i will make a silly song
i like weed, and sometimes drinking. and sometimes adderall. i love a good cigarette. quit vaping recently. recovered from severe alcoholism !!
favorite thing to do is, when possible, go outside and party with friends
if you know me irl.. um um um um youre ableist if you keep looking through this blog 😭 if you think you know me irl and youve kept reading this far congratulations autism speaks is calling they need a new spokesperson and want you specifically
jokes hahajaha.. i would NOT accept a call from autism speaks
i was going to tag this so i could possibly make friends but i literally kinda dont wanna do that ..
i can feel my neighbor banging on the wall a lot and occasionally i’ll hear a scream and the other day i heard chains scrape pretty sure i’m living next to a serial killer