#kissophobic

[lovebugcody]

“Kissaphobic” - Make Out Monday

Have you guys Listened to Kissaphobic by Make Out Monday yet? I’m not usually one for promos but this is seriously a good song! And for those who don’t know, Make Out Monday is actually Jeremy Shada (voice of Lance from Voltron: Legendary Defender) and his brother’s band (you’ll have to forgive me for not know the other two members’ names). The video has a super cool Back to The Future vibe and is a super chill bop. Totally recommend checking it out!

[varaner]

you're not the only one who got scared :)

omg it was too loud it was horrible :(

[barca-cule-fanfic-blog]

"Te Amo": An Alvaro Vazquez One-Shot

Inspired by If You Could See Me Now by The Script

For my dearest Feli :) 

I smile as I look up at the sky, tears fill me eyes as I kiss my left hand and point to my angel.

I look down at my tattoo on my left hand and caress it.

“I wish you were here, and not just a tattoo to remind me of you.” I whisper as I walk off of the pitch and into the change room.

After a quick celebration with my teammates I leave to their unexpected surprise.

“I am sorry coach, I just really need to go see her.” I say as I start to leave the stadium.

“Don’t apologize Alvaro, we all understand. We will see you tomorrow.” My coach says as he gives me a pat on the back.

I leave the stadium and drive as fast as I can to my destination. But still cautiously, the tragic event still fresh in my mind.

The whole time looking at my right hand on the steering wheel, thinking about her.

All I do is think about her. 

I get to the site and quickly grab the flowers on the passenger seat before exiting the car.

As I walk down the path to her grave, my heart races as if I will see her standing there at the end of the path. Knowing full well it is just a memorial of her life awaiting me.

“Hey baby.” I say as I sit on the warm grass next to the plaque.

“I brought you flowers, your favorite.” I say as I gently place them in the holder.

“So I have great news, we won against Real Madrid today! And I scored baby, I scored for you.” I say with a small smile.

“Even though every goal I score is for you.” I say as I caress her name on the plaque. “I miss you so much Feli.” I say with tears starting to well up in my eyes.

“Of course I will silly! Why even ask!” She yells with excitement as I place the ring on her finger.

“Well it is the standard procedure when asking someone to marry you.” I say as I stand up.

“Just shut up and kiss me.” She says as she giggles. She wraps her arms around my body as I pull her close and kiss her. All the love and passion between us shared in one kiss.

“Te amo.” She says as her hazel eyes look up at me.

“I love you too.” I say as I kiss her on the forehead.

“So, where is my fiancé taking me now.” She says emphasizing fiancé as we walk hand in hand.

“Well I was thinking that I let you decide, we could go to dinner or we could go home and consummate our engagement.” I say with a wink.

“Gee that’s a hard one!” She says sarcastically as she pulls me in close. “Lets go home.” She says as she grabs the buckle of my jeans.

I smile as she goes on her tiptoes and kisses me.

We walk back to the car and speed away.

“Wow why are you driving so slow baby? Are you not excited to get home and—“ She says as she leans over the console and whispers in my ear.

I smile at her as she bites her lip with a seductive smirk.

“ALVARO LOOK OUT!” She screams.

But it’s too late.

The semi hit us.

Head on.

  I ask myself everyday for the past 7 years how I lived and she perished.

It just isn’t fair.

It isn’t fair how she died and I lived.

It isn’t fair how I have to go on without the love of my life. It just isn’t fair.

“I wonder everyday if you would like who I am today. The direction I chose for my career, where to play and how to play. The life I am living. I wonder every single god damn day if you would approve of my life and choices because I know that you should be here with me and not there. There! Unable to answer me!” I start to yell as I look at her grave and tears fall from my eyes.

“I live my life for you Feli. Every god damn day.” I say now in a normal voice as I start to calm down. “Because no matter how many years go by I will always love you. My life will always be shared with you.”

I say as I caress the grave with my left hand, my tattoo in full view.

“You will always be my soul mate Feli.” I say as I stare at her grave, tears continuing to fall.

I take a deep breath as I look up at the clear blue sky. I sigh as I wipe away my tears before leaning over her name, where my soul mate now rests.

“Everything I do is for you baby.” I lean down and kiss her name, Feli Vazquez. “Te amo”

[pleaseshutupsara]

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27. Do you prefer Titanic or The Notebook? Hmmmm. Probably Titanic, but honestly I prefer neither. Hahahah.

thanks feli fel :)

[football-fanfics-n-shitt]

I really liked the Fernando Torres one shot, "Just Like It Was Before".

Thank you, thank you, thank you, lovely! Awww, you made me grin! :)))

~Tina xx

[iftomorrown3vercomes]

Right, I have to ask: why do you support the Argentinan NT? :)

tbh i supported Argentina even when Messi was just a young player and not the best in the world like he is now. When my dad was supporting Brasil on tv, i was supporting Argentina. That was about the same time he was a Real Madrid fan and i was a Barca fan. lol dont worry, i have successfully converted him :P I love Argentina for their style attack. Their team is full of players capable of scoring, it is not just dependant on Messi even tho a lot of people assume that. Yes, Messi is influential in Argentinas team. But he is not the sole goal scoring outlet. He assists as well as scores just like the rest of the team.

[iftomorrown3vercomes]

I will answer your question tomorrow :) right now I'm off to my first training session of 2013!!

[iftomorrown3vercomes]

Questions: tagged by Feli :)

(kissophobic)

1. Favourite season of the year? Summer

2. What made you come into your current fandom? i just made this blog and i am all about FC Barcelona so the fandom kinda found me tbh 

3. Would you change something in your life, given the opportunity? yes. i would change the fact that my grandmother passed away, and i would change my relationship with my father into a better one. 

4. If a total stranger on the street asked you for help, would you help them? of course! i always said that thank goodness i was not prayed upon as a child with the line "Can you help me find my lost dog?" because i probably would have helped! lol one of my downfalls i guess. 

5. Describe yourself in ten words. 

charasmatic, friendly, helpful, sincere, athletic, enthusiastic, self-conscious, loyal, trustworthy, confident in most aspect. 

6. Favourite football team? do I really need to answer this question? lol Fc Barcelona is my club team, Argentina and Spain are my international teams.

7. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? And in 10? in five years i see myself happy and continueing to travel, hopefully have already done my exchange program in Spain by then. Maybe i would be still living and studying there in 5 years..

in ten years, i see myself world traveled and starting to settle down. I would have visited all of the major cities in every country or at least close to being done that goal. Find that special someone and figure out what country would be suit the lifestyle we want to live together. 

8. Would you move to another city? If so, where? yep. Anywhere really. i love cities. Barcelona obviously and i will be moving there soon :) I really want to visit all the major cities of the world tbh.

9. What’s the thing you care most about? My family.

10. You are hating me for this right now, aren’t you? ;) nope 

11. First tumblr URL? the one i have currently.