#kk13

[kaykay-13]

i’m like this close to vomiting a couple fics about this. tis close. so close. oh so very close.

imagine. imagine their domestic bickering. or like, kaveh having a bad day at work and venting to alhaitham, only to forget his worries because alhaitham deliberately pisses him off to direct his attention elsewhere. i saw that one twitter post on kaveh being a bird of paradise filled with distrust and alhaitham being a patient man waiting for said bird to feed out of his hand and i’m a changed person. so many brainworms i can’t even begin to type out. the one line about kaveh packing leftovers for alhaitham after missing the outing — EXCUSE ME???!?!?! don’t be a coward and show me how the conversation went!!! what do you mean i have to write it for myself??!?!?!?! alhaitham’s concern is silent while kaveh’s love language is words of affirmation. one’s playing chess and the other’s playing uno it’s driving me insane the POTENTIAL. gah

[kaykay-13]

finally played alhaitham’s story quest and like. oh my god. their bickering is so fuckin cute

[kaykay-13]

ahem. also hsr caeheng has a grip on me. i’ve delved a little into renheng and like. bro. trash panda crack duo CPR VS enemies to lovers. why must hoyoverse do me like this. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CHOOSE

[kaykay-13]

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so i was minding my gay business on instagram until i saw this post…. can’t wait to ship yelan and shenhe

[kaykay-13]

banging my head against the wall because i’m attempting a new poetic form (ghazal) and it’s written in the POV of alhaitham to kaveh and just. CLENCHES FISTS. what a banger way to open a fic. concrit VERY much accepted <3

When you came to me once more, you were trembling, shaking, quivering For you existed in a world built by dreams of your own making

Intoxication lingered, like a heavy shroud on your shoulders Trapped as it collapsed, weight of an empire of your own making

I would have liked, no, loved to extend my hand for you to to take You would refuse, the tragic resolution of your own making

You became the loneliness etched in the walls of a lonesome cage  A Paradisaea lost in the forest of your own making 

You longed to fly and soar in the sun, and were held back once again By chains intangible — the guilt in your heart of your own making

I knew that I could keep you safe, but only if you would let me  And you refused me with stubbornness, the one of your own making

No bird would feed out my willing hands if it lacked the trust in me But I am now changed, patient, an ideal of my own making

Thus, I can do naught but watch, for this is what you, you have chosen As the cat sinks its claws into you, a path of your own making

[kaykay-13]

Kaykay.... ur fics r all gone on ao3 ... \(*´Д｀*)/

oh no worries, i’ve just hidden them so you need an account to view them. someone i knew irl found my ao3 page and out of shame / my safety i changed the settings on most of them!!

[kaykay-13]

hi omg!! i read a couple of your xingyun fics and loved them soso much, just wanted to say that :')) <3333 thank you for writing!

thank you so much <3 i’m glad to see my xingyun fic still stay in relevancy after god knows how long TToTT

[kaykay-13]

food stonks of 2023