#lamblerambles

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Feeling queasy. Not from food but from emotions.

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I have been forgetting to update days. I said go update so I could remember the summer but I have been forgetting to. But then those days are gone now. I messed up.

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I'm not surprised by the end but am taken aback by the action.

Why is it never a good place to be anywhere? I don't go looking for it, but now is a bad time to be many things.

Even safe spaces are not safe and I'm losing my ability to feel.

It's not fair when people demand you to speak then when you open your mouth they tell you your words don't matter.

But then they're standing in front of you and calling you names and insulting you, and when you stand up then you're the bully?

My head hurts, I don't know why I thought that conversation would work on the internet.

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My words are kind of fuzzy today. My sentences are short. I wish I didn't have to talk today.

I am afraid very soon my mum will be mad at me for not getting out of the house.

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I recently got some active noise canceling headphones. I didn't need any new headphones as I love my Bluetooth headphones very much even though they're very old. However, I was wanting some cheap ANC (active noise canceling) to see if ANC was something I would benefit from for classes/outside/etc. And if I do like the cheap ones then I know that the more expensive ones should be good.

I got these ones and wowie. I don't know how they will be for classes yet but so far they are canceling the sound of the ac/fridge which is very nice.

#lamblerambles