Sep 27, 2019
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A selfie a day 5/8/17 My 8 year old loves to cook. I try to reign in the control freak in me and let her help as much as possible. She's actually pretty good!
Healing is like ok stay calm nothings gonna hurt you and like shit youd need to stay calm regardless of if something will hurt you
Man, I mean, I know I've been wanting to punch someone all day but i didn't know what a grand opportunity I would be given
Im proud of myself. I let myself become so fucked up with alcohol and drugs but ive pulled back so much and im able to see where my limits truly are. Even if i am coming home at 4am i know i had a good time without the need to.go overboard.
Im proud of myself. I let myself become so fucked up with alcohol and drugs but ive pulled back so much and im able to see where my limits truly are. Even if i am coming home at 4am i know i had a good time without the need to.go overboard.
Well this diet was going well, ugh.
So, I’ve cheated on my diet four times now, sigh. The first was a moment of weakness at sonic where I went after a long shift at work. It resulted in my basically inhaling a bacon cheeseburger toaster with tater tots and a large diet coke. The second time was having a pepperoni pretzel with cheese dip from auntie Anne’s and a large lemonade. The third was my dinner last night: spaghetti with three meatballs and a red velvet cupcake with cream cheese icing and pearl sprinkles. The fourth was this morning: I had about a cup and a half of spaghetti noodles, cheese, sauteed mushrooms, and about a tablespoon of country Crocker butter. I also had a dirt coke with that. This has resulted in me gaining two of my five pounds lost back. I will NOT be cheating on this diet ANYMORE! I’m trying not to beat myself up over this but it’s hard when I know it’s my fault and that it was completely avoidable.
First Sober Weekend Challenge
I celebrated my 21st birthday without one ounce of alcohol. I was sober then and had a great time. :-) Surely, a weekend of events can be overcome.
This will be the first weekend I've attempted to abstain from alcohol in nearly three years. To say I'm not the least bit nervous would be a lie. I'm nervous, but I do know it's possible. I will have to remember that drinking one sip is not going to lead my to achieve my goals.
I confused a waitress recently:
Her: "What's your bar poison tonight?"
Me: "Nothing. Just the water please."
Her: "WHAT!?!?! Are you pregnant?"
Me: "No. I have somewhere to be in three months."
The people with me knew exactly what I meant. She was stunned. <3