27th of September
One day i’ll fly away, leave all this to yesterday... That day is the 27th of September 2016! I have finally booking my ticket and i really feel like this dream is becoming a reality. Work has kinda offered me a job finally, which is actually a little annoying. They kept telling me that the opportunity was getting pushed back and would perhaps not happen at all. I changed my focus towards moving to Glasgow, I had to, i couldn’t lose momentum. Glasgow was always my second option if my company let me down. However I was getting quite excited about the prospect of living with a good friend, living a different kind of life. Working part time, working on arts projects, really delving into Scotland.
It will be easier to start in London, to have a guaranteed job, i have less fear associated with it. I can volunteer for the Globe theatre and maybe learn more about stage management before I try to work my Australian ‘give it a go method’. I feel like i’m letting my friend down and perhaps letting myself down. And yet it feels idiotic to turn down a job, something to get me started in a brand new world. Even if its just for six months, i will still have 4.5 years left to move to Scotland or Cardiff or wherever else i end up. The uncertain is by far the scariest thing. i have to face it. i have to make some hard choices, i have to be smart but not too pragmatic that i forget to live. This is an incredible opportunity that i have made for myself, i best not take it for granted. I have booked my flight. Now for the next step...