A Toy Smile (ATLA)
(lee!zuko , ler!sokka and ler!aang)
A/N : AAAHHH!!!! fixating hard yâall. it's impossible for me to be normal about anything ever. this one's got more story than the last one but i hope u enjoy anyway lolll
Summary : a day off at the abandoned vacation home and zuko has a lot to think about. though, itâs kinda hard to think about your place in the world when your friends are being annoying (and u still love them for that)
Word Count : 5106
hope u enjoy!!
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Being back at his familyâs old beach house was remarkably strange. Zuko kept getting flashes of bittersweet nostalgia, images of his mother building castles out of sand with him, just for Azula to knock them all down. Running through the halls in shrieks of laughter, getting chased by the tickle monster (his mother always had the perfect balance between her calm and nurturing nature, and her more silly and playful side. Feeling okay with play was something that ended almost immediately after she left his life), always before being interrupted by a stark glare from his father.
Zukoâs father was usually absent in these beach house memories, but thatâs because even when he was there during their vacations (which honestly wasnât often, he was usually off tending to the business of being an up-and-coming Firelord), he always stood with a glare that Zuko could still see in his head clear as day. Looking back on it, he was glad that Ozai was usually preoccupied during those old vacations so he at least has a few good memories left of this place.
Zuko pondered on it alone in the house.
The rest of the group were off at the beach, doing their own things. If he had to guess, Toph was probably practicing her sandbending right now. Maybe sheâs teaching Aang, or maybe Aang was practicing some moves Zuko taught him earlier in the week. Zuko felt weirdly proud at the idea. He imagined Katara was probably soaking in the ocean, bending and feeling one with the water. And SokkaâŠAgni knows what Sokkaâs up to right now. Maybe heâs fishing.Â
All he knows is that theyâre probably keeping themselves preoccupied right now, taking the day off to do whatever they pleased. The group needed to keep their minds sharp, but not overworked.Â
Zuko could sort of relate to that, trying to keep occupied. It was at a much lower scale, sure, but when he wasnât training Aang, he took to wandering the grounds of this place that felt distantly familiar to him.Â
Zuko still feels a little uncomfortable with the thought of hanging near everyone during an off day like this. He knows they donât hate him anymore, but guilt and shame have become chronic pains he hasnât learned to aid yet. Heâs happy to help them, but hanging out on a casual level is something heâs still getting used to.
As he walked through the abandoned home, he couldnât help but gaze at old photos, taking some out of the frame to burn in his hand. For some reason, watching the memory physically char and fall to ashes from his fire felt like a medicinal release in his system. He sat on beds that had been dressed by old maids years ago, untouched for so long and yet the sheets still had a smell that burned into his sinuses like a forgotten memory.Â
It was so quiet in the house. Every footstep seemed to echo. It was dark, too. Each flame he set gave light to the entire room and the hall with it. It felt right that this place had been abandoned for so long. Justified. It deserved to lay dormant with the rest of any happy memories his childhood had to offer. That part of his life was laid to rest some time ago, but revisiting it lit something in him he hadnât expected.
When he suggested they settle here for a while, Zuko hadnât thought too hard on what it would be like to revisit this place. It was obvious this house, these grounds, the beach itself, would bring back memories he used to try hard not to think about. That was only logical.
What Zuko hadnât anticipated was the way it would make him feel about the new people heâs surrounded himself with. The last time he was on a beach with people he thought were his friend group, it was a disaster. Fights and arguments, insecurities thrown around like weapons of war. That used to be normal to him. That was just what a vacation was.
But everyone here was having a good time. Yes, stress was definitely high and in the air, everyone was still keeping their guard up for what they knew was to come after they left. But that didnât mean good times came to an end altogether. Zuko saw how they still played and teased each other, telling stories at dinner and laughing when they trained. Stress was high, but spirits mightâve been even higher.
Walking through this empty house, he realized thatâs what this place was actually for. It wasnât just a house you stayed in away from your home. It was a place built for bringing people closer together.
And here he was standing in it, alone in the dark.
Zuko sighed, dragging a hand down his face. He knew he should probably go out there. They trusted him now, what was he waiting on? Heâs allowedâŠfun. That sounds so gross. But it also sounds like something Uncle would be telling him right now. If Zuko was any good at impressions, heâd give himself a famous Iroh Special about the balance of work and life, the importance of close friends in times like these. But Zuko sorta sucks at impressions, so heâll just have to imagine how good some advice like that would sound and suck it up.
He should probably go join them on the beach now. Ugh.Â
As Zuko walked out of the dimly lit house, the sun felt really good on his skin, warm and filling for his soul. He took a deep breath, in and out, as he made his way toward the beach. The sounds of splashing water and shrieking laughter filled his ears as he got closer, his bare feet now warming in the sand.
âZukoâs back,â he heard Toph announce from her self-made throne of sand, a little umbrella over the top for shade and flavor.Â
Zuko made his way next to Toph, watching the other three play in the ocean. Sokka had Aang in some kind of hold with his arms behind his back, while Katara stood in front, doing something with the water that seemed to have Aang in stitches. Zuko was utterly confused.
âWhat are they doing?â he puzzled, sitting down criss-crossed next to Toph.
âWhy, do you want in?â Toph teased with a grin, making Zuko blush and nearly start defending himself (for what, he wasnât sure) before she interrupted his clear stammering, âKatara figured out how to tickle with her water. She can be a little ruthless sometimes, and I really like that side of her.â
Zuko just nodded, really not sure what to say right now. He felt so awkward, maybe this was a bad idea after all. Heâd be better off alone back in the house, it was probably good for him to think about his past the way he was before. Maybe he should just turn back, Toph will notice but none of the others have even acknowledged he came back yet so itâs not likeâ
âHey!â Sokka called out, âMy arms are getting tired! One of you come hold him for me!â
âNohoho! Just lemme gohoho!â Aang cackled, kicking the water but not doing anything to actually stop them.Â
Zuko sighed, regretting saying anything before the words even left his mouth. âAang, just bend the water!â he yelled their way, âDid you forget youâre the Avatar?!â
Aang just kept laughing for a moment like he hadnât heard a thing, and Zuko nearly smiled at the boyâs blatant silliness. But in a blink, Katara was suddenly lifted and thrown about ten feet away by a small but powerful wave, Sokka getting launched not long after in the opposite direction.Â
Aang shot a thumbs up Zukoâs way, so Zuko gave him a quick nod back. Real smooth.Â
âWooo, thatâs right Twinkle Toes! Show âem whoâs boss!â Toph cheered like she was watching a wrestling match, throwing an excited punch to Zukoâs shoulder. He winced and shot a hand up to comfort the ache, but otherwise said nothing about it.
He watched as Aang launched a tickle attack of his own against the siblings, Katara squealing and using her own water to try and counter or block any of the water she could. Sokka threw his head back in loud laughter, having no way to defend himself and pretty much succumbing to his fate, screaming with his head above water.
Zuko felt weird just spectating like this, so he started fidgeting with the sand in front of him. He thought for a moment on building a castle like he had with his mother so many years ago, but that was so far from who he was now that he chose to keep it to himself. That can just stay a happy memory for the time being.
He looked up to Toph, who seemed content on bending miscellaneous sand shapes in her hand while she listened to them play.
âWhy arenât you out there with them?â he couldnât help but ask. Zuko didnât feel as weird around Toph as he did the others. He still felt awkward at times, but not weird. She was the first person here to really trust him, vouch for him even. She was strong and resilient and damn was she stubborn. Zuko really liked that about her, and even though she loved to tease, he felt comfortable having a conversation with her. That was just who she was.
âEh, waterâs not really my thing. I canât see jack when Iâm in the water. Well, I kind of can, if my feet are still touching the ground. But itâs sorta foggy that way and it freaks me out. I like knowing where I am, and in there I just feel all over the place,â she cringed, forming a little sand sea lion in her palm. âWhy arenât you in there with them? Is it a firebender thing to hate the water?â
Of course sheâd turn the question onto him, why didnât he think of that? Ugh, this was not something he felt like getting into right now. âYeah, sure. Something like that.â
âYou are such a bad liar,â she chuckled, chucking her sea lion at his head playfully. He grunted at the impact and dusted the sand from his hair while she grabbed another chunk to fidget with. âI donât even need my feet to figure that out.â
Zuko sighed, bringing his knees to his chest to lay his arms down and make a makeshift headrest. âI donât know how to justâŠplay, like that. Thatâs not natural for me, it would just be weird. Itâs better if I just stay up here,â he said, suddenly feeling very weirdly insecure and unsure of his words, âIf, like, yâknowâif thatâs okay with you.â
She laughed openly at his hesitance. âSparky, it would mean the world. I like your company! Youâre funny to talk to,â she said, and her choice of words made him squint.
ââFunny to talk to?ââ Zuko questioned.
âYeah, youâre always so uptight. And awkward. Itâs really funny,â she chuckled, making him deflate a little. He knew she probably meant the best by it, but her bluntness will always take a little blow to his already fragile ego.
âIs that really the only reason you talk to me?â Zuko huffed, not even looking for an answer if not to just air out his insecurities a little.Â
âNo, you dingbat. Youâre really different from the others, itâs a nice change of pace. Youâre stiff, and your heart rate might be faster than anyone I've ever met which can get pretty annoying. But youâre very real, and I like that in a person. If you have something you need to say, then you say it,â she paused. âWell, most of the time.â
Zuko sat in that for a moment. Heâs pretty sure she wasâŠcomplimenting him? Maybe? Itâs hard to tell with Toph, itâs rare she ever gets sweet with her words. But heâs pretty sure that whatever she meant by that, it was supposed to be a good thing. So heâll take it.
âThanksâŠI think.â
âI know itâs hard butâŠthey can be fun if you try,â she shrugged, forming a little sand-Zuko in her palm and handing it to him. He took it gently, worried it would crumble in his hand. But it didnât. It stayed sturdy and solid, like a real doll. Zuko turned it in his hand, getting a good look at his mini-me.
âHow do youâŠâ
âKnow what you look like?â she finished for him. âThe others described you to me a while back. Itâs probably not perfect, butââ
âNo, no. ItâsâŠâ Zuko stared at the thing in his hand. It was small, pretty much the size of his palm. His scar was there, but thatâs not what he was looking at. Zuko couldnât stop looking at the smile on its face. On his face. How natural and meant to be there it looked. âItâs really good. You captured my essence,â he remarked playfully, sliding the doll into his pocket. âThanks.â
âDonât mention it, Sparky,â she smiled. âSeriously. Donât.â Zuko couldnât help but chuckle at that, looking up to see Sokka dragging himself out of the water towards them.
âTeaching Aang waterbending was a mistake,â Sokka groaned, leaving puddles of water in his wake as he plopped in the sand next to Zuko. Zuko flinched, some water from Sokkaâs clothes splashing on him when he sat down with so much force.
âWatch it, youâre getting water all over me,â Zuko complained, wiping droplets from his face with the back of his hand.
âOh Iâm sorry, were you the one that just got nearly tickled to death by the ocean?! No, I didnât think so!â Sokka exclaimed, every big movement he made just splashing more water on a frowning Zuko. âI couldâve drowned!â
âWell that wasnât my fault, so keep the water to yourself,â Zuko rolled his eyes at Sokkaâs dramatics.Â
âYouâre such a baby, Sokka,â Toph chuckled. âAang took it like a champ. You donât hear him complaining about a couple of tickles,â Toph cooed in a mocking baby voice, making Sokka squint in contempt.Â
Sokka pointed a finger toward Toph over Zuko, âI donât wanna hear it from you. You donât get attacked like I do!â
âYeah, cause I set boundaries,â Toph grinned, tossing a foot over her knee. âYou guys donât tickle me cause you know if you even try it youâll never have use of your fingers again.â
Zukoâs brow shot up at that, and he nearly smiled, but made no comment.
Sokka had no smart comeback to give, instead bringing his hand back in to cross his arms over his chest, pouting. They sat in silence for a moment before it seemed like a light went off over Sokkaâs head, the boy perking up quickly and whipping his head towardâ
âZuko,â Sokka started with a grin. âYou should help me get back at Aang.â
Zukoâs brow really shot up at that, âWhat?!â
âYeah, heâd never expect it from you!â Sokka said, his smile wide and excited.Â
Zuko stared incredulously, âDid that water hit you over the head or something? I am not doing that,â he scoffed, refusing to look at Sokka right now. He is so stupid, what makes him think Zuko would ever do something so childish?Â
âOh câmooon, you said you were here to help us, right? WellâŠthis would be helping me,â Sokka smiled a toothy grin, really hoping to win him over.
âJust ask Toph, donât involve me in this. Iâm sure she can do someâŠearthbendy thing and help way better than I could,â Zuko said, looking toward Toph for help.
Toph shook her head, âNope. This is all you, Sparky,â Zuko could see her smile beneath the shade. He growled in frustration, peeking over toward Sokka.
âYou can do it yourself then. Figure it out,â Zuko said, staring back off into the ocean. Aang and Katara were bending and splashing water at each other, their laughs and happy voices blending with the sounds of the ocean waves pushing and pulling against itself.
Sokka grumbled, falling onto his back in the sand. âWas just trying to see if you wanted to have some fun before we get serious again tomorrow,â he mumbled, picking at the sand with his fingers.Â
Zuko tried to ignore him, but felt a poke to his shoulder on his left. He looked to Toph and saw her just staring at him with this look, like she was disappointed. Or, maybe not disappointed. More like she was saying with her eyes, âDidnât we just have a heart-to-heart about this two seconds ago?â He felt the doll in his pocket jab into his thigh.Â
Zuko pinched the bridge of his nose like he often did when utterly frustrated. âIf I help you, you have to do something for me in return.â
Sokka shot up, his eyes wide like he couldnât believe what he was hearing. âYeah! Anything!â he paused, âOr, I mean, almost anything.â
Zuko clicked his tongue, he cannot believe he is doing this. âThereâs some spices left over in the kitchen cabinet. They havenât gone bad, I checked,â he peeked over to Sokka. âFor dinner tonight, we are using those spices. No offense, but Iâm tired of eating bland stew every night. If you grab those from the houseâŠâ he sighed, saying the words like they crawled from the pit of his stomach, âI will help you get back at Aang.â
âSay no more!â Sokka shot up from the sand and strut toward the house with his head held high. He was obviously very proud of himself for convincing Zuko to do something silly for once, and honestly, Zuko couldnât blame him. He was surprised himself.
Toph dropped her throne back to the ground, the force of it shaking the ground under them as she stuck her toes in the sand. âYou really gonna do it, Sparky?â
Zuko dropped his face into his hands. âI think I just dug myself into a hole.â
That made Toph cackle, and Zuko couldnât help smiling into his palms.
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The fish stew Katara was cooking smelled amazing. Zuko had forgotten just how much he missed the smell of real, seasoned food until he found those spices in the cabinet earlier today. At least he was getting something good out of this mess heâs got himself into.
In the living room of the beach house, Toph was proudly showing off all the sand dolls she made today. It was mainly weird shapes or animals she was familiar with, but everyone got a kick out of it.
âOh, oh, can you do me?!â Aang practically bounced on his heels, clutching the Appa doll to his chest.Â
âRemind me when we go back to the beach, Twinkletoes,â Toph smiled, tossing a solid ball of sand to the ceiling, up, then down. âI made Sparky one, since he didnât abandon me on the beach like some people.â
Aang deflated in guilt, âI thought you said you didnât careâŠâ
âI didnât care, Iâm just messing with you,â she grinned, throwing the ball at a quiet Zukoâs head.Â
âOw! Hey, watch itâ!â
âShow âem your doll, Sparks!â Toph said, the ball launching itself back into her palm. Zuko frowned, feeling weirdly embarrassed by it. He just sat there for a second with everyone staring at him, waiting.
âI thought you said not to mention it?âÂ
âWell if Aangâs making commissions, he should probably see what heâs buying,â Toph said, clearly just proud the others were liking her art so much.
A little shy, Zuko reached into his pocket and pulled out the doll, holding it up for everyone to see. Aang immediately rushed over, not taking it from his hand but still looking at it really close.
âWoah, little Sifu Hotman! Toph, this is so cool!â Aang poked at the dollâs face, âAww, she even made him smile!â
Katara barked a laugh from the kitchen close by, âReally taking some artistic liberties with that one, Toph.â
Everyone snickered at that, and Zuko couldnât help but frown (unfortunately proving their case). âI can smile,â he said, shoving the doll back in his pocket. âMaybe I just donât find you guys that funny.â
Sokka gasped, âWhat, do we not amuse you enough, Your Highness?â He said in a mockingly fancy tone.
Zuko knows heâs just teasing, but Sokka can really be annoying sometimes.Â
âThatâs not it,â Zuko glared. âI donât know, maybe we just have different senses of humor. But I can smile.â
He saw Aang glance over his shoulder to Sokka, who was lying comfortably on a pile of pillows. There was a weird, silent exchange happening between them that Zuko couldnât pinpoint, but he was smart enough to know something was up.Â
Sokka sat up and looked at Zuko, trying a little too hard to look casual. âSoâŠwhat does make you smile, then?â
Zuko raised a brow. Kind of a loaded question, if you ask him. âI mean, I donât know. Thatâs sorta vague.â
âOn purpose,â Sokka corrected. âI can think of a ton of things that make me smile off the top of my head. Like, uhâŠshopping!â
âCartwheels,â Aang butt in.
âSea prunes!â Katara called from the kitchen.
âFeeling the enemy crumble to the ground,â Toph said, way too casually.
Zuko felt a little cornered. This was hard for him, okay? Thinking of something like this off the top of his head was difficult when heâs spent the last three years with a resting frowny face. âUmâŠâ he started, really digging into his brain for an answer. âMyâŠUncle was really good at telling jokes? They got annoying sometimes, but some of them made me laugh. If that counts.â
Aang really smiled at that, moving to sit next to Zuko on the ground. âThat definitely counts,â he said, before shooting another look toward Sokka. HmâŠ
Sokka got up and sat next to Zuko on his other side, throwing an arm over his shoulder way too casually, âI think thatâs a wonderful answer. But thereâs just one problemâŠâ
Zuko shot him a confused side-eye, almost shrinking away from Sokkaâs touch. âUh, okay?â
âI donât think weâve ever made you smile,â said Sokka, giving a small jostle to Zukoâs shoulder.
Toph snorted across the room, getting everyoneâs attention. âYou can be real smart sometimes, Sparky. I donât know how you havenât figured out what theyâre up to.â
Zuko shook Sokkaâs arm off his shoulder with a furrowed brow, âWhat are you talking about?â
She grinned, feeling through the floor how both Aang and Sokka were slowly inching closer to Zuko on either side. âI think theyâre gonna tickle you.â
Without a second more to think about escaping, Sokka shoved his hands under Zukoâs arms, followed by Aang throwing himself over Zukoâs lap to wrap his waist in a ticklish hug.Â
Zuko shrieked, the sensation throwing him off guard so hard he nearly toppled over onto the ground. He would have toppled over, if Aang didnât have such a strong grip on his waist, not to mention those fingers digging into his sides with a terrible, gentle accuracy. He was a cackling, giggling mess immediately.
âNohoho-! Wahahait! Waitwaitwaitwaitwahahait-!â Zuko cackled, his eyes scrunched up and his smile wider than it had been in some time. He had forgotten just how ticklish he was until those fingers wouldnât leave him alone, the digging into his armpits and the scribbling at his sides, it was all soâŠugh, it was so ticklish.
âTried to warn you!â Toph smiled, hearing Katara enter the room to watch while the stew finished cooking.
âWoowww, didnât know you guys had it in you,â Katara remarked as she leaned against the door frame, watching with a grin. She pointed at the scuffle with her spoon, âI really expected you two to wuss out!â
Aang scoffed with a grin, having to use a lot of his strength to hold the very squirmy Zuko in his arms. âHeâs not scary anymore, Katara. I mean, just watch this,â he said, before pinching at Zukoâs hips and making the boy squeal.
âGuhuhuys! Ahahaâwahahait! Hold ohohon!â Zuko twisted in his laughter, his arms sealed at his sides to no avail. If Sokka didnât get his stupid fingers out of his armpits right now he was pretty sure he was gonna keel over and die any second now. From laughter or embarrassment, he wasnât really sure which.
âWait, wuss out?â Toph questioned. âDid you guys plan this?âÂ
Sokka snickered, switching to just using one finger under each arm at a time, and somehow that was even worse. âYeeeeah, I mightâve pulled a fast one at the beach. Sorry buddy!â he said, before, âWell, not too sorry. This is pretty funny.â
Zukoâs face felt so hot he was almost worried it was gonna catch on fire. Quite literally. âIâm gonna kihihill you twohohoo!â he cackled, finally gathering enough strength to push Aang off him, kicking his feet to make sure Aang kept his distance. But Sokka was unrelenting. âSokka! Cuhut it out!â
âOhhhh fine,â Sokka pulled his hands out, bringing one up to scruff Zukoâs hair for good measure. âBefore you get mad, we only did it cause you looked a little left out on the beach today.â
Zuko wished so badly that Toph would let the floor swallow him up whole right now. âSo your solution was toâdo that!?â
âWell, yeah,â Aang smiled a little shyly, âIt looked like you felt left out when we were playing earlier. I donât know, maybe Iâm wrongâŠsorry if that was too much.â
Katara had slipped back to the kitchen for just a moment during their conversation, coming back now with a tray of bowls. She handed Zuko his bowl first, which he took while still glaring at Sokka and Aang. (Well, mainly Sokka. He could tell Aang felt bad, and Zukoâs not like, actually mad. Just so utterly embarrassed and shy that he doesnât know how to express himself right now.)Â
Katara gave him a sympathetic smile. âThey really like you. They just donât know how toâŠexpress it with you, sometimes.â
âDonât put this on me, it was Aangâs idea!â Sokka looked a little embarrassed himself, like heâd been caught saying something he didnât want Zuko to hear. He took his bowl from Katara but wouldnât look her in the eye.
Aang took what Katara said with stride. She always had a way of putting exactly how he felt into words. âYeah, it was my idea. Youâre really cool, Sifu Hotman! But, I donât knowâŠI never wanna make you mad, but I still want you to feel included, yknow?â
With a mouthful of stew, Sokka chimed in, âWhaâ he said.â
Zuko wasnât sure what to say right now. He still felt warm up his neck, and all the eyes on him right now weren't helping. ButâŠhe also felt really appreciated? These people certainly had a weird way of showing their affection, but they were trying. For him.
Ugh. Theyâre so sweet itâs almost sickening.
âWe wonât ever do it again. JustâŠknow we meant well,â Aang gave a sad little smile before taking a bite of his stew. Well now Zuko had to say something.
âNo, itâs okay,â he stared into his bowl. âAffection, and I guess play, areâŠsorta new to me. I donât hate it. I donâtâŠmind,â Zuko cringed at his own phrasing. Telling them that he actually sorta kinda had a little bit of fun just now felt impossible. He sighed, âWhat Iâm saying is, I wonât get mad if you ever do it again. I know youâre not being mean. And it doesnât bother me. So. YâknowâŠyeah.â
Sokka squinted toward Zuko over his spoon. âSo, you didnât hate itâŠâ he shot a grin, â...which, in Zuko Speak, means you had fun right?â
Zuko sincerely wanted to singe the brows right off Sokka's face. Because, unfortunately, he was right. Zuko bit the inside of his cheek, âIf I say yes will you drop it?â
âActually, if you say yes youâre just giving me permission to turn that frown upside-down whenever I want,â Sokka wiggled his eyebrows, making Aang laugh beside him.
Zuko could only roll his eyes and take another spoonful in response, which they all knew in Zuko Speak was a definite yes.
âAhem,â Toph turned the attention back toward her from across the room. âNow that thatâs over, can we please go back to talking about how awesome my new sandbending tricks are? Iâll be generous and take free commissions for the next five minutes, but after that you suckers are gonna have to start paying up.â
Aang shot his hand up immediately, âI call a tiny hat for Momo!â
âOk, but how about a tiny sword for Momo?â said Sokka.
Katara giggled, âWe could give him little sand boots.â
Toph hummed with a nod, drawing up plans in her head before pointing toward Zuko. âSparky? Any suggestions?â
Zuko looked around the room, everyoneâs eyes on him once again. It wasnât a bad feeling, though. They liked hearing what he had to say, even if it was just for a silly game. Zuko was allowed in on the conversation; actually, more than allowed. Encouraged.
âUmâŠhe could use some sand shades. Really bright outside, yâknow.âÂ
There was a small beat of silence, and for a second Zuko almost regretted joining in, before everyone burst into giggles.
âMomoâs gotta be beach ready!â Aang laughed, poking the lemur in the belly. âToph, he needs sandals. He needs them!â
Zuko couldnât help but smile along as they kept throwing insane suggestions Tophâs way, his cheeks almost hurting by the end of it. Every once in a while, heâd catch himself glancing around the room, taking in how different it looks full of good company. It was somehow brighter, obviously louder, and the air didnât feel as tight. Even when they circled back to Zukoâs newfound ticklishness later in the conversation, he felt comfortable to tease back about how weak they all were against the spices he had Katara throw in their stew.
Sokkaâs threat of future tickles his way kept creeping its way to the forefront of his mind every once and a while. And he wasnâtâŠnot excited about it. Itâs not the tickling heâs looking forward to, exactly. Although, every time he pictures that future attack, he feels the ghost of fingers digging into him again and feels a weird smile pulling at his lips. Zuko puts it back to normal immediately when he catches himself, but it was there, and he knows that. But no, no itâs definitely not the tickling. Itâs not just the tickling.Â
Zukoâs glad theyâre not scared of him. They arenât scared to touch him the way they do the others. Itâs different for him, and he knows heâll have to get used to all this newfound affection. But thatâs something heâs willing (happy) to do.
When the night was finished and he found himself in that old familiar smelling bed, Zuko pulled the doll out of his pocket. He traced its details with his thumb under the light of fire he lit in his other palm. Sand took another shape with his friendâs help, and made him smile.
At that moment he decided, thatâs what heâll do with this house. It doesnât have to feel so dark and alone. Zuko can reshape it.Â
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