#lets be optimistic

[watcher0033]

The Umbrella Academy ☂️

SPOILERS

I just realized something. I think the siblings may have dodged a bullet not meeting that deadline- ref to The Handler and Five's deal of him killing the board in exchange for the survival of his family and going back to the 2019 timeline.

The Handler already duped Five for not mentioning a time limit, what's to say that when she made a deal of a one way trip to 2019 it wouldn't be the 2019 where the apocalypse already happened. I mean, the original timeline Five and his siblings came from already ended right? They failed. The lives they lived and lead in that version is already gone (rip Claire) wouldn't the Handler take that interpretation, and then kicked them in a freshly burned world? So all of them arriving together at that moment and using the briefcase to go back to "2019" would have been- (badendBAdEnDBADEND)

[fivie]

I got! a new job!!

still retail but hopefully a bit more chill than the cinema and definitely with more social working hours. no more 3am finishes for this bitch!!!! ;v;

[majdoline]

positive vibes only guys.

[and-little-things-in-between]

If you ever feel discouraged

remember that your favorite musicians, artists, writers, YouTubers, whoever you look up to or are inspired by, hit a point like that in life, where they didn’t know where they were going or what was coming next.

Keep doing what you love, and you never know what might come of it.

[nolawriter]

In other news, I submitted a short story to a literary magazine on Tumblr, so now there’s a whole new medium for me to get rejections in!

[zodiacmac]

some gems from tonight: 

zach says, “even if i was gay and dating a girl, why do you have to harass her about me being gay? it doesn’t matter what i did before that if i like her now.” [as far as this goes, he seems to be throwing out the scenario again of asking what we would do if he was attracted to multiple genders.]

confirms that he’s met with two girls since big brother. says he’s been “celibate”. zach says that eva brought some of the hate upon herself by tweeting about meeting him and calls her a “busta”, although he still maintains that nobody should have sent her hate. 

zach says, “you only know what frankie and i do on social media. you don’t know what he texted me today or what i texted him. but when I do put everything on the table, it’s not gonna be on younow.” he later goes on to say, “social media is not real life.” 

zach says that people go overboard and try to control him. he mentions getting emails that freaked him out. last night he got sent an email by someone who tried to push him into coming out and called him “closeted”, said he was a “coward”, and accused him of “using zankie for fame.” [on the subject of zach bringing up and denying murtz as a legitimate attempt at coming out, i would cite this email as the reasoning behind that, though obviously zach did not mention this email because he has class.] 

zach tells us not to worry about him and frankie and offers to read some of frankie’s texts to him. he looks at his phone, reads some of the messages, then decides not to, and says, “not a chance.” 

[crossytea]

well now im feeling even more incredibly meh and the internal achy feeling is back. i wish things would work out in my favor, but as usual it wont. kind of over feeling like im a lot older than i actually am. spring break was a bust, and im not ready for these last 2 months of school. just need to push through and then i can figure out what im doing with my life. it just feels like i keep having to run away from this and start over, but i dont really know what to do. but one day, i will wake up and everything will be alright, and there is the silver lining. 

Life: 1

Christine: 0

[magisaiyanmagica]

at least i got into the college

like fully

so thats one good thing today

and the program should be busy enough (12 hour days in years two, approx 5am-midnight in years 3) that I won't have enough time to deal with this