#lettersiwontsend

[pslettersiwontsend]

𝑾𝒆𝒍𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒈,

𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝑽

𝑱𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍

𝑷𝑺….

[thewanderlustbella]

Letter 003

My dearest RJD,

Hi love! I wonder what you’re doing right now, probably sleeping. Tonight was hard for me because I missed you so much. Your birthday is coming and I badly want to greet you a happy birthday. I’ve been seeing you watch my My Day on facebook. Funny how you used to talk to me before but now, you’re just one of the viewers of My Day. How time flies so fast. I badly want to see you and be with you but I have this feeling that someone is already making you happy. I hope you are really happy, that’s what I always wish for you even if it’s not with me. Don’t stress yourself too much and please take care of yourself. I want you to know that I still think of you everyday, how you are, what have you been up to, do you still think of me, things you will like and so on. Everytime I’m gonna see something that I know you would like I will always think of you. The quotes I read and save, the songs I hear, the food I eat, the movies I watch and the places I go to, they all still remind me of you. You still have this huge part of my life, you still hold a big part of my heart, it’s still yours and it will always be yours. How I wish we can just go back to the time when everything was so chill and you still talk to me but it’s different now. There are things that we are not capable of changing anymore. Please know that I will still be here waiting for you even if I know it would be impossible for you to come back in my life. I wanted to backread our conversations but I know I’ll end up being totally sad hahaha 

 I hope you’re doing well there. 

All yours,

Patricia 

[thewanderlustbella]

Letter 002

Dear RJD,

Guess I won’t ever see your name on my inbox again but know that my heart still waits for you everytime I see you online, wishing you’d send me a message and tell me you miss me because I do. Everyday. What are you doing? How are you? You know I wanted to ask you to come with me and watch The Hows of Us but I thought you won’t enjoy it anyway. Haha Can you please leave my mind alone so I can move on? I kept on thinking about you it sucks. I kept thinking of scenarios that I know will never happen. I should really stop thinking about you it’s not healthy anymore lol. I was okay back then. I already accepted that there will never be an ‘us’ but then you suddenly came back and left. How is it so easy for you but difficult for me? 

[thewanderlustbella]

Letter 001

Dear RJD,

I missed you. You don’t have any idea how I fight with myself everyday if I will send you a message and tell you how much I want to be with you. I know I seem distant and ‘masungit’ but deep inside I wanted to come with you everytime you ask me out but you’re always wrong timing. It’s either I have work or you have plans. When are we gonna see each other again? I hope you’re doing fine tonight. Don’t overwork yourself please. 

[thesenselesspensieve]

Making letters I won't send.