sleeping in the same bed for the first time:Levi Ackerman
tw: language, talks of anxiety
a/n: he’s just a little guy
me directly after posting this:
he’s so nervous bc he’s never shared a bed with someone before
he just wants to be with you all night because he loves you and your presence is super comforting to him
please be patient with him he’s trying to be open and vulnerable with you and we all know that’s really hard for him to do
has these all-white bed sheets so he can always see the slightest bit of dirt on them
he likes his room on the warmer side because of how cold nights were in the underground
once you’re all ready for bed and the covers are pulled back both of you stand there like 🧍staring at each other waiting for the other to make the first move
finally you’ve had enough just get into the bad and he’ll follow your lead still sitting on the very edge of the bed tho just 👀 watching you out of the corner of his eyes
just turn off the lights and try to get comfortable
after a while levi starts to relax like you and is laying on his back next to you still not touching though
listen people try to headcanon him as this dom who initiates everything but real ones know that’s not true he’s so in love with you that he really doesn’t know how to act he’s an absolute mess
he just let down so many walls in your presence that he's all the sudden overwhelmed by the realization that the person who has his heart is safe with him in his bed it's almost enough to make him cry
noticing his silence you slowly reach your hand out to grasp his shaking him out of his thoughts
"levi can I hold you?" you ask quietly
all he can do is shake his head yes as he finally moves closer to you hesitantly wrapping his arm around your waist and laying his head on your chest.
he's as stiff as a board against you till start running your hand along his spine occasionally scratching gently with your nails
he melts, he's never felt this kind of affection before and now he's addicted to how you make him feel.
he passes the fuck out after just a few minutes of cuddling with you and he stays on top of you for the entire night
he's an insomniac and that's not gonna change after just one night of sleeping with you so he does wake up a couple fo times throughout the night but he's able to fall asleep pretty easily listening to your steady heart beat beneath him
i hope you get of writers block soon, im in an art one right now :/ soo, could i request some fluff with our queen mikasa? like some kissing and making out or just being intimate with each other (ʃƪ＾3＾ )
Loved (modern!mikasa x fem!reader)
pre-note: thank you so much for the ask, i appreciate you 😘
Warnings: internalized homophobia, just a pinch of angst, just a dash of heat, a sprinkle of fluff, pining, awkwardness
Word Count: 2.0k
Rain had been steadily beating against the windows of the small third-floor apartment the entire afternoon. Inside her room, the (y/h/c) girl was sat at her desk fruitlessly attempting to do her school work. No matter how much she tried, she just couldn’t seem to focus; her mind kept drifting to her roommate.
The intrusive thoughts were almost overwhelming at this point, pictures of imagined intimacy between herself and the girl she considered her best friend kept floating around in her head. At that moment, the daydream of a featherlight brush of Mikasa’s lips against hers felt so real that y/n’s breath caught in her throat.
Embarrassed at the way she got so worked up just imagining a kiss; her face started to feel hot. She let out a tired sigh and tried yet again to go back to her work when she heard the sound of the door opening and slamming shut in the next room. Perking up, she moved to the hallway and watched as a very cold looking Mikasa shed her layers in the living room.
“Hey, Mikasa! How was class?” Y/n greeted.
“Fine, it’s just so cold out there,” Mikasa replied.
Giggling she replied, “Yeah I bet. It is Autumn you know, you shouldn’t be so surprised.”
Ignoring the teasing, Mikasa asked “Do you want to watch something with me? I’m gonna shower first though.”
“Oh, yeah. Totally. Yeah.” Y/n sputtered out.
Excitedly sitting on the sofa, she pulled out her phone and began mindlessly scrolling through her social media while she waited for the raven-haired girl to finish.
After a few moments, she registered the sound of the shower running, and the image of Mikasa naked in the shower flashed through her mind. The thought made her entire body go hot, she sat frozen in her seat trying desperately not to think about her best friend naked with soap suds wrapping around her body, hands roaming on their own, lower and lower….
Abruptly standing up, her heart felt like it was beating out of her chest.
Oh dear God, this is beginning to be too much. She’s my best friend! Plus, I don’t even know if she’s gay! I don’t even know if I’m gay! Wait, am I gay?
Her train of thought was cut short by Mikasa emerging from the bathroom in just a towel pausing in the hallway to look quizzically at Y/n, whose face somehow got even hotter at the sight, before entering her room and closing the door behind her.
Y/n threw her hands against her face in embarrassment, and she plopped herself back down on the sofa in exasperation.
Seeing her in a towel like that really doesn’t help...Maybe I should just ask if she likes girls? I mean I’ve never seen her romantically interested in anyone before, like ever. I’ll just ask when she comes out of her room if she’s interested in women in a totally casual and not weird way. Yeah, that’ll be fine.
Taking a deep breath she tried to calm her nerves and act casual as Mikasa emerged from her room now fully clothed.
Coming to sit on the other side of the couch Mikasa calmly asked, “Are you okay? You looked upset when I got out of the shower.”
Willing the heat from her face she quickly responded “Oh yeah, I’m okay, don’t worry about it! I was just thinking about...well….” Wait! Don’t do it, it’s too awkward right now! “Nevermind, sorry. Don’t worry about it.” Y/n finished shaking her head.
There was a pause before Mikasa replied quietly, gazing at her best friend “Okay, well if you ever want to talk about it just know that I’m here for you.”
The look made Y/n’s chest ache, the urge to kiss the hell out of Mikasa’s plump lips was immense in that moment. She could’ve, they were so close both, of them instinctively leaning in, it would be the perfect moment to do so, but the question from earlier kept weighing on her shoulders.
Shifting away from her roommate she rushed out
“Doyoulikegirlslikeinaromanticway?” She then squeezed her eyes shut awaiting a response.
Mikasa was caught off guard by the question. The words were jumbled together but she was just barely able to understand what she was being asked. She took a second to observe the girl sitting across from her, taking in the uncomfortable look on her scrunched up face. A wave of panic washed over her in an instant.
Oh no. She knows doesn’t she, she knows and she’s going to leave me. Oh god, I’m so gross, I’m obsessed with my best friend and she figured out, and now she’s going to leave me like everyone else did. Why couldn’t you just get it together now you’re going to lose her too.
With rare tears pricking her eyes, the usually stoic girl finally answered with a quiet, trembling voice,
“Um, yeah. I’m sorry...I’ll stay at Eren’s tonight so you don’t have to worry.” With weak knees, she stood up from the couch. Head turned, as to hide the tears threatening to fall. She couldn’t show her weakness, she’s stronger than that.
She was barely able to take a step before Y/n also stood up from the couch grabbing onto Mikasa’s wrist.
“Wait, why would you stay at Eren’s tonight,” she asked confused.
“Because...because. I’m–I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable.”
“You could never make me uncomfortable Mikasa. What are you talking about?”
Steeling her gaze she looked fully at Y/n “I’m talking about the fact that I like girls, I like you. But now I understand that you don’t like girls, you don’t like me so I’m not going to force you to be roommates with me, but you’re important to me so I hope we can still be friends.”
The look on her face was unreadable, but behind her eyes, Y/n could tell that she was scared and upset.
“You like me?” was the only thing Y/n could come up with.
Mikasa felt like she was going to vomit, but she made sure to keep up the emotionless mask as she forced out a quiet “Yes.” Before ripping her arm out from her grasp. Watching with seemingly emotionless eyes as y/n’s face was overcome with shock.
“W-wait, I,” a nervous deep breath, “Mikasa, I don’t want you to stay with Eren tonight.”
There was a heavy pause as Y/n tried to clear her head before she spoke again.
“I like you too! I was just scared because you’ve never shown any interest in me or anyone for that matter. That’s why I asked if you liked girls. And I know I shouldn’t have asked you like that because I can tell I freaked you out, but I just like you so much and I wanted to know if there was even a possibility of you feeling the same way!....I love you!”
There was a moment of silence where the only thing that could be heard was the sound of the rain still hammering against the side of the building. Mikasa let out a shaky breath before she sat back down on the couch, motioning for y/n to do the same.
“Mikasa, I still have things to learn about myself in terms of my sexuality, but the only thing I know for sure is how I feel about you. I want to be with you, Mikasa.” Y/n spoke. She watched as Mikasa swallowed quickly before whispering;
“I want to be with you too.”
The two girls peered at each other from across the sofa for an instant before Y/n’s hand reached over to grasp Mikasa’s firmly.
“Can I kiss you now?” she blurted.
Mikasa gave her a soft smile before gently nodding her head. They both leaned in slowly, the time it took for their lips to brush feeling like triple of what it really was. When their lips were at last close enough that they could feel the other’s breath, Mikasa’s hand made its way to the side of Y/n’s face caressing her skin. At the contact, she let her eyes flutter shut and swiftly surged forward to close the gap between them.
The first kiss was sweet and chaste. Pulling apart, they leaned their foreheads together relishing in the feeling of each other’s breath against their skin. The feeling of Mikasa so close had Y/n’s head feeling cloudy, she could barely register the words falling from her lips,
“Um, that was nice. I was actually going to kiss you earlier when we were sitting here right before I asked and freaked you out, which I’m still really sorry about. But I guess it’s a good thing that I asked beca––”
She was cut off by a quiet shushing and the slight pressure of Mikasa’s hand against the nape of her neck pulling her towards her to crash their lips together.
This kiss was a lot messier than the first one. The knocking of teeth and inexperienced caressing of tongues made y/n’s entire body go hot, and by the way the air around the two of them seemed to rise in temperature, the other girls did too. Her left hand was desperately clutching onto the shoulder of Mikasa’s shirt and a low whine ripped from y/n’s throat, causing Mikasa’s grip on her hair at the base of her head to tighten. Y/n’s right hand that had somehow ended up resting on Mikasa’s knee was slowly inching its way up her thigh digging her fingertips slightly into the plush pajama-clad skin.
Pulling away again, Y/n shifted her body to climb into Mikasa’s lap. Running her fingers along the sides of her neck as she asked, “Is this….okay too?”
Caught off guard by this sudden display of confidence, Mikasa’s skin flushed a deeper shade of red causing a quiet giggle to escape the other girl’s lips. In response, the steel-eyed girl ran her hand up y/n’s sides then down her back and gave a small nod as their noses bumped together. Before Mikasa could join their lips together again, Y/n started to eagerly press heated kisses along the column of her throat eliciting a surprised moan from her mouth. She let her head loll back against the back of the sofa relishing in the feeling of the girls lips against her neck. Her head had filled with a pleasant fuzzy feeling, the thought that the person she adores with her entire being was here with her returning her feelings tenfold was overwhelming. So overwhelming in fact, tears started to prick the corners of her eyes. The pure joy of having the love of her life in her arms in that moment made a muted sob bubble up in her throat.
Startled, Y/n quickly pulled away from her ministrations searching Mikasa’s face for a sign of hurt.
“Hey, what’s wrong? Did I hurt you??” her panicked voice barely registered in the other girl’s ears as tears started to steam down her face. She moved to push herself off of the girl’s lap but was stopped by a strong set of arms firmly wrapping themselves around her torso and crushing her body to Mikasa’s.
“I love you,” she whispered up to y/n, squeezing her tighter to try and show how much she meant those three words.
She relaxed slightly in her arms after hearing those words, wrapping her own arms around her neck and burying her face in her hair placing a light kiss there, she mumbled a tender “I love you too”.
end-note: hi!! this story is so cheesy my stummy hurts. I feel as if this is exactly the same as all my other stories and i’m sorry for that. I’d really love any and all feedback you guys could give me because I really love writing and i want to get better at it.
i want to write a collection of one shots about what it’s like to sleep in the same bed as the aot characters for the first time. would you guys be interested in something like that?
i just want to let you lovely people know that this is technically a secondary account on here so i can’t necessarily do all the normal tumblr interactions but if you see @honeeybeezzz like your posts or replying to something just know that’s me trying to mutuals with you 🥺🤍.
a/n: every levi fanfic writer and their mother has a version of this same story so I felt it was my right of passage to write one myself. also please give me any and all feedback because this is my first fic and i want to improve.
trigger warnings: language, shit writing
word count:
1016
y/n’s pov
It’s late and it’s cold but I can’t seem to sleep. I lay there staring at the ceiling for what felt like hours. I just couldn’t fall asleep no matter how hard I tried. ‘Some nice warm tea sounds really good right now…..but I don’t know if I want to risk getting in trouble if I get caught.’ I thought to myself. After a moment of heavy contemplation, I decided to just risk it the thought of a warm cup of tea in my hands was too tempting. I slowly and quietly get out of bed as not to wake up Mikasa sleeping in the bed next to me. Slipping on my slippers, I felt goosebumps rise on the skin of my arms causing me to shiver. I reached towards the end of my bed and grabbed my sweater to put on before I slipped out the door into the freezing castle hallway.
The castle is eerily quiet as I pad towards the kitchen; only illuminated by a few scattered torches. I open the door to the kitchen cringing as it screeched loudly not noticing the figure standing over the sink. I let the door close behind me and let out a sigh of relief. It was so much warmer in here than out of the hallway. I shuffled over to the fireplace that was still burning slowly and turned so my back so it could be warmed up. I let out a sigh that quickly turned into a choking gasp as Levi spoke.
“What are you roasting your ass over there?” his voice reverberated through the stone kitchen. He stood with his hands deep in the sink, shirt rolled up to his elbows, and skin covered in suds as he continues to vigorously scrub the dishes.
“Uh--” is the only thing that my brain can seem to come up with as I watch him place the now clean dishes on a towel next to the sink.
“It’s quite late cadet” his voice came again knocking me out of my stupified state. This time as he turned around to look at me expectantly “Is there a reason you’re out of bed?” I suddenly realized that I was out of bed after curfew, standing in the kitchen in my jammies with Captain Levi, and became embarrassed.
He rolled his eyes and opened up one of the many cupboards pulling out a small container. Speaking over his shoulder he asked, “Would you like some tea?” I reluctantly step away from the fireplace over to where he was preparing to brew some plain black tea leaves for himself. “Um no…” I spoke hesitantly. He looked up at me with narrowed eyes, daring me to elaborate on my tone. “I just...don’t like that kind of tea. I think it’s gross.” There was a pause where he tried to process what I had said and after a moment he scrunched up his face in disgust.
“What the fuck is that supposed to mean? This is good tea,” he argued gruffly
“I never said it wasn’t good tea, I just said I didn’t like it.” I moved around him and opened a different cupboard door. I moved around a couple of different containers and reached into the very back and finally felt my fingers brush the object I was searching for. Pulling it down I glance at him “This is my secret stash of tea.” I smile as I continue “It’s chamomile, it helps you sleep. Would you like to try some Captain?” As my eyes lock onto him I watch as he inspects the container in my hands.
“Yeah okay, just don’t fuck it up I guess,” he mutters pushing the black tea leaves back into the cupboard and turning to sit down at the large table as I got to work making tea for the two of us. We enjoyed the silence as the water was heating for a few minutes before I spoke again:
“Were you also having trouble sleeping, sir?” I took the kettle off the stove and poured the water into the cups I had set out.
“Yes, I was. I always am, cadet, it’s an occupational hazard.”
“I’m sorry to hear that. You work really hard and you deserve to be able to sleep after a long day. This tea should help. Drink up.” I set his cup down in front of him and sat down in my own chair to him. I took a moment to study the Captain’s face; the flawless angles of his face were accentuated in the torchlight, his tense shoulders seemed to visibly relax as he swallowed a mouthful of his tea, and lastly, my eyes landed on his grey ones that were highlighted by dark circles underneath. He looks exhausted.
“It’s not bad,” he spoke shaking me out of the starstruck daze I had accidentally fallen into.
“Im glad you like it, you’re welcome to have some whenever you want since you already know where I hide it” I chuckled. He lets out a quiet puff of air and mumbles a quiet “thank you.”
“Of course sir, I hope that it helps you finally get some rest.” I stand finishing off the last bit of my tea and taking his cup with me to the sink.
“Levi,” He said quite loudly. He cleared his throat, and says much quieter almost embarrassed “You can call me Levi when its just us….y/n.”
‘Jesus, was this man blushing right now? That’s so fucking cute.’ “Okay, Levi. Well, I’m already feeling sleepy so I’m going to head to bed and I suggest you do the same.” I take a few steps towards the door before I feel a hand grab ahold of my wrist.
“Thank you for the tea, and for the company.” He quickly dropped my hand as I turned to look him in the eyes. “ Of course si--sorry, Levi.” I left the kitchen quietly and walked back to my room now even more awake from the image of how the Captain looked in the candlelight.
