#liampost

[vixensandfoxes]

Therapist : so you're telling me you're never lonely or thinking it could be fun to make friend or be part of a group ? Liam : I'm thinking i have an exam tomorrow and i have to remember we're almost out of tangerines and that feels so much more important. How do you people function with this kind of feelings all the time ???

I think this was hilarious. But also, open question to everyone out there (but if you have both DID and SzPD it's like, a lot better obviously), do you think the reason why this feels like such a small small small schmol worry to us is that, even over the SzPD part, systems can be self sufficient in the interpersonal aspect, or at least, sufficient enough the schizoids to be content ?

[vixensandfoxes]

Raphaelle told our therapist : I love soothers, soothers are awesome. You know when your throat really hurt and you drink a hot thing with honey and it gives immediate relief and feeling of soft warmth ? Soother are like that but with emotions. And so i wanna send all our friends a bit of emotional hot honey <3 Take some if you need it, leave some for the next, share some with another, share the emotional honey :D @pondofducks (youre the only tag i know here oeuhf;siouefhses )

[liamstorm]

dois lados de um homem

[vixensandfoxes]

hello everyone i would like you all to know, dramatically, that I (NB, 30) just did my final math exam and am FREE FROM MATH thank you for your attention

[vixensandfoxes]

SzPD (im pretty sure) take that i just want to put out cause i need to remember that i felt this way numerous time lately (i hardly make sens today, sorry, brain being bad at braining)

If/when you say something encouraging, inclusive, sweet, (etc), i then discover that it included you, it immediatly looses all meaning and all values to me. Suddently you didn't say ''people should be nice to you for being *insert whatever*'', you said ''PLEASE be nice TO ME because I AM this thing and i want people to be nice''. Suddently it wasn't about you wanting to share something for others, it was a selfish cry for getting it for yourself, disguised as false positivity to others. Suddently instead of feeling supported i feel lim being asked to perform something just because i shared pain... and now on top of being in pain i need to give something.

Anyway idk why i feel that way. But i do every single time it happens. And i needed it documented so i can get to the bottom of this XD Thanks for coming to my TED talk yada yada

[vixensandfoxes]

It's raining I'm knitting, crochetting I have a light plaid on my laps My cat is on said plaid I'm watching a nice show, and it's source show

[vixensandfoxes]

i suddently had this fun memory, a little after we got our diagnosis of GAD, which we then made commun knowledge among our friends (unlike other things like OSDDID, ya know what i mean), and this one friend was doing a boardgame night And they put this game out : tick tock boom, where you have to read a card and do things on the card as fast as possible before the toy boom goes boom or else you loose. And this friend was asking, a bit uncomfy, if it was okay for us to play or if it was bad cause it would cause us stress and we would crash

And oh, oh friend, you missunderstood everything about GAD. We are gonna annihilate every single other player is what gonna happen. Our brain works at thrice the speed already. I already won the game we haven't start. Go on, let us play. Behold the Power of Anxiety. B E H O L D Anyway, fun memory :D

[vixensandfoxes]

Caretaker halp

Why are you... • In the bathroom ? To... wash your hands ; use toilets ; fix your hair ; brush your teeth ; fix make up ; need toilet paper for something ; drink water

• In the kitchen ? To... Also drink water ; grab something to eat ; is something in the micro wave ? ; is something in the oven ? ; spilled something and need to clean it in another room ;

• In the bedroom ? To... Change cloth ; take a nap/sleep ; grab a game ; grab important paper ; grab a book ;

• In the living room ? To Feed the pets ; Check something on computer/TV ; is the food storage there ? ; ask something to someone ; pet a pet ; forgot your glass/cup/plate ; Feel free to add onto it, just what could pop in my head, i just woke up but felt like i really wanted to do this haha Hope that helps a bit ! :D