#life's test

[ilmiword]

[masslaxer]

I feel like I'm learning so much in my second relationship. It feels like if I went into a test feeling confident but not having studied the material beforehand, and getting a lot of answers wrong. Now I feel like I have a second opportunity to take the test from it, but now I have studied some of the material. This time I will get more answers on the test right. Some are multiple choice where I was choosing between 2 choices last time, and now I know the right answer. I got some short answers wrong before where I kept them blank or wrote something different than how I feel now, where I have discovered more of my beliefs and identity and can now write more eloquently. Each time I take this test, I will be able to study more and learn from my past wrong answers to not repeat them again. Every relationship I am a part of will bring me closer to a perfect score. All I need is confidence in myself and to believe that the right person is out there for me.

-Misha

[lizzieishere]

One of Life's Test

so a packet of pregnancy tests got mailed to me this morning. in fact, i woke up next to those and this month's issue of Maxim. my mom threw them on the corner of my bed. i didn't order those; nor the magazine, but random stuff like that keeps coming.

anyways, as you can see from the picture above, that didn't stop me from using it. i will say, the package it came in is so incredibly cute; at least, for a serious thing such as motherhood. there goes that word again.

don't get me wrong. i think i'd make a great mother. but i'm saying mother as a role. like something i could take a break from at the end of the day. once you have kids, nuh uh. no breaks 24/7 for who knows when. i'd rather have a puppy.

simple as simple could get. pee in a cup, dip, and wait for literally seconds.

i thought i'd try it out. you know, just in case. you never know. what's the harm. NEGATIVE. yep yep. no Maury baby daddy scandal here. now imma go back to taking care of the puppy.