#lil rants

[caslyncasper]

if I see one more person call anyone from Lila's age group old imma crash out, they're like. in their late 30's at most. stop it. thats not old, that's barely middle aged.

[idafloreak]

It drives me crazy when I express to people my desire to live more rurally, to have access to land and grow my own food, and their reaction assumes that I mean to go completely off grid and cut myself off from society. Is it so unreasonable to want to hear more birdsong than cars? To want to taste the fruit from a tree that I tended from a seed or sapling? To witness the way the seasons change one small sliver of earth, over and over? I’m not saying I want to never go to a grocery store again. I’m not saying I want to be inaccessible to my community. All I want is access to these deep human experiences.

I’m finding that the older I get, and I’m not that old, that my capacity to handle the constant irritations of city life is dwindling. I just want quiet and to see the stars.

[dradelcra]

Oh my god oh my god, i know i’m on Hiatus but I have to fangirl real quick. Idia is (high-key) a freaking mad scientist, I knew I liked him for a reason. He’s so cool holy shit, freaking star wars looking ass. Our dorm though, F.

Ortho: Does the subject need to be alive when detained?

Bruh Ortho, please, I know you tried to blow up the school to save your brother that one time in the ghost event so this isn’t unexpected behavior but please chill. I love you like my own little brother but I can’t condone murder. I know Grim is a little bastard but he’s my bastard.

Robot suited swat team built in with Anti-magic from a non-governmental organization??? SO freaking cool. It makes sense he’s rich (richer?) than Kalim’s family because of the context of Hades also being the god of riches. Like YES, it just makes SENSE!!!

Look at his outfit!!!! LOOK AT ALL THE GREEK REFERENCES!!!!! THE S.T.Y.X ACRONYM?!?!?!?!? I’m howling, i’m screaming, I know he is associated with our other boys (and detaining Crowley which I think is a bit deserved) being kidnapped and is experimenting on them but I mean they kinda did almost kill us like 5 times so like- Okay i’m a bit biased but oh gosh.

He’s so cool, I didn’t expect any of this but I am so freaking amazed that this is the route the chapter is going with I got like hit with so many twists and turns oh gosh. I am so looking forward to the rest of the chapter.

[dreambiome]

since mystic messenger is down uhm i shall TRY and write stuff and update cicyt and tgif but like no promises?? cause i be ⬇️ recently- plus acnh has been taking up my time - also my school ends on monday so i’ve been trying not to fail my classes while not actually doing any work

[bentenharuki]

As usual people are overreacting and forgetting Tian is just an over hormonal teenager with a very passionate instinct trying to figure out how to cope with his swinging in love moods. He is NOT mistreating his beloved MoMo. He is honestly trying to clear his shadows and trying to seek confort. In his way he is trying to KNOW. He probably can’t ask Mo while facing him because he is SCARED what he could do if doing it he would be able to detect into his face some kind of interest or care towards She Li. Tian is aware he cannot step over some boundaries but his heart is racing and he is impatient. Hence this whole compulsive, claustrophobic kind of set up. Tian is just an inexperienced teenager dealing with love, not some 30 years old man who has a clue about this all. Try to understand his reaction the way our GREAT Old Xian is majestically depicting it. Sometimes the negative bias towards Tianshan and Tian in particular really is annoying. Let the lil boy grow and learn. There’s an abyss between how he is now and how he acted just mere DAYS prior and this all is JUST to be accepted by MoMo. He would NEVER hurt him, for heavens sake.

Me. A little rant never hurt.

[leemongrass]

A bit intoxicated , partially from liquor+marijuana mixture & other part HAPPINESS from everything the universe has been helping me w lately

I got the job I wanted & am starting school for massage this week and I can see the glow in my face n feel it in my body.

The most toxic person I cut out of my life came back to me begging for forgiveness and I just laugh

Today was filled with a lot of synchronicity and I smiled a lot because the world is a funny place

When it’s just me and the salt lamp awake in my room, I miss his body and scent on my skin

Mary Olivers poems make me cry

[cannimochi]

I'm disappointed in all the people who have been sending anon hate.

Like why? What do you gain from hurting them? What kind of sick twisted logic makes you think that it is ok to tell someone that their ugly? Or stupid? Or that they are what they identify as? What kind of person do you have to be to make it to wear putting someone down makes you happy? Because that shouldn't be what makes you happy. Fandoms should make you happy. Making other people happy should make you happy. Food. Ships. History. Science. Space. The ocean. A crush. A squish. Friends. Those are the things that should make you happy. Not making people feel invalid/uncomfortable/not safe. I thought this fandom would be the one. The one fandom without hate. I thought I had finally found it. I guess not. @ anyone sending anonymous hate to any one: I /don't/ care what they did or said or forgot to tag. That /doesn't/ give you the right to send anon hate. That /doesn't/ give you the right to make them feel inferior. That /doesn't/ give you the right to make them feel weak or unwanted. It /does/ give you the right to inform them. To talk out the problem. It /does/ give you the right to unfollow and/or block them. It /does/ give you the right to not like them. Sending anonymous hate is not acceptable. Under /any/ circumstances.

[kaismithlyn]

I revisited my old account.

For those who don't know, I used to have an old account here which I changed to @aikogone to let people know I moved to a different account to start over.

One thing I realized, I used to draw more often, something I don't have the luxury anymore. I missed those days when I would just answer asks about anything—mostly my OCs. I missed those days when I was just having fun telling stories. I missed those days when I actually loved making art. I really missed it.

Now, it's hard for me to even start one or finish my old wips cuz I think too little of myself now.

If you read through that, I didn't rant just to ask for pity or encouragement or to be seen. I did this to remind myself of what I once had and could have again if I tried hard enough.

I just miss those days...