is it weird that there’s this one person on my fyp that’s so good at art. amazing. better than i’ll ever be. but when i see them showing the art progressions and/or addressing haters i’m just like.
ok, i get it.
you’re suuuuuuper good at art and so many people love you (and hate you)
get over yourself.
i don’t care that much.
i feel like a jerk when thinking that, and every part of me doesn’t want to. i wanna support them, but it feels icky when i do it. but then it feels icky when i don’t because i’m just ignoring this beautiful art.
idk why i’m like this
it’s probably from my ✨✨ANXIETY ✨✨ since apparently that’s the whole reason i’m fucked up (according to random doctor lady)
urgh










