Is it possible For me to love you more than I already do?
S.T.
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Is it possible For me to love you more than I already do?
S.T.
advice for the broken-hearted: i. your pain will feel never-ending and no matter how many times a person tries telling you that you'll be okay, you won't believe them. you will feel like it's the end of the world and that there's no chance of recovering. confront that pain, feel every ounce of it no matter how much it hurts. cry it out, eat it out, let it all out, don't conceal it and most definitely do not lock it away. ii. you won't get over them quickly, it could take weeks, months even. i know you want to move on and you feel like it's wrong that you cannot, but please please please don't blame yourself for that. it's okay to still have feelings, it's okay that you still love them, i promise you that it's okay. you aren't dumb nor abnormal for retaining these feelings. you are somebody who fell madly in love. you are human and feelings don't die nor does love. iii. eventually, you will move on but for now, you have to be patient and let your heart heal. treat it with care, treat yourself with love and only love. overtime you will find yourself thinking of them less and less and that's when you know your heart is truly healing. iv. don't let your heartbreak prevent you from living and having fun. go out with your friends and have the time of your lives. sometimes we just need a day to forget everything, especially our pain. who knows? maybe you'll meet somebody you fancy. v. i know you're tempted to talk to them again, but don't. don't fall back into the same old trap again. you are strong and beautiful and you don't need them, not anymore. if they were willing to let someone as amazing as you go, then they never deserved you in the first place. you probably still love them to bits and pieces, but think about it. maybe it was for the best. you'll end up finding someone in the future and you'll be happier than ever. because of all this hurt and heartbreak, you were able to find your one true love, and that alone will make the pain worth it. vi. don't push people away, i get that you want time alone but sometimes another's presence is enough to heal you just a little bit. talk it out with your best friend and watch some rom coms with them. people are here for you and never forget that. you are not alone and you will never be. vii. you will survive and you will be stronger than ever. you will be free from there grasp and you'll be able to take in the world once again. you will find somebody and you will probably go through another heartbreak. but look, if you could survive this, what can't you survive through?
Broken hearts are inevitable but so is love // S.T.
I often look through my old mementos and they bring me back to all the adventures we had together. I used to see my future with you; we’d rent an apartment together and would laugh and joke about how we were such idiots as children. We’d gossip all day and all night about the hottest of guys and even the guys who broke our hearts. We’d bicker every now about what we were going to have for dinner and while you wanted a salad, I wanted pizza. We’d argue anything and everything but no matter how heated we got, we’d just end up laughing. Once we found our true loves, you’d move into the house next to mine. Our kids would be best friends just like us. We would tease them and embarrass them in front of their friends out of sheer pleasure and amusement. We would grow old together and remain best friends until the day we died. But when I look at my future now… you’re not in it. I am living by myself. There’s no one to laugh with, no one to gossip with, no one to bicker with, no one at all. I miss the future that had you in it. You weren’t my blood sister, but you were indeed my sister. Families are supposed to stick together but you left. I left. I still think about you a lot. We live in a small town so it’s hard to not reminisce the past. I wish that I could’ve been enough for you to stay but that’s selfish of me. You wanted more than I could ever give you and I cannot do anything about that. You wanted more friends even if that meant losing me in the process. You look happier. I guess I didn’t mean that much. I’m glad you found happiness with others. That’s all I ever wanted for you. Once my sister, now a stranger.
And I still miss you every. single. day. I feel like I’m on the verge of crying and I can feel a sword stabbing my heart. Everyday, I manage to still move forward and even though you’re no longer by my side, I’m relieved to know that you’re shining brighter than ever. // littlemissimaginary
You keep me alive In the corners of your mind But I die each time
Haiku // JustScribbledWords
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All I can really hope is that I’m enough to make you happy.
13 word story // S.T.
i cannot convince you to live. nobody can do that except for yourself. finding reasons to live can feel like the most impossible task ever, and i wish i could make it easier for you. while some people find their lives so valuable, there are others who find it pointless. humans are funny, aren't they? they'll look at us as if we were maniacs for wanting to throw our lives away. they'll tell us that there are hundreds of millions of people who don't get the chance to see another tomorrow, and for that reason, we should cherish ours. but it only makes it worse, doesn't it? it makes us feel defected, like there's something wrong with our minds, because every organism's purpose is to survive. others will tell us all the beauties of the world that we can only see if our hearts our beating, if we're living, but we already feel dead inside. everything around us appears to have withered away with nothing beautiful left, because it has all been poisoned by this toxic reality. they'll tell us that we have to live for the sakes of our family and friends, but they don't realise that sometimes we're just hurting too much. we've reached our limits. it's selfish of us, and we know that, but the pain continues to worsen day by day, night by night, to the point where everyday feels like agony. i cannot convince you to live even if i give you millions of reasons. i cannot tell you that life is a blessing because i know you feel like it's a curse. i can tell you this though: you aren't alone in this battle. look around you, we're all fighting for something and no matter who we are, or where we are, we aren't alone. there are reasons why you're living, why you're still holding onto the edge of the cliff. they aren't easy to find, and sometimes there's no clear answer, but you're living right now. that is what matters the most. one day, some day, you'll find happiness despite how much pain you've gone through. every single ounce of misery will be worth it. i cannot convince you to live, nobody can convince you to live, but you can. you have this enormous strength within you, one that nobody else has or could ever dream of. you're so beautiful and no words can describe compare. your life is precious, and i can only hope that one day, you'll see that too.
You will not find the answers you seek if you never look for them // S.T.
With depression, I don’t think the worst part about it is the sadness or pain, it’s faking a smile and pretending to be okay when things obviously are not.
S.T.