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Stop letting people who do so little for you control so much of your mind and emotions 🙂 Focusing on my own aims ✌🏻 #fighting #liveformyself #lovemyselfmore #changetobetter ❤️
him.
it’s 7:50 pm. It was a few hours ago that I had started to miss him. No more. I just need some time and space to get over him, get over his thoughts. God please help me.
Today I Wore Shorts
Like for real, I went to Walmart and bought a pair of shorts, and a cool tank top. And not like those bullshit, goes all the way down to my knees, practically pants, like shorts. Like the legit, Short Shorts.
I never expected to buy these before I was fit and skinny. I do that with everything, I put everything off until I look the way I want to, which has never happened.
So, I need to say thank you to a few people who have taught me, in one way or another, that no matter how big or small or fat or whatever I am, I deserve to dress and feel however I want. My family always told us how gross fat people looked unless they were covered up head to toe. But, aubernutter, bbbenwilliamson, oatsnjen, fit-raven, jaydeyfit, thefitally have taught me to love yourself no matter what. That there will always be something we want to change or improve about ourselves but that shouldn’t stop us from living life and loving life.
Thank you all so much for showing me what confidence is, and how to really just not care what other people think or see. I feel like a huge weight got lifted off my shoulders now that I care less about how people see me.
I felt great today, I’m the biggest I’ve ever been, and I’m working to get smaller and more fit. But, for now, until I get there I’m going to stop waiting to live my own life.
#content is #everything ... #gnarvana #amockeryoftalent #thestalkersong #headbangersball #astrolizardrecords #liveformyself
Day 1
It’s funny how my life turned out. Some people may say I am part of “the lucky ones”. I say “the lucky ones” are full of shit and money.
Part of my life has been trying to discovered who I am. I think everyone is trying to discovered who they are.
Once someone told me that being who you truly are is sign of rebellion to this society. Well, it is.
I think that every bubble you are in, even if you are part of the Lucky ones or part of the non-lucky ones will fill your mind with what you should be.
My circle filled up my mind with stupid rules and ideas of perfection. Almost everyone is blind, and don't see what I say.
I’ve been called mad and stupid, I've been called almost everything because I think different. The older ones blame it on my “innocence” and pushed me to be what they thought I needed to be.
They will deny it, they will deny everything. For them, I was always free as a bird. You could say is true, if you think a tighten bird is free. It may fly, but as far as the rope allows him to.
The girls in my family should be perfect, should be skinny, should be nice, and should be the kind of girls boys would want to introduce to their parents. The girls in my family are suppose to get married, and have kids shortly after.
It is pretty funny how they pretend it is okay for you to choose something different, and then they talk. Talking is their way of “helping” in your “immature and foolish decision” .
I am 20 now, and with all that I have seen, I decided not to get married, or even have a relationship.
My reasons are private, and is not as if I don't like love, or hate the idea of it, is just that for now, I can’t have it in my life.
Maybe in a few years I will discovered someone, who knows? But for now, I am not interested.
Is not as if I won’t have fun. Touch and go can be fun, believe me.
For my family I am a slut, but well, as I said before they are blind.
The two things I am willing to fight for is: feeling comfortable about my body, and getting my degree.
Now a days, I’ve decided to be who I want to be, that means, getting my body to fit my expectations (NO ONE ELSE’S) and getting my degree.
It’s a long journey, but today is the best time to start. I will decide for myself. My family have no say on this things. I will live for myself and no one else.
Love
WorkingMyWayToMe
I am a Warrior.
I am a warrior in the land of patriarchy, I am a warrior in the land of my country, A visionary with a clear set of goals laid out Not to be distracted or led on. I am a warrior in the world of love, Always giving 110% and receiving none. Deserving the worst as I don't think I deserve what's best Accepting what comes to me, it is not a test. I am a warrior of peace Realizing the social inequalities that are prevalent in the world Always ready for the next step Yet always staying behind. I am a warrior of age as it is just a number Experience tells otherwise, I've been through it all Always understanding but always being let down. Always letting life crash. I am a warrior of resilience as I've been told I'm not enough, I am a warrior of passion as I continue although it's tough Always wanting to stop and smell the roses Never getting time to enjoy 5 minutes to myself. I owe myself this, I owe myself the gratitude of being happy. I owe myself the option to spend time alone and I owe myself the option to explore. Times may be hard, people may be cold but stand true. Be accepting. Be defensive. Be loving. Be that warrior. But most of all... Be you. Be the best you that you can be, be the best person your mom knows your capable of. Be the best person to yourself when those that put you down and mess around with you are only there to harm you. Be the best you as life is full of regrets and every opportunity should be considered like a grain of sand but be the best at it. Live your life. Live your dreams. Live for yourself. That's important.
"He was a fascinating, crazy, irascible, roguish, likeable, dislikable guy.
Yes, he was all those things."
Steve McQueen’s personal publicist, David Foster
Thanks for everything and see you in NYC.
Mach Schau
Live For Yourself. Answer To Nobody.
"He was a fascinating, crazy, irascible, roguish, likeable, dislikable guy. Yes, he was all those things."
Steve McQueen's personal publicist David Foster
Thanks for everything and see you in NYC.
Mach Schau
Live For Yourself. Answer To Nobody.