#livesindreams

[jukeboxheart]

livesindreams replied to your post: I FINISHED MY ESSAY. &nbs...

I feel your paaaaaiiiin. Except I’m trying to find someone who’ll be able to go hand mine in for me :|

If you were here, I would go hand yours in for you.  (:

[halfsunkboat]

Rule 1: Always post the rules

Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones

Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to the post

Rule 4: Actually tell them you tagged them

Tagged by: punkduxx

1- What’s been good about the past week? I had a couple of job interviews, I stayed at one of my closest friends flat and we chatted :)

2- What’s been bad about the past week? My moods have been getting steadily worse, I'm still self harming, I started my period, my gender thing is happening bad.

3- What’s your favourite animal? The Jerboa is my favourite though I am really rather fond of the female anglerfish, the fruit, and the vampire bat, most species of jellyfish, hedgehogs, aye-ayes, and possums.

4- If you could tell anyone anything right now what would you tell them? Even if I'm not at my best I'm glad you are all here, it makes life easier and more bearable knowing that people care for you and I want you to know that I care for everyone, even those i haven't met and those that I hope never to meet because everyone deserves to be happy and to have someone care for them regardless of who they are.

5- What’s the last thing you watched on TV? On a TV set...Cake Boss. TV show...um...Downton abbey.

6- When did you last see your best friend? One of them was Thursday when they were on their lunch break the others have been at various points in the last month or so.

7- Describe yourself. I am not who I wish to be but am more than I hope to be.

8- If you could be granted one wish what would it be (you can’t wish for more wishes). To be happy and comfortable in the body that I hope to gain in the future.

9- What’s your nickname? Tibs, Mr Tibs , T, Mr T. and Ti.

10- How are you feeling right now? Honestly? I don't feel my best. My dysphoria has been bad lately and my depression is getting worse. I know I could be better but I am just taking things a day at a time right now until I manage to get back on my feet a little more. I am at least happy that I get off work early tonight and that I can just sit and watch movies and pig out :)

11- What are you looking forward to? I am looking forward to potentially getting on a Youth work training programme, and Halloween, and I am also looking forward to starting to pay my debts off :)

My questions:

1. Greatest childhood memory?

2. The story behind a scar on your skin?

3. Most disliked colour?

4. Favourite piece of literature?

5. Comfort item?

6. Dreams and/or aspirations?

7. Your best ever hide-and-seek spot?

8. Favourite time of day and why?

9. Tea or coffee? What kind?

10. Favourite fictional character?

11. Message to your future or past self?

Tagging:

scrffy-punk-kid

rottenzomboi

livesindreams

grantmeknowledge

missacidshine

doyouthinkimageek

koganeishinji

gaymergeek

bro--strider

yune02

jesuistylerdurden

Do or don't do this as you wish...

[queenasha]

it is the lgbt society

why are we discussing straight people problems

[chaoswillcalmusdown]

And after they've all left the hospital Stiles texts Erica and is all "i hope you realize that you giving birth has made my relationship awkward because he wants to talk about kids but he's scared he'll freak me out. thanks a lot jerk" and then he'll send "ilu kiss charlie for me"

[chaoswillcalmusdown]

I just really want a teen wolf/jersey shore fic but with less ~drama because jersey shore is really about a bunch of people sort of stuck in a situation and it gives me pack feels (when it's not being dumb) and let's be real; scott & stiles would be adorable and prank the shit out of everyone and piss lydia off and lydia and jackson could be the ronnie/sam and Laura could be alive and Derek could be her brother who grumps all over and sort of intimidates scott/stiles when he pops up but then when they go abroad he comes with and ~Sterek happens and also boyd/erica being awesome and no one knowing if they're actually a couple or in an open relationship or what and scott would fall all over himself over allison for WAY too long before something happens. and jackson's line would be "i'm everyone's type" and then after him in the intro danny would show up and roll his eyes and have sammy's line sort of and stiles = "the situation". I don't know where I'm going with this or how it could become a fic but it should. For science.

If no one writes this I think I'll have to actually do it myself.

[chaoswillcalmusdown]

Writing my personal statement for English Literature and I keep noticing how everyone writes what they've learnt from A-levels. Does this mean it would be a good idea to add in how my scientific background(non UK schooling) has helped me develop an analytic way of looking at life, and has made me think more about what I read and so on?

Also, should I mention anything about the Lit I've already studied? 

[chaoswillcalmusdown]

I really want to disagree with my uncle on fb but my mum thinks I should passive-agressively just post about it myself. AHH WHAT DO I DO.

[chaoswillcalmusdown]

A little over 2 hours until my doom in the way of a monster Physics B exam and I don't know how to live anymore whyyyyyyyyyy