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[dr-octayve]

A Tape Labeled: Reality?

((From this post))

*somewhere in the forest of Ohio, the sounds of shuffling and twigs snapping as a scientist sets up camp for the night* 

Well, not too bad for not having done this in about… *they sigh, their voice echoing in the small cave* well, best not to dwell on how long that has been. *the bleating of a nearby baby goat can be heard* 

… I, finally calmed down enough to at least be productive… get my thoughts in order and such. It is, stupid actually.

I mean, what thoughts? I’m not even real apparently… everything just, did any of it even matter? Why am I even here? 

Am I just, wat? Some form of entertainment?... Did I really think I escaped that?.. perhaps not, but I expected it from them… not, watevah is driving my, “life story” I suppose.

Life story… well, if it is..was a story, I am bloody glad Someone has enjoyed it… not like I remember enough of it to do so. I mean, I only remember bits and pieces. Few actually pleasant, mind you.. me?.. Future me?.. whatever. it’s not like anyone else will be listening to these tapes regardless. 

I doubt I will even listen back on this.. what even for? To listen to my own musings of insignificance? 

*they huff* Don’t even know why I’m recording this actually… perhaps just to have something to talk to that isn’t just the inside of my own head… 

I, I know none of them are real… but I would still rather not put this on them…

…how much of my life was even My doing? How much autonomy do I actually have here? 

How much of me is, even me? 

Why am I even here? *the sound of a lighter and the woosh of flames bursting to life before the soft crackle of a campfire fills the air, the rain in the background overshadowed by it* 

…“Character” … so, nobody is “real”, huh? 

Not me, my family … my kid…

What does that even mean in the grand scheme of things?... or is there no “grand scheme”... is there a plan?... 

…does any of it matter if the twat who controls my fate decides they are fookin’ bored… 

will they just, what? take my family again?... drag me back to that forsaken place.. from the way things have gone, I wouldn’t put it past them…

*there is a beat of silence… the space being filled only by the crip sounds of the roaring campfire, and oddly peaceful night breeze*

… does “god” really hate us all that much… or are we just that insignificant to them?

*As the sound of the night goes on, the odd hissing of a dog as it tries to be comforting. The sound of gloved hands petting him* 

I know you aren't real… but thank you, love *their voice is a bit tight*

*recording ends*

[izumiphoenix]

I’ve finished Sergio’s route recently and I’m just AAAAAAAAAAA which can be translated as “where I can get one?!?!”

Dangerous information to share but I’m weak to ‘mi corazon’

I won’t put any screenshots for the last chapters to avoid spoilers but it was freaking roller coaster.

Some weird moments aside /like “future” with that drink 😒/, I really enjoyed the route and the ending:

I fell for that guy the moment I saw him on the app, and almost haven’t touched the other stories yet (well, I’ve checked Road Trip to get more stars for Sergio… guilty) because it was exactly what I was looking for at that time.

Just look at this pure smile~

I was kinda surprised to see that many people in fandom didn’t like him much or were very suspicious /the dog was the most suspicious tho xD/ Maybe because they’ve started from Chava’s route 🤔 I actually was a bit suspicious too, but I was sure that even if he was the killer there must have been some serious reason, so I decided to trust the guy and was rewarded with a very sweet good ending✨

With all those mysteries, captivating atmosphere and heartbreaking and sweet moments with this lawyer… this story is definitely one of my favorites now <3

Btw this song fits their story pretty well, please check it out! （＾∇＾）

[er-cryptid]

Vertical Shrinking/Stretching Logarithmic Functions

-- formula      -- g(x) = c logb x

-- movement      -- vertically shrinks graph if 0 < c < 1      -- vertically stretches graph if c > 1

[izumiphoenix]

My favorite dates in Lovelink

Since I touched Lovelink in precious post I figured I can share this as well.

So, my first crush on the app is definitely Austin ❤️

Can’t wait to see how it all ends, this cliffhanger is so cruel… I mean, we definitely getting a happy end but how looong should we wait (;__;) Just let him come home, finally, please~

The 2nd one but absolutely loved (maybe even more than Austin) is definitely Charlie!✨

Tbh I didn’t expect anything from this match buuuut… who could stay indifferent??? Charlie is so amazing but always a bit shy and incredibly cute <3 I’d fight all Hollywood for him ٩(๑`^´๑)۶ You heard that, Andre??

And the 3rd story isn’t very long for now but it doesn’t get in the way because… it’s Nori 😍

I won’t write any spoilers so I can’t say much, but I’m so looking forward to reading this story! He is the sweetest 😋

Adding one more guy to the post:

He and Charlie are probably my most favorites now! I’ve just finished Min-Jae rout to the ongoing and he is so wonderful <3

Honestly, I didn’t expect much of this rout because I’m not into pop idols. But I completely fell for him very soon :3 He is so sweet, dedicated and loving! And I also love their relationship with MC - so mature and caring. Actually the MC themselves are very relatable in most cases, definitely a plus.

[doc-octbie]

Perhaps a childish place to put down my thoughts, but. It would possibly help to put them somewhere.. I have just been having thoughts, lately.. Mostly of the present, but more, terrifying ones of the future..

Do I really belong here? No, not really. But I am here regardless. And, I gained more than what I lost..all things considered. I am a parent now

Never even thought that would be in the cards for me..

Despite that, I just can't help the feeling that I am a bit, out of place.. It has been a year, and yet it just feels I am a bit of a bad omin to most.. or..

Well, I did not exactly come here to make friends. I came to save my kids, my then mentees. And they are thriving, thank god.

I will make sure they do, and are safe for as long as I liv-..they..live..

*sighs*

I suppose that concludes the note..

-Dr. Israh Octayve

[whitesquall1778]

Here’s a few sketches I did at work yesterday. They’re very messy as I haven’t sketched in years.

-Done with Kaweco Student 20’s Jazz Cartridge Ink Pen

[kamabocolossus]

Well this is definitely interesting... seems a ton of people are trying to pile ontop of one of the many Tartars, poor guy.

Speaking of Tartars apparently there is some radio company looking for some multiverse version of him and is enlisting the help of someone who goes by the alias of “Shitlord-Chan”; I’m not sure I’d trust someone like that in a search but perhaps I am judging a book by its cover. The name could just be a an inside joke between some friends that got out of hand, they could very well be qualified to aid in their efforts for all I know.

Though that does remind me.... I am unaware of the current fate of my Tartar, It’s easy to forget since I have encountered quite a few versions of him, treating me as if I was their creator. I shall begin my search right away!

[animalia-paradoxa]

yeti ass (tm)