pls dont scare us like that :(
It was not my intention to scare you all and I've been here, I just took a whole break because of influence, pressure, and overwhelmed from social media.
The past few months were having me on the rough side and I didn't want to destroy my mental health even more so alot of you noticed I deleted my account and left some discord servers.
And you're wondering why did I delete my account instead of just leaving it? -Because I want to erase that part but then I remembered that I couldnt
Why did I leave from discord servers? -I wanted to take my time alone and I didn't WANT anyone else worrying too much about my health. I was struggling enough
I'm not posting anything just now, I just want to rest. I'm still sick and I've been laying on my bed for 5 days I hope I could recover soon and take care of myself more.
I want this depression to stop too but I can't control myself to make that happen. (Reminder: depression is not a joke and its never about being sad its about thinking those shitty fucked up thoughts on wanting to die)