“Why do you love me?” It came out of nowhere. You and Loki were just enjoying the silence of the night in your shared bed.
Looking up from the book in his hands, Loki’s eyebrows pressed together, a much more concerned look displayed the features of his face and his eyes locked onto yours…”What?”
“Why do you love me?” You repeated, eyes tearing up and that familiar pang in your throat rising
“Why do I love you? Because you’re…you?”
“What about me screams “I love you with all my heart!”?”
Loki chuckled and put his book away “Love I love you because you’re you. It’s that simple. I love every aspect of you, even the flaws you claim you have…I love…”
You started sobbing…
“Hey hey…Love what’s wrong?”
“Just…i don’t know…life? memories? everything? I feel like an idiot” You had admitted, letting your true feelings out
“You’re not an idiot for feeling…it’s being human…” He places his arms around your body, allowing you to rest your head against his chest as he rubbed his hand up and down your arm and back
“I’m sorry…i know i ask so many stupid questions, but sometimes i really wonder why you love me…”
“You’re not stupid and don’t apologise please…I love you…you’re the most precious being I have had the honour to know…the fact you even entertained me in the first place is nothing short but a miracle…”
You looked up at him with a small smile plastering your face as tears continued to roll down your cheeks
“I know your mind makes you think all the bad thoughts…but my darling I will remind you today and for the rest of our lives that you are worthy, deserving and absolutely made for love…and i will fight anyone who says otherwise, even your own mind…
You buried your face into his chest as he continued to spoil you with sweet nothings
“and to answer your question again my darling…I love you…for you…kiss…for your heart…kiss…for your soul…kiss…your passion and drive…kiss…the strength you carry…kiss… the kindness you spread…kiss…and so…kiss…much…kiss…more…kiss…”
“thank you…for choosing me…” You murmured
“darling…i would choose you over and over again…you were never an option, you were always the only option”
You nuzzled against his neck and he lifted your chin, bringing your lips to his
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(a/n): i just wanted to write something sweet 🥹 i need a hug from loki tbh
Summary
Loki notices that something is amiss with you. With a little help from Natasha he makes it his mission to cheer you up, while battling with his own anxieties in the process.
Word count
2.640 words
Genre
Angsty, fluff
A/N: A little different than what I usually witte. Hope you guys still like it!
Getting through the winter
When he entered the living room he didn’t see your presence there. He did see Natasha on her phone, but that wasn’t the person he wanted to see. He casually walked to an empty chair, sitting down and looking around. He opened his book and pretended to read. His mind was occupied elsewhere. After looking for you at the library, kitchen, training room, game room and now living room, he still hadn’t found any sign of you. You weren’t on a mission and he had knocked on your bedroom door early in the morning, but he didn’t hear a sign of life on the other end.
It was almost 11 o’clock in the morning. He was trying to recollect if you had gone out yesterday evening and maybe would be back late. But you weren’t your usual self for the last two weeks and he had noticed that you barely interacted with anyone. Which was unlike you.
He wouldn’t go as far to admit it, but he was starting to miss you. Normally, the two of you would be in the living room together in the morning. Getting up around the same time, you a little earlier than him. He would walk in, see you on the couch, reading the newspaper of that day, with a cup of coffee. After the first week that he was ‘part of the team’ and this event had occurred, you had put out an extra cup of coffee. To his surprise, you had never offered it to him, you had never even mentioned that it was for him, but he could only assume it was. Since there was nobody else around or even awake. So, he sat down next to you, started to read his book, and sipped on the coffee.
‘You’re welcome’ you had said after a while.
He only replied with a grunt.
Little by little, you started to engage conversation in the early mornings. And to his regret it took a lot longer than was necessary, but the two of you ended up as friends. Good friends, maybe even his best friend. It was something about your bubbly personality, the way you ignored all his attempts to push you away at first, how you were endlessly patient with him and always made sure that he felt included. It attracted him. More than he cared to show. But somehow he thought you already knew how much you really meant to him.
But he hadn’t seen you for that morning ritual for the last week and a half. After a few mornings he had even made a cup of coffee for you, as if that would summon you, still he had to try. But you never showed. Today was the first time he had knocked on your door in the early morning, no answer. He couldn’t figure out where you were, and his anxiety that you were avoiding him was starting to settle in. That, and his concern that something had happened. Something bad. It popped up in his head that maybe you had a boyfriend, and that the reason he didn’t see you until midday, was that you were in bed with him. That thought bothered him more than it should.
‘She’s still in bed’ Natasha suddenly said without looking up from her screen.
‘I beg your pardon?’ he replied.
She looked up from her screen, a little smirk across her face. From all the teammates he had, she was the only one he had to challenged him in that way. And while it was the most annoying thing, he also respected that she could keep up. ‘(Y/N), she is still in bed. Has been for the last mornings’ she answered.
‘So? Why tell me?’ he tried.
Rolling her eyes he gave her a murderous look. ‘(Y/N) always struggles in the winter. It has something to do with the lack of light, the cold. It’s called winter depression. And since most of the team has left a few days ago, it’s harder for her’
‘Oh’ was all he said.
He went back to his books, but couldn’t concentrate on the words. He was analysing every word Natasha had just told him. Trying to understand. Trying not to be hurt by he fact that he was all that you were struggling with, lack of light and cold. In his absent mind he started to fiddle with he corner of the page. Once he noticed he had folded the corner, he tried to straighten it. Aggressively trying to fix the page back in shape, as if that would help you.
‘So?’ Natasha said.
‘What?’
‘Aren’t you go run towards her? Trying to cheer her up?’ she said. The smirk was back on her face again.
‘And why would I do that?’
‘I know all about your morning rituals, she actually cares a lot about you. And the fact that you show up every morning tell me enough. Besides, you are a prince. I would expect it for you to play prince charming’ she explained.
She was right. For a moment he contemplated to stay seated and trying to casually bump into you this evening. Not giving Natasha the satisfaction that her assessment was right. But he needed to know that you were alright, even if he embodied everything you hated at the moment.
He got up, and walked away. Rolling his eyes at the smirk that was still plastered on her face. Before he left, he turned around.
‘Oh, by the way. Say hi to Banner when you see him tonight’ now it was his turn to look smug while he noticed the slight shock on her face.
He quickly made his way through your room. When he knocked on the door, you still didn’t answer. He knocked again, but still no sign of life. He was growing impatient. He needed to do something. He tried the doorhandle, but it was locked. He was impatiently pacing around in the hallway. And while it was a high risk for him to take, he decided to teleport in your room.
His eyes needed a minute to adjust to the dark. The curtains were still shut, making the room almost pitch black. His gaze was fixed on you. You laid curled up, blankets clutching in your hands while most of it was trapped between your legs. By the way you were breathing slowly he knew you were asleep. Feeling like he overstepped, he teleported back to the hallway.
Walking back to Natasha, he hated what he was about to do.
‘I need your help’ he almost spat, but restrained himself.
‘What do you want?’ she narrowed her eyes at you.
‘How do you fix winter depression?’ he asked.
‘Just google it, I don’t know’ she shrugged.
He awkwardly stood still in front of her. He hated when they used terms he didn’t understand. ‘I’ll show you’ she finally said. And he was glad that he didn’t have to ask for help again.
To his surprise, Natasha actually was helpful. She even helped him set up. After they were done she said that she was going out with Banner, apparently now that she knew he knew, she just admitted it. He liked that kind of honesty about her. Right before she left, he decided that he might try with her.
‘Natasha?’ he said. She turned around, looking a little confused at him. ‘Thanks’ he barely could make audible. But she smiled and nodded at him before she left.
Now all he needed was you.
‘(Y/N)’ he said quite loud on the other side of the door. He was relieved to hear some stumbling going on. You opened the door a just enough so he could see your face.
‘Yeah?’ the vulnerability in your voice broke his heart.
‘I made snacks and you need to eat’ he said.
‘I didn’t know you could cook?’ you sceptically asked.
‘All right, Natasha made snacks and you need to eat’ he replied. ‘Come, I’m not taking no for an answer. I haven’t seen you all day’ he sounded stern but shot you a smile, knowing that it was a friendly scolding.
‘She made your favourites’ he added.
‘Fine, I’ll go change’ you smiled, but he noticed it didn’t quite reach your eyes.
Loki nervously waited in the living room. He was wondering if he did the right thing. Maybe you would be mad at him. Bu he needed to do something. He just prayed to the Norns that it would cheer you up, even if it was just slightly.
‘Oh my God’ his prayers were interrupted by your gasp.
You looked in total awe at the lightbulb strings that covered the entire living room. The normal lightning was switched off, adding to a cosy ambiance. Loki had spread out all the food on the coffee table in front of the couch. He had prepared all you favourite snacks, from devilled eggs, to different kind of cheeses, to nachos, chocolates and popcorn.
Next to the food he had multiple DVDs stacked on top of each other. He had chosen all comedies in the hope to hear you laugh tonight. He asked what you wanted to drink and went to the kitchen to get it. When he got back he was relieved to see that you had already taken a place on the couch. Wrapped up in a blanket with a plate of different snacks.
‘This is amazing’ you smiled at him.
‘Glad you like it, what do you want to watch?’ he asked.
‘Oh, just pick whatever’ you answered.
Not wanting to make the final choose he let you choose between two DVDs he selected. He put on the movie and to his surprise, you offered him the other half of the blanket. You sat the plate of food between you guys and nestled in to watch the movie.
While you seemed to relax, Loki grew more anxious. He had already put an arm on the back of the couch, wondering if he could slide it down your shoulder and tug you closer towards him. If that would comfort you, if that would upset you.
That’s when he heard you laugh. You had your attention with he movie, Loki hadn’t. But it didn’t matter, he could hear you laugh all night and it would be one of the best nights of his life. During he movie he tried to pay attention, but he shifted his focus to you now and then. When you laughed your whole face lit up, and it was hypnotizing for him to watch.
During the movie he noticed that you started to lean into his chest little by little. Loki’s whole body felt like it was on fire. But he had to remember, you didn’t like winter. You didn’t like darkness, you didn’t like cold, you couldn’t possibly like him.
The movie had come to an end. And you stretched yourself out. ‘So ehm.., do you want to watch another movie or play a game or something?’ you asked. ‘Oh it started to snow!’ you excited exclaimed.
You quickly shot up and walked towards the window. Loki missed your warmth, but was also quite confused about your reaction to snow.
‘Come on!’ you said. You grabbed his hand and pulled him off of the couch. He sheepishly followed you to balcony. You stood outside, without a jacket, watching over the skyline of New York, while it was snowing.
‘What? I thought..’ he started but was at a lost for words.
‘What’s wrong?’ you asked.
‘I thought you hated winter, cold, darkness and everything?’
‘Who told you that?’ you asked.
‘Isn’t that what winter depression is?’ he was properly confused at the moment.
‘No, that’s not exactly. I do like winter. It’s just, daylight is so short these days. It messes up my rhythm, I don’t feel as energetic, I feel tired and a little sad. I just want to curl up and cuddle with a blanket, or someone’ you blushed a little.
‘Oh, I thought.. oh never mind’ he answered. Realizing he might have been jumping to conclusions about you hating everything he was. And wondering how he could even think that you did for a second. It wasn’t in your nature, it wasn’t you.
The two of you talked on the balcony in the snow. Loki wasn’t bothered by the cold, but he saw you starting to shiver a little. He conjured up a large blanket that draped around his shoulders. He moved behind you, grabbed the corners of the blanket and put his arms and the blanket around you as well. It was risky, but he couldn’t restrain himself any longer.
‘Thank you, this is nice’ you whispered.
‘I missed you in the mornings’ he whispered back.
‘I’m sorry. Getting up in the morning while it is still pitch black is quite difficult for me’
‘I can come and get you in the morning, if you want that is of course. Maybe we can go for a walk when the sun is getting up after that?’ Loki proposed.
‘I’d like that’ you said.
You turned around in his embrace, so you could face him. ‘I can’t thank you enough for cheering me up tonight. It gets harder when everyone is away’ you said.
Before he could respond he felt your soft lips press against his. The kiss was innocent and quick, you were blushing heavily and crept a little closer against his chest. ‘I think this winter with you won’t be so bad’ you said.
‘I’m glad I can be of service, darling. But now I insist you come back inside with me. Because, I can feel you shivering even under a blanket. I’m going to make you some hot chocolate’ he said.
‘Do you even know how to make hot chocolate?’ you asked.
‘I’m going to watch you make us some hot chocolate, but I get to decide how much whipped cream and marshmallow go on top. In return, you can pick the next movie’ he smirked.
‘Deal’ you said.
You had fallen asleep on his chest during the second movie. The movie had ended a long time ago, but Loki didn’t dare to move an inch. He was reading a book and glancing back to ensure you were still sleeping peacefully. He couldn’t believe his luck tonight.
He was startled when Natasha and Bruce entered the living room. Bruce was clearly surprised by the scene that was in front of him. If Natasha was shocked, she didn’t show it. She just nodded Bruce to move along. With one quick glance at Loki, he nodded at her and walked away.
‘I didn’t think you would turn so soft so soon’ Natasha said teasingly.
Loki couldn’t be bothered by the teasing with you in his arms. ‘She is the only exception, I can assure you’
‘Good, I like the two of you together. She has been chatting my ears off about how she likes you’ she said.
‘What? You knew? Why didn’t you tell me?’
‘Would you have believed me if I did?’ she asked.
‘That’s fair’ he said.
‘You know, she is a very deep sleeper. If you want you can carry her to bed. She won’t wake’
He looked down at you, and he knew that he could have carried you to bed and hour ago. ‘Just five more minutes’ he said. He wanted to savour every minute of you laying against him. ‘And thanks again, properly this time. I hope I can return the favour one day’
‘Yeah, I don’t think you and Bruce are quite a good fit yet. But who knows, maybe somewhere in the future. Anyway, you’re welcome and good night Loki’ she smiled.
‘Good night, indeed’ he said while he kissed the top of you head.
You looked across the bed to take a look at the spectacular view displayed just for you. It has been months since you started sleeping with Loki and you still wondered why someone would want to erase such beauty from the universe. However, you didn’t have the authority to question anything. You were there on a mission, even when that mission conflicted directly with your personal interests. You reached out behind your pillow where you had hidden your dagger the first night the God of Mischief brought you here. You turned it around your hand without paying real attention to it, appreciating the beauty of Loki while he slept. His dark curly hair was a mess from the night, and the satin red sheet did little to nothing to hide his wonderful, slender, pale and bright body. You saw your nail marks on his chest as you scratched him at the peak of your passion.
You shook your head. If you were to think about every night this wonderful god has pleasured you beyond your limits, then you wouldn’t be able to carry on with the deed. And you didn’t have that option. You grabbed your dagger firmer as you analyze quickly how to proceed. You needed to be quick or else Loki would easily overpower you. After pondering for a minute, you sighed and put yourself into motion. There was no point in delaying it any longer. You straddled him and with a trembling hand, you raised your dagger to his neck. Again, the thought of why someone would want such a wonderful soul to leave this universe clouded your mind. Besides, you felt sick with yourself as you had gained his trust just to betray him in the end just like everybody else in his life.
“Do it,” You heard his voice clearly but he didn’t move an inch. His face remained the same, his beautiful green orbs still closed and his expression completely serene. You thought that you imagined it but then his hand grabbed your arm firmly making your dagger dig a little deeper into his skin. He opened his eyes and you couldn’t erase the shock from your face. “Do it,” Loki repeated, louder and with more conviction this time.
“L-Loki, I-”
“Yes, darling. I knew from the very beginning what your intentions were as I can read your mind, even more so when we touch. Tell me, why aren’t you doing what you must?” A smirk appeared on his lips while you tried to regain your ability to speak. Suddenly, he turned you around on the bed but he didn’t attempt to take the dagger out of his neck. He rested his weight on his hands placed next to your head on the bed. “You must hurry, dear. You won’t have another chance like this one,” Loki whispered as he got his face closer to yours, your lips almost touching and your dagger the only thing keeping you both apart.
“I don’t want to do this, Loki…” You sighed, closing your eyes and letting your dagger go. Loki grabbed it before it hit your skin and started to play with it throwing it up in the air and grabbing it again before it could reach you.
“Then, don’t.”
“I don’t have a choice!” You felt tears clouding your eyes. Being a professional assassin, you couldn’t allow yourself to have feelings or show them. However, the God of Mischief has made his way through the thick walls and has conquered your heart as nobody else before. “Someone wants you gone and even if it breaks me in a thousand pieces, I cannot say no,” You caressed his cheeks with desperation. Loki threw the dagger away to be able to hold you in his arms.
“My sweet girl, I have been dead many times and I have always come back. I do not know who torments you, but I assure you, I will not let anybody hurt you. We are one and the same, dear, and I will protect you. Do you trust me?”
You didn’t know what to say. You did trust him but you were also afraid. The being who had contacted you, even when you didn’t meet him, was too powerful. However, throwing caution away, you kiss him in response to his question. His embrace became tighter around you as Loki returned your kiss with his skilful thin lips. You dug your nails into his back, scratching him as your tears continued to roll down your cheeks. How could you damage this beautiful being? How, when you knew exactly how much his soul ached for every treason he had suffered? You couldn’t. It didn’t matter anymore what would happen to you because you decided to rebel. You would die happily if that meant that Loki would be able to live it out and find his happiness.
“Stop crying, my beautiful girl. Even when I knew from the beginning that you were meant to kill me, I would have died happily in your arms,” Loki kissed away your tears while speaking.
“Do not say that not ever again. I don’t know what will be of me, I will probably be hunted down and killed, but I want you to be happy, understand? Let go of your pain and hatred and find true happiness, alright?” You begged him while caressing his black curly hair. Loki shook his head.
“No, my sweet girl. I will not do such a thing since I have found my happiness with you. In these past months we have been together, my soul has recovered from its injuries. Is it possible that you do not realize it yet, darling? I love you,” You gasped as you look into those beautiful green eyes that drive you insane. You knew that Loki didn’t take those words lightly. “As long as you are mine, my dear, I will not let another soul touch you or harm you.”
“I am yours from the moment I saw you, Loki,” You took a deep breath before continuing. “I love you more than anything,” You admitted in a whisper. “Can I ask something of you?” Loki nodded, smiling. “Make me yours for all eternity.”
“With pleasure, my love.”
Loki kissed you slowly and intimately, caressing your naked body with his expert hands, reviving every cell of your body. His skin was cold, as expected from a Jotun, but it turned yours on fire with every simple touch. He bit down your lower lip softly as if it were a piece of fruit he wanted to savour. He then joined your tongue with his in a sensual dance while his hands touched you in every spot you needed. He cupped one of your breasts and started to pinch your nipple sending waves of pleasure through your body until they pulsated in your core between your legs. You moaned in his mouth and he hummed in appreciation. Loki then kissed your jaw, bit down your neck, going down your collarbone until he reached your other nipple. He blew some cold air on it, causing the pink bud to harden instantly and then he licked it. He continued his ministrations to your skin, kissing down your body through your stomach, then your thigh.
“Loki, please, I need you,” You begged him grabbing a bunch of his black hair.
He smiled at you going all the way up until his forehead was touching yours. Looking into your eyes the whole time, he slid his hard member inside you with one swift motion. You were wet enough for him due to his previous exploration of your body. He stayed still inside you even when you both knew that you didn’t need time to adjust to his length. You both look into each other’s eyes while deliciously enjoying the sensation of being united.
“You are so wet for me, my love. Always ready to please me,” Loki admired with a beautiful smile on his now red lips because of the kiss.
He then started a torturously slow pace, moving out of you, leaving just the tip inside and then thrusting back inside you again. Loki hit your sweet spot with every thrust and you no longer were able to keep his gaze as the pleasure was too much to bear. Your moans and the lewd sound of skin meeting skin quickly filled the bedroom as your lovemaking increased in pace and passion. You moaned his name and that made him go insane. He groaned against your neck while he kept thrusting inside you time and time again. He rolled his hips before thrusting and that added more pleasure. Somehow you needed even more from him and somehow Loki knew it. He reached between your bodies until he found your clit and started to circle it. You felt your orgasm building inside you.
“Cum for me, my sweet girl. Give me what I want,” Loki commanded in your ear.
As if you were waiting for his permission, your orgasm hit you hard, making you see stars as Loki’s name dropped out of your mouth like a prayer. When you came back from your orgasm-induced paradise, you noticed that Loki has stopped his movements but he didn’t reach his climax.
“Do you want me to fill you with my seed, darling?” Loki asked while rolling his hips. “Do you want everybody to know you belong to me, love?”
“Yes, yes, please, love,” You pleaded to him moving your hips trying to get some more movement between you.
“Then you shall please me as well, darling. Give me another one. I know you can do it.”
You were about to deny it when he thrust with full force again while still rubbing your clit. You felt another orgasm building inside you and you knew that Loki could ask anything from you and you would give him anything he desired. You came again, shouting his name and you felt him stiffen above you before moaning out his bliss.
You both laid on the bed, hugging each other with all your tired limbs. You didn’t know what would happen now that you purposefully failed your mission, but you didn’t care as long as you were next to Loki.
Request:
Loki is making his little s/o ride his pillow, while he’s behind her. He holds her thighs down, helping her to move back and forth. He showers her in praise and is whispering sweet things in her ear as she gets closer. After he asks how she feels. Being the tease she is, she playfully tells him that it’s much better than him. They both know it’s not true, but Loki decides to play along.
Words:
823 words
Warnings:
Pillow riding, mentions of oral sex
A/N:
A little shorter than I normally write, hope you don’t mind. When I read the request I thought it wouldn’t be as endearing if I wrote a long story.
Pillow riding
You were completely naked on the bed. Loki, who was still fully clothed, sat behind you. Your back was towards him and you had a pillow between your legs. How you ended up in this position, you couldn't quite remember. You were stressed out, were in an awful mood and before you knew it Loki had you stripped naked and on the bed.
‘I'm going to take care of you. Just relax, little one’ he had whispered in your ear and you couldn't hold back the whimper that left your lips.
Loki had put the pillow between your legs. He was slowly caressing every inch of your skin, while you were slowly riding the pillow. At first it felt weird and you didn't know why Loki had put you in this position. But soon your whole skin felt like it was on fire. The wetness between your legs had beginning to stain the pillow and you were getting slightly frustrated. The pillow felt good, really good. But you couldn’t find the position or pace that would lead to your much needed release. Frustrated your groaned and stopped moving. Loki grabbed your shoulders and slowly massaged them.
‘Sshh, it's all right. What's the problem, love?’ he whispered. You felt his hot breath on your earlobe and clenched your legs together in the hope to get some friction.
‘I- I-’ you started to sob, but no further explanation came out of you.
Loki's hands moved from your shoulder, over your back towards the side of your thighs. He firmly grabbed them and lowered you back down on the pillow. ‘I know, I got you’
He slowly moved your thighs forwards, until you almost sat up right. That's when he pulled them backwards, until you almost sat down. He started out real slow. The fabric moving against your clit made it tingle and it started to feel good. You slowly started to move with Loki's hands, but still let him guide you. Once you started to move with him, he slightly increased the pace.
‘That's it, good girl’ he said to you.
You eagerly wanted to move faster, but Loki's grip wouldn't let you. He kept his pace steady and started to whisper sweet things into your ear.
‘You look absolutely gorgeous right now’
‘You're doing amazing’
‘That's it, just focus on the feeling, love. Start to let go’
The fabric of the pillow was constantly moving against your clit. The tingling feeling increased and you started to feel yourself get closer.
‘You're being such a good girl for me’
‘You are truly amazing, my little girl’
Loki kept showering you in praise. Telling you how good you were, how good you were doing and how much he loved you. You were almost there.
‘Be my good girl and let go for me, princess’ he whispered and started to suck on your earlobe.
The nickname combined with his action was your undoing. Your orgasm washed over you. Your legs started to feel numb and you felt your juice flowing and wetting the pillow beneath you. Your whole body went limber and Loki pulled you back to his chest. He slowly dragged you with him to lay down on the bed. Your back laid against his chest and he had his arm firmly wrapped around your waist. He nuzzled his nose in your hair and sniffed it.
‘How are you doing now, little one?’ he asked.
You just hummed in complete relaxation. Loki chuckled a little. ‘I need words’ he teased.
‘That felt really good’ you turned around in his arms to look at him. He was smiling fondly at you, but you couldn't resist the chance to tease him a little. ‘We should do that more often, because that was much better than we usual do’ you teased.
Loki's eyes sparked mischief right away and he feigned incredible offence. ‘You wound me, love’ he said overdramatically gasped. You giggled at his overdramatic show.
‘How can I let it come so far?’ he sighed heavily.
‘I don't know, maybe you should try a little harder’ you giggled.
‘Oh, princess at once! If that pillow is truly the best you ever had, I have seriously neglected you!’ he moved on top of you and started to pepper you face in kisses. His hand found the sides and he startle to tickle you. You were laughing and squirming underneath him, but he had you pinned down too much for you to escape his evil attack.
‘Loki, Loki, mercy!’ you laughed gasping for air.
‘Hmm, maybe. Do tell, what does that pillow have that I don't have?’ he mused.
‘The constant clit stimulation’ you quipped back.
‘Well, I I'll have to try my hardest to make you forget all about that pillow’ he grinned. He got up and threw your legs over his shoulder.
‘Now, let me take truly care of you’ he smirked and before you knew it you were dancing on the tip of his silver tongue.
I have a request for 5, 25, 41, fluff with Loki please. Thank you very much 🤗
Convincing
It all started a few weeks back with Loki’s confession,
‘I like you. We should see if I can get you to like me as well’.
It came out of the blue for you. You had looked sceptically at the God of Lies. You weren’t the type to jump into a relationship, anyway. But Loki being Loki, he didn’t take no for an answer. Over the next days he would bring you your coffee, watch movies with you, talk and actually listen and treated you like an absolute princess. It was weird at first, but it did make you wonder.
The two of you were watching a romantic comedy together, which he had picked out. You had to keep yourself from smiling, he always picked out romantic comedies to watch together. And he always came sliding a little closer, seeing how far you would let him. Butterflies in your stomach were flying around, you tried to ignore them. You wanted to be absolutely sure.
‘I still don’t know’ you said. When he was getting a little too close for your liking. You could feel his warmth on your skin, the scent of his cologne filled your nostrils, and you had to admit that a part of you wanted to wrap yourself around him. But something was holding you back.
‘Let’s kiss and see where it takes us’ he had replied.
‘Shouldn’t you buy me dinner first?’ you tried to laugh it off.
‘All right’ was all he said, as the two of you continued to watch the movie together.
After the movie, Loki led you up towards the roof. He had somehow organised a candle-lit dinner under the stars. With a flick of his wrist, he matched your outfits with the scenes.
‘Is this what you had in mind?’ he asked.
During dinner, you knew. You liked him, a lot. You wanted him. And by the way you were touching his arm, you knew he knew it too. He walked you back to your room. You wanted to kiss him. But, he was telling a story. And he didn’t skip the littlest details. He was standing with his back towards the wall, you were leaning against him, he had bend down, his lips very close to yours. But he kept talking…. not that you were listening.
‘Kiss me and shut up’ you finally said.
That’s when the smug grin appeared on his face. ‘Finally’ he said, before you felt his lips on yours.
Hello! I saw your requests closing and I thought I might take the chance.
I can request a fic where the reader only eats instant ramen as a stress food, and since she has quests every day, she eats them more often than before. Given this, Loki, (who since he is not allowed to go on missions has taken up the hobby of cooking), tries to convince her to eat something healthier, once throwing the soup against a window in an argument. He tells her that she should take care of herself and the reader doesn't listen to him. She until she finally accepts a meal made by him.
Please?
Warnings:
Some swear words, a little bit of angst
Words:
2.734 words (I got carried away...)
Noodles
Everybody has bad habits. Your bad habit: stress eating. In particularly eating noodles. This started when you were in college and was struggling to keep up. Noodles were cheap, warm and done in two minutes. Whenever you held a cup, and the smell was flowing in the air, you could feel your stress flooding away. That was until the cup was empty. Then all the stress came crashing back into your life, making you want another cup. And sometimes you did. Why not? You weren’t hurting anyone. The downside was, it wasn’t healthy. But that didn’t matter, because you rarely were stressed for a long period of time. So, you could compensate the next week.
That was until, your schedule started to change.
You were getting more responsibility with S.H.I.E.L.D., a chance to prove your worth. A high-stake mission that would be at least 3 weeks long. The problem was that S.H.I.E.L.D. was watching your every move. If you did well, you would be promoted. If you failed, you would be demoted. Your performance anxiety started to act up again, and your stress levels were through the roof. You couldn’t blow this mission. If you did, you would be placed in a lower rank and be back on guarding not so dangerous criminals. Meaning, standing around and try to keep yourself entertained for 8 hours a day. No, descending in rank was not an option.
After the first week, the only thing you ate were noodles. Maybe 4 cups a day, sometimes 5. You couldn’t help it. It calmed you down and you needed to stay focussed. If you were stressed, your mind would go blank, and you would get nowhere with this mission. Besides, cooking would only take up more of your time. You were starting to notice another downside of your habit. The weight gain. Noodles weren’t exactly a slimming food, and you had to admit that your clothes felt a little tighter than they should be. You picked up another work-out to compensate, leaving you less time for your mission, feeling more stressed, which lead to 6 cups a day.
‘What are you doing?’ Loki’s voice interrupted your train of thought.
‘Hm? Oh just, I need to establish a timeline so we can take this guy down. I’m just watching his moves and see if they add up with the things he did before this week’ you mindlessly answered, while slurping your noodles away and staring at the computer screen.
‘What are you eating?’ Loki asked.
‘Look, I really need to focus’ you answered, while handing him an empty noodle cup that was still sitting next to your computer. You were slurping on your noodles again, taking some notes when the guy did something you thought would be worked checking out.
‘How can you even eat this?’ he gasped. You had to roll your eyes. You knew that Thor and Loki were all for freshly prepared meals with the best products, but then again, they grew up as royalty. ‘I can cook you something better than this’ he added.
‘Excuse me?’ you said. Just wondering if you had heard it right.
‘I’ll cook for you’ he said. ‘Since I’m not allowed to go anywhere, I actually quite enjoyed cooking. And I have to say that I’m a natural’ his grin widening when he complimented himself.
You just stared at him. Wondering how a God picked up cooking, you had never noticed it before and wondered if anyone even knew. ‘No.., no thank you. I’m busy’ you replied. Feeling a little bad when a frown appeared on his face. Loki’s presence was a struggle, not for you, but for most team members. And while you genuinely enjoyed his company and thought it was really sweet of him to offer, you didn’t want to bother anyone else. Besides, you didn’t know how to explain stress-eating to Loki and couldn’t expect him to make you several meals during the day.
Before he had a chance to reply, you grabbed your laptop. ‘Sorry’ you apologized, while you exited the living room. Finding another place to work.
Two days later
You were busy typing away on your laptop. Your mind was racing, and you had just made another cup of noodles. Hoping that the cup would lift your stress and you would be able to make better progress. You were tracking this guy for almost two weeks, the suspect S.H.I.E.L.D. was sure of was a criminal, and he wasn’t doing anything illegal. He didn’t even jaywalk to your frustration. You were getting nowhere.
‘I really wished you stop eating that’ Loki entered the living room.
‘Leave me alone’ you answered, a little shocked at how annoyed you exactly sounded.
‘Why do you insist one eating that, and so many of it?’ Loki ignored your ‘request’ to be left alone.
‘Look, I’m just stressed and when I’m stressed, I eat noodles. Big deal’ you snapped further.
‘You should take better care of yourself’ he scolded you.
‘Leave me alone’ you answered, not in the mood for this conversation.
He narrowed his eyes at you. Not a good sign, you knew. ‘Your condition is failing, I heard you out of breath yesterday in the training room after only a few minutes. You are barely sleeping, just staring at screens all day while eating those damned noodles. And you have gained weight’
Especially the last remark did it. You knew your condition was worse and you were gaining weight form all the noodles, but he didn’t have to throw it in your face like that. ‘Look, I don’t know if you are some creepy stalker or just that bored. But you know we vote very soon if you can join us on missions. So, unless you want to be stuck here until the next voting round, I suggest you fuck off!’ you raised your voice.
You had hoped that you scared him off, but apparently you were no match against a God. Loki just took a few steps towards you, standing right in front you. ‘Damnit (Y/N)’ he roared. ‘I’m trying to help you! How are you going to cope when you have longer and more intense missions than this one? And you know what the worst thing is while being stuck in this building?’ he grabbed your cup of noodles and smashed it against the window. It broke and there were splatters everywhere. You were in shock and suddenly felt like you could cry. ‘It is that I have to watch you neglect yourself this bad. And I can’t take it anymore. So, tonight I’m going to cook for you, 7 o’clock in the dining room. I’m not taking no for an answer. If I catch you eat any more noodles, I swear I will find a way for Stark to ban those things for good’
You had to swallow when he was done, trying to keep back tears. His expression softened. ‘Loki, I-‘ you started. But he just held up his hand.
‘Don’t apologize. I’ll see you tonight’ he said.
You nodded and he looked relieved. He nodded and turned around, quickly leaving the living room.
That night
You stood for the dining room door and took a deep breath. You were nervous but couldn’t quite understand why. You slowly pushed the door open and 7 o’clock sharp.
‘You’re here’ Loki beamed.
He stood up immediately to pull out a chair for you. You barely made a thank you audible, being a little overwhelmed by him. He nodded that he heard you and went to the kitchen. You drank a few sips of your water and started to fidget a little with your hands. He came back a few minutes later with two plates. He made a lasagne, with lots of vegetables and with courgette leaves, instead of lasagne leaves.
‘Loki, I should apologize..’ you started, but Loki cut you off.
‘Don’t, I don’t want it. We both said things, let’s forget about it, all right?’ he said. ‘Now, tell me. Why the stress eating?’ he asked after you had a bite of the lasagne. And you had to admit that Loki cooked a lot better than you would have thought. It tasted amazing, you wanted to compliment him, but you could see from the smile he already knew what you wanted to say.
When you didn’t answer him, he quirked his eyebrow in a silent question. You just sighed heavily. ‘It’s the mission. The guy I’m supposed to follow is this known criminal and I have to link him to some crimes we suspect him off’ you started.
‘So far, doesn’t sound too hard’ Loki replied, but when he saw the tears in your eyes you could see the regret on his face.
‘He doesn’t do a thing wrong!’ you exclaimed. ‘He even helped an old lady cross the street yesterday and made a donation to a homeless guy. For fucks sake. If I don’t wrap this up next week, I’m demoted and be stuck on guard duty again. Worst, I’ve proven to everyone that I’m not up for this type of work’ the words came pouring out. You were biting your lips hard, hoping to hold back tears.
‘And there it is’ Loki smiled softly at you.
‘What?’ you asked confused.
‘You think you aren’t good enough, so you start to self-sabotage. In order to come to a conclusion that you believe is true’ Your mouth dropped, and you watched him in silence. This was not at all what you had expected from the night. You actually expected that he would be angry with you for the things you had said this afternoon. ‘I’ve been there. It’s easy to recognize another’ Loki explained himself.
‘So, this is the part where you tell me that I’m wrong. That I’m doing a great job and don’t need to be so hard on myself?’ you almost laughed. It wasn’t the first time you had a conversation like this, but it was the first time your opponent had made the correct analyses, even if you hated to admit it.
Loki just cocked his head to one side. ‘Would it help if I did that?’ he asked.
You looked down and started to play with your food. Given Loki his answer.
‘Why don’t you walk me through it?’ he asked.
‘What good will that do?’ not really wanting a reminder of how you couldn’t solve this.
‘Who knows? It may help to explain what you did, re-analyse your steps’ Loki urged you on.
So, you did. During dinner you told him everything about the guy and the horrible things S.H.I.E.L.D. suspected he had done. They even found some DNA-evidence at some crime scenes. But the man had always an alibi. He was well like in his neighbourhood, always helping people out. S.H.I.E.L.D. even went to trial once, claiming they had enough to lock him up for good. But the defence came with a CCTV of how he was volunteering at an orphanage. He was literally reading children a bed-time story. After that public opinion shifted, because it just seemed that S.H.I.E.L.D. had a personal vendetta against this guy. So, a lot was riding on it. They couldn’t have too many people on this, because there might be a mole. Hence, you were watching his every move.
‘Hmm, and you guys are sure this is the man?’ Loki asked.
‘We are 100% sure’ you replied.
‘It just doesn’t add up..’ you were lost in your thoughts.
‘Come on, spill it’ Loki said.
You looked questioningly at him. ‘I know you have this theory, you think is insane. I can see the wheels in your head turning’ he looked a little mischievously at you. ‘I can’t wait to hear it’ he smiled a little more sincere, but the mischievous twink was still present in his eyes.
‘I don’t think it’s actually him I’m following’ you answered softly.
‘Oh, how come? Didn’t S.H.I.E.L.D. verify the DNA of the guy you’re following?’ Loki asked.
‘They didn't, but I know it’s him. But it’s like, you know that time you had a fight with Tony and all his ironman suits were pink? Tony accused you for weeks, but you had an alibi that you were with Thor. Only for us to find out your clones can actually touch and move things?’ you replied.
Loki just laughed. ‘They can do so much more than that, but I get what you are saying’
You looked a little surprised that he had shared that information with you but had to laugh as well at the memory of Tony being pissed of for weeks. ‘It’s like, he has cloned himself as well. And the real him is hidden, but I don’t get how he would move without being seen’ ‘So, it’s just a crazy theory’ you almost whispered.
‘So, the criminal reads stories to orphans, helps old ladies cross the street and even helps homeless people… Even Captain America isn’t that nice’ Loki mused. His face turned a little more serious. ‘I don’t think your theory is crazy, it’s just missing some knowledge’ he said.
‘What do you mean?’ you asked unsure.
‘S.H.I.E.L.D. likes to keep it off the records. But when I was here the first time, I had to move unseen in this city. I discovered hidden tunnels that connect everything together, so I could… you know’ this time it was Loki who started to play with his food.
‘He’s using the tunnels’ you mouth almost dropped. ‘He has someone that looks exactly like him, giving him a constant alibi. While he moves unseen in those tunnels’ You shot up from your chair. You had it, you finally had it!
Loki just watched you with an amused smile on his face. ‘Oh, sorry. I should help clean up’ you said a little frazzled. You really wanted to explore this more tonight and have a meeting with your superior about it.
‘Go, do your thing. I’ll clean don’t worry about it’ he said.
‘You already cooked’ you replied, feeling guilty about leaving him here. ‘Plus, you solved it’ you said.
‘Darling, you solved that all by yourself. I just gave you a little piece of information. Now, you may go on one condition’
‘That is?’ you asked.
‘No more noodles and you let me cook for you tomorrow night’ he said.
‘Deal’ you smiled and almost ran out of the dining room.
The next day
You had gotten just enough sleep to work properly. After talking it over with your boss, he thought you were on to something. And today you would break into the tunnels in the hope you could get some evidence. You would also plant some secret cameras.
When you got up you walked into the living room. You saw a lunch box with a note on it. You recognized the handwriting.
Just some healthy snacks in case you need it
You opened the lunch box and saw different types of fruits and nuts carefully placed inside. Your heart warmth a little that Loki was going through all this trouble, just to help you. The first thing you did was take the box and walk towards Loki’s room.
You knocked on the door and after a few seconds Loki opened it. Before you could say anything, he said ‘I don’t want to hear it. I’ve thrown all those disgusting noodles away. So, you have that, or you have nothing’
You just wrapped your arms around his chest and pulled him in for a hug. He stiffened a little but hugged you back after a moment. ‘Thank you’ you whispered.
‘You’re welcome, darling. Now, I’ll see you tonight’ he said.
‘I don’t think so’ you smiled. ‘And you might want to pack another one of these’ you said holding up the lunch box.
Loki genuinely looked confused at you. ‘I’m going into those tunnels, searching and planting some cameras. And I think I can use a guide down there. That is, if you are up for you first mission’ you smirked at him.
His whole face lit up. ‘I can come?’ he asked.
‘Yes, hurry up. We have to get going in 10 minutes’ in the flick of his wrist he had changed his outfit.
‘Let’s go’ he smiled.
And you couldn’t be happier that you could finish this mission with your new friend.
A/N: So, it is actually my birthday today!! I started to wonder what kind of present Loki would get for his girlfriend. And of course, I couldn't get it out of my head, before I had written it down and shared with you guys <3 Hope you enjoy! :)
Word count:
972 words
Warnings:
None, just fluff
Birthday gift
‘Happy birthday’ Loki woke you up, way too happy. You weren’t a morning person, but your mood improved greatly when you woke up next to Loki. How could you be cranky with him next to you?
You kissed him and sat upright in the bed. ‘Thanks’ you said. Loki sat next to you and made a beautiful wrapped gift appear in his hands.
‘For you’ he smiled.
You had to urge to rip it open, but the gift was wrapped so carefully, you couldn’t do that. You started to open the gift very slowly, making sure you didn’t rip the paper or the bow on top.
‘You can tear it up, love’ Loki said.
‘No! You put so much effort in the wrapping’ you argued.
‘What are you going to do with the wrapping paper then?’
You shrugged ‘Save it, maybe for an art project?’ you answered.
After five minutes you finally had opened the gift. You smiled when you saw that it were different kind of supplies. From paper, to brushes, to paint, and pallets. You didn’t know how, but he got the exact brands that used to be your favourite. ‘You remembered’ you whispered.
You had met Loki a year ago when you joined the Avengers. The two of you became friends, but that turned into something much more, very quickly. Loki and you had been together for about seven months. But in the third month, at the time the two of you were still pretending that you weren’t madly in love with each other. You didn’t know how exactly, but you confessed that you used to paint. Loki was very interested and wondered if he could see some of your work. You told him that you used to love painting, but stopped a few years back, because of the continuous critique you got from a very toxic friend at the time. Loki asked if you didn’t miss it, you lied and told him you didn’t. In hindsight, trying to lie to the God of Lies wasn’t your best idea. But the whole thing was too painful the rehash and you wanted to change the subject.
‘Of course, I remembered!’ Lok feigned insulted. But then he turned more serious ‘I remember everything you say and everything you don’t want to say’ he said.
You pulled him towards you and kissed him deeply. ‘Thank you’
‘And I also have brought you something to paint’ he said while an orange appeared in his hand.
You laughed ‘Again with the weird fruit tradition’
‘Always’ he smiled. When the two of you were together for three months, he gifted you a banana. For you half-year-anniversary you received a pear. And now an orange. Loki had explained that it was part of an Asgardian tradition to gift your partner something healthy, in the hope that they will be as long as possible with you. It was weird, but sweet. You kissed him again. After that the two of you had to get downstairs. The rest of the team was probably waiting for your birthday breakfast, pancakes. And Tony wanted to go over the details of the party he was throwing you tonight.
Breakfast was loud and chaotic, but you loved every minute of it. Eventually you got to talking to Thor.
‘What did Loki get you?’ he asked.
‘Paint supplies’ you smiled. ‘Oh, and an orange’ you laughed.
Thor looked confused. Before you could ask why, Loki interrupted and stole him away. The two of them sat down together at the end of the table and you were already conversating with Natasha.
‘Why have you given her an orange?’ Thor asked once he was out of earshot from you.
‘I’m working on something’ Loki said. ‘So, just play along. I told her it was an Asgardian tradition to gift your partner something healthy. As a sign you want them to live as long as possible, so you have more time with them’
‘That’s… why did you tell her that?’ Thor asked.
He could see that Loki’s body language shifted. He started to fiddle with his hands, which he always did when he was extremely nervous. He looked at you and Thor could see that Loki’s world disappeared around him and that he could only focus on you at the other side of the table.
‘Loki?’ Thor asked to bring him back to earth.
‘I’m planning on giving her an apple and aks her the question when we are together for a year’ Loki whispered.
‘What kind of apple?’ Thor asked, he thought he already knew, but he wanted to be sure.
‘Yes, that kind of apple’ Loki replied.
‘How did you even obtain one?’
‘Mother helped’ was all Loki said. ‘Do you think... I mean, I don’t know if she will accept. What do you think?’
Thor thought it was quite endearing to see Loki this nervous. But how endearing as it was, Thor decided to end Loki’s self-inflicted torture. ‘I have no doubt that she will. You two are perfect for each other and she will consider herself the luckiest woman in the nine realms’ Thor assured Loki.
Loki looked relieved and grateful towards Thor. But only for a moment. After that he was back to his neutral self. ‘So, play along and don’t tell her!’ he said.
‘I won’t’ Thor replied. ‘But only if I get to be your best men’ he grinned.
Loki shot him an annoyed look, but Thor knew him long enough to see that Loki was actually quite happy that Thor wanted to be by his side at one of the most important events of his life.
‘Fine, but only because you force my hand at the moment’ after that Loki got up and sat down beside you. Thor just smiled to himself, as if the God of Mischief and Lies could be blackmailed.
Summary:
Tony throws a party. Loki and you are in an established relationship. He watches the party and sees you and Steve getting too close for his liking. So, he decides to do something about it.
Give it time
He heard you laughing out loud again, from across the room. Loki was by the bar and already on his fourth, or fifth? no definitely fourth, drink of Asgardian mead. At least Thor was useful for something. He gulped down the rest of his drink and signalled the mortal behind the bar to pour him another. It looked like he was going to say something to him, but giving him his best death glare, to mortal held his tongue. He took a large sip and turned around eyeing the room. Tony was entertaining some of his friends, the widow was flirting with Banner who was oblivious to all hints and then he saw you with the soldier. The perfectly, honest, can do no wrong in his life soldier. He took another large sip. Thor was walking towards him.
‘Are you forgetting that you’re not drinking mortal alcohol, brother? Thor asked concerned.
‘No, of course not’ Loki replied irritated. I’m not like you. I’m only on my fourth drink, fourth right? Yeah, definitely fourth he thought.
‘Where’s your lady?’ Thor asked. Loki took another sip of his drink and gestured towards you and Steve.
‘Ah, at least she is in good company I see’ Thor said. Even tough Loki knew he didn’t mean it like that, the comment hurt him. But that was not something he would show. Before he could reply Thor was called by Tony, who probably wanted another attempt at wielding Mjölnir. Like that pathetic excuse of a man could ever wield it. Loki was distracted from his thoughts when he heard your laugh again. He heard it every time, it was the most wonderful and purest sound he had ever heard. He watched as you and Steve laughed with each other. Steve was getting a little too close for Loki’s liking, but he had learned not to disturb you. He was not in the mood to be having that fight with you, again. He is just a friend, he would never make a move knowing I’m with you, he isn’t like that, you had told him time and time again. Still, Loki never fully trusted Steve. When it came to you, he trusted no man.
He downed his drink and made a hand gesture to the mortal behind the bar, not caring to actually acknowledge his present this time. When his cup was filled again he took another sip. He watched as you told a story to Steve and saw your whole face light up. Maybe, you should be with someone like Steve. He is everything I am not. He is nice, polite, caring, courageous and he would treat you right. He was good, irritatingly good. In all the time Loki had known Steve he was waiting for him to slip up, make a mistake, but Loki was starting to think that day would never come. He tried to treat you like the queen you were, but he felt like he always comes up short with you. You had tried to reassure him that you loved him and would be his until the end of time, but Loki didn’t believe it. Couldn’t believe it. It won’t be long before she realizes she can do better. Everyone eventually does. Loki started to wonder how much time he would have left before Steve, or someone else, would steal you away. His preference would be anyone but Steve, he really hated Steve. He needed to be careful, he couldn’t bare losing you. Not this soon, if ever. He took another large sip of his cup, but realized it was empty. Damn mortal bartender forgot to refill my cup, again.
He signalled the bartender rather angry, the man looked frightened at him. Loki gave him a wicked grin and he swore he saw the man tremble a little. He loved to scare people. Something a good man, a better man, one deserving of you, would never do he thought while his smile faltered. Loki grabbed his cup and turned around. He saw that your story was coming to an end. The look on Steve’s face made him sick. He took a large sip. I should distract myself he thought. He eyed the room again, but the only thing he could do was sit beside Thor, who was telling some war story. Loki wasn’t in the mood. Loki looked back towards you when he heard you laugh again. Steve said something to you, but you couldn’t hear him. Stark had turned the music up. Horrible loud music. That’s when he saw the soldier put a hand around you and place it on your lower back. He pulled you slightly towards you and you whispered something in his ear.
THAT’S IT! Loki didn’t care anymore. He would not stand for this. He smashed his glass on the ground behind the bar, making the bartender flinch. Normally, he would laugh, but he had to get to you as fast as he could. He took a few steps, his balance felt a little off, but he didn’t care. He walked towards you as fast as he could. He slapped the soldier’s hand from your lower back and put his arm around your waist. He pulled you flush against him ‘Darling, a word’ he hissed.
‘Loki, I don’t think..’ Steve started before Loki put his hand in the air to silence him. He quickly teleported the two of you back to his chambers. He let go of you and locked the door. When he turned around he saw the rather angry expression on your face. But it was nowhere near the angry expression you saw on his face. ‘WHAT THE HELL, LOKI!’ you yelled at him, startled from the sudden change in environment. He didn’t respond, maybe teleporting wasn’t the best idea I ever had. There was an awkward silence that lasted longer than he would have liked. He was still searching for his words. ‘Why?’ you asked him.
‘I didn’t feel like watching how the two of you were flirting’ he replied.
‘You honestly think I was FLIRTING with him?’ you exclaimed.
‘He had his arm around you’ he responded.
‘He just pulled me closer so we could hear each other. Tony had turned up the music so loud, we couldn’t hear each other’ you replied.
‘He kept holding you’ the anger Loki had first felt was ebbing away. He didn’t want to admit, he would never to anyone, but he was trying to keep his emotions in check. He was certain you were going to dump him and run into the arms of the soldier, and Loki felt like crying.
‘So? It was a friendly gesture’ you said. That fuelled his anger once again. He loved you, but you were rather naïve sometimes. Loki really didn’t want to have this fight, again. He needed you to stay with him, he couldn’t let go of you, he won’t do it ever. He walked a few steps in your direction and was relieved he didn’t see you back away. He put his arm on the lower of your back and leaned in ‘Is this a friendly gesture?’ he whispered. He noticed how your breath hitched a little, you leaned in a little closer and your lips were almost touching his. ‘I think you need a reminder who you belong to’ he said huskily. It was a bold move, but he hoped it would keep you from leaving him.
A sly smile appeared on his face as he saw you swallow hard at his words. He knew what buttons to push to get you there. He let his lips ghost over yours and held back the urge to kiss you again and again, until you were out of breath. He needed to hear you moan, feel you whiter underneath him and realize that you needed him, hopefully enough to stay with him. He slowly started to walk you backwards until your legs hit his bed. He laid you down and immediately crawled on top of you. He started to kiss your collarbone and made his way up to your throat and ear. Making sure to leave bruises and marks, he loved to mark you. That way everybody would know you were his, and only his. He felt your heartbeat increase and your soft gasps, making him smile against your skin.
‘You’re mine’ he growled lowly in your ear. He felt you shiver slightly and noticed goosebumps starting to appear on your skin. He got up and startled your legs. With one strong movement he ripped your dress right through. He couldn’t help but chuckle when he heard you gasp. Then he saw that you didn’t wore any underwear. He cocked an eyebrow to silently asked you why. ‘I thought this would be easier for you’ you smirked, answering his silent question. Loki felt his cock stir, but right before he could continue the thought of Steve being so close to you, without you wearing any underwear popped into his head. He tried to distract himself and latched his mouth to one of your nipples. He massaged the other one by rolling your hardened nipple between his thumb and index finger. Already gasping and panting for air, and I have barely begun. He started to feel a bit dizzy, but ignored it. Maybe I should have listened to Thor and ease up on the drinks next time.
When he was finished with your breasts he slowly trailed open mouth kisses down your body. Making sure to kiss every inch of your body. He hummed against your skin when he felt you spread your legs. He kissed you lower and lower, stopping right before he was at your clit. He was pleased to smell your arousal, a scent as divine as the finest flower on Asgard. He ghosted your clit, knowing that drove you crazy. He felt your hands in his hair, urging him to stop teasing you. Loki let his tongue slip out and give you a light lick on your clit. His plan was to have you begging for more, but when he heard the moan that left your lips, he lost it. He latched his mouth firmly on your clit and swirled the hardened bud with his tongue. You tried to buck away at the sudden stimulation, but pulled your thighs over his shoulders and hold you firmly in place. ‘O god.. o god..’ you started to chant. It was lovely to hear, but not enough. Loki upped his game and let two fingers enter between your folds. He felt the wetness between your thighs and his fingers met no resistance. He slowly started to finger-fuck you while swirling his tongue on your clit in the same rhythm.
After only a short time he felt your walls clench around his fingers and knew you were close. The thought to stop crossed his mind for a second, but he would hear you beg soon enough. ‘O god, Loki’ you cried out as he felt the wave of pleasure wash over you. Your walls clenched hard around his fingers and you tried to move his tongue away from your clit, but failed. He kept pumping in and out of you while slowly circling your clit with his tongue. He wanted to prolong the feeling of your pleasure as long as he could. Once he noticed you started to come down from your high, he shimmered your clothes away and kissed his way back up to your mouth.
He kissed you passionately while lining his hardened cock up with your entrance. ‘Hmm… Loki’ you moaned into the kiss. Right before he entered you he stilted and looked at you with a playful smile on his face. ‘Yes, darling?’ he asked feigning innocence. You tried to buck your hips so he would enter you, but Loki resisted.
‘If there is something you want, all you need to do is ask’ he mused while nibbling on your earlobe.
‘Take me’ you whispered. Loki kissed you eagerly again and entered you in one smooth motion. You gasped, you did it every time he entered you. It was his favourite part, every time. He felt your walls clenching down right away, and knew you still hadn’t come fully down from your orgasm. He didn’t give you time to recover and started to pound into you like this was the last time he would fuck you. Maybe it is. He tried to push the thought away and focus on your withering beneath him. He pulled your legs over his shoulder and leaned down to leave open kisses on your mouth. Sometimes he would slide his tongue in yours, exploring every inch and taking your breath away. He felt he was close and started to circle your clit with his fingers. He felt your walls clench and knew that if you came, he was done for. So, he stilted all movements and revelled inside when he hears a needy whine escape your lips.
‘Loki’ you panted, hoping that he would go on. But he made no movement.
‘Who do you belong to?’ he asked
‘You, I belong to you’ you said while catching your breath. Loki slowly started to resume his movements.
‘And who can make you feel like this?’ he grunted
‘God, yo- you, only you!’ you exclaimed when Loki picked up his pace.
‘Who’s this God you keep praying to?’ he mused, already knowing your answer.
‘You. God you. Please Loki, please let me come’ you begged him.
He snapped his hips as fast as he could and his fingers found your clit. He felt your walls clench. A feeling of pride went through him when he heard you chant his name so loud, the whole tower could probably hear it. In the middle of your orgasm, he felt his cock twitch and his seed spilled inside of you. Every time he came inside of you it felt like Valhalla itself. He pumped a few more times to ride out his own orgasm and pulled out. He laid down next to you, not wanting to collapse on top of you and crushing him with his weight. The feeling of dizziness grew and he even felt a little sick. Definitely drinking less next time. You crawled against him and he wrapped his arm around you. He was surprised when you kissed his cheek, not expecting the loving gesture.
‘You know, you don’t have to be jealous at Steve. There is nothing going on, I only want you’ you tried to reassure him. Loki just stared at the ceiling, he didn’t want to meet your gaze.
‘I don’t trust him’ he gritted through his teeth, trying to hold back his anger towards Steve.
‘Do you trust me?’ you asked him.
He was kind of startled that you asked him did. He looked into your eyes and saw a hint of hurt and desperation in them. He gave you a kiss on your forehead ‘With my life’ he whispered.
‘Then trust me, I will never leave you for Steve or any other man’ you tried to reassure him. You snuggled closer and kissed his chest. Loki wanted to tell you that you couldn’t possibly make such a promise, and that you shouldn’t. Not to him. But he was happy to have you next to him – for now - and didn’t want to spoil it. Not wanting to talk about it anymore he gave you a kiss on your head ‘We should clean up, you’re staying here tonight?’ he asked.
‘Of course, just like every other night this past week’ you giggled. You got up and went to the bathroom, while Loki cleaned himself with his seidr. ‘You need anything from the kitchen?’ he asked to you.
‘A water would be nice’ you replied from the bathroom.
Loki put on his sweatpants and went to the kitchen. He heard the party still in full swing on the floor above him. He opened the fridge to get a water bottle. When he closed he noticed that Steve had entered the kitchen, and he couldn’t give up his change to annoy him. ‘Sorry if we were too loud, I would tell you it won’t happen again tonight. But even I can’t tell that lie with a straight face’ Loki smirked towards Steve. He was a bit annoyed when Steve just shrugged ‘I barely heard the two of you’ he replied.
‘But I was a little concerned about you. You sure seemed a little intoxicated, you’re feeling better? Steve asked with genuine concern on his face. But Loki could see through the lie, he was actually mocking him. Knowing full well he drank too much, and why. Still, he played along.
‘Nothing a god like me can’t handle, mortal’ he replied rather dryly.
‘Good, for a moment there I was worried I had to take your lady home’ Steve said. This time making less of an attempt to show genuine concern.
‘You have nothing to worry about. I will always take her home’ he replied rather irritated.
The soldier just winked at him ‘Give it time’ he said while exiting the kitchen. Loki felt sick all over again and rushed towards the sink to vomit. When he was done he was scared that Steve had heard him, but he wasn’t there and didn’t hear him. He quickly cleaned the sink and his teeth with his seidr, while trying to figure out if it was Steve, the drinks, or a combination of both that caused him to vomit. I knew I shouldn’t trust him he thought. If Steve weren’t important to you, Loki would have killed him right now. Still, Steve’s intentions were very clear. Loki walked back towards his room and saw you already laying in his bed under the sheets. You were wearing one of his t-shirts and reading the book he had left there this morning.
Only the light of the nightstand was shining in the room. You looked up and smiled at him when he entered. He got under the covers with you and handed you your water bottle. You opened it and took a few sips ‘thanks’ you said. You put the book back on his nightstand and turned of the light. Loki couldn’t hold it in anymore. When you laid back down he immediately grabbed you, pulling you as close as he could. Fearing that if he let go right now, you would somehow vanish. ‘Loki? You alright?’ you whispered. He nuzzled his head against your chest and did something he hadn’t done in a very long time. He cried.
