#lookforanewangle

[eddiediaaz]

@summerofbuddie week one — mixed media ↳ some of my favorite buck/eddie pining songs [insp]

[inthemidstofbuddie]

hi kat! I am intrigued by this great british buck off that isn't what it seems 👀 tell me more 👀

lyss!!! you sent this nearly two months ago and i haven't gotten to it and i am SO sorry. i'm finally getting to it now because i miss writing fic so damn much and hope that talking about them will at least make me feel a little better. besides i have no idea when i'll get to this one, so! let me ramble 🫶

contrary to what the title implies, there's very little baking to do with this fic. i just called it that bc of the first image that came to mind for it. so i'm just gonna tell you what i wrote down in my notes app! which is where i keep track of my fics and also plot them out (fic exists as a way for me to give my brain a break from novels)

In Buck's new apartment, Eddie's sitting on the island and watching Buck bake. It feels kinda like watching Great British Bake Off because Buck has happy, friendly music playing and he keeps bringing things to Eddie to try, asking for Eddie's advice lie he's at all a fount of baking knowledge. And then Eddie, apropos of nothing, asks Buck why he moved out. They've already had this conversation--or rather, they've already talked about having this conversation, at least a half-dozen times. But they have nothing to see to today, with Chris away at a sleepover (this kid's social calendar, I swear) and the cookies aren't in the oven yet, so Eddie asks. And finally Buck says "I needed to learn how to be alone," and Eddie feels offended by that and demands to know who told him that "grand piece of advice." And Buck tells him it was Maddie, and Eddie wonders what the fuck he's ever done to Maddie to make her say something like that. Sure, she's caught Eddie starting at Buck more times than he can count, but that doesn't seem like reason enough to make her suggest Buck do something as insane as that. And Buck elaborates, explaining how he wasn't doing well after Eddie left, that it took him a week to actually move into Eddie's house, let alone spend the night there.

This is the first Eddie's hearing of any of this. Eddie admits "the plan was always to come back to you," and Buck pauses and frowns and says "You should've told me that." He goes on, saying he's the assumer who never wants to ask because it usually ends up hurting him, and Eddie's the one who always wants to ask but never wants to take the risk of assuming.

And Eddie's scared that him leaving fucked them up, broke what they had, ruined it all, and Buck shakes his head and says "Maybe our friendship just--" and Eddie slaps his hand over Buck's mouth, orders him to not finish that sentence because Buck can't mean that. Buck continues anyway, pulling Eddie's hand away (and Eddie lets him because he has never once not wanted to hear what Buck has to say, even if it hurts), and Buck says "That doesn't have to be a bad thing, Eddie. These things just happen. Like, I barely talk to Connor anymore." And of course Eddie panics, full blown panic attack, that makes him just check out for a minute. When he tunes back in, he faintly hears Buck talking to someone, maybe Maddie, because it turns out Buck was scared Eddie was having a heart attack. So after Eddie comes to and breathes and probably grabs Buck's phone and hangs up on Maddie, he grabs Buck's face and says "Tell me how to fix it, tell me what to do to fix what I broke," and Buck is so nonchalant about it all that it feels like he's shutting Eddie out again the same way he did after Bobby's funeral.

and well that's all i wrote down for this fic. presumably they talk it out and then make out with tongue and idk probably fuck, too, because they're buddie and i'm me. but yeah! there we have it! yay!!!

[tweetsongs]

rain you have compelled me with your mother's boy au 👀‼️

hello hello lyss!! yayyyyy mother's boy au!!! this one isn't at all plotted out and i just have random snippets floating around but here's a new one written for you <333

Buck's fingers twist in front of him. He looks down. Bobby frowns at whatever expression's on his face. "Buck," he speaks again, softer. "What's bumping you about this, kid?"

Too many things. Too many wants. Another typical Evan Buckley bit, the rollercoaster of anxieties roiling around in his mind.

"Cap--" the word slips out of him, well-worn, even though Bobby's retired months ago, now. "It's been…almost a year, since I've seen Eddie in person."

"But you two still speak frequently, don't you?" As if Bobby hasn't been there for most of it, watching the way that Buck treats his phone like an extension of himself now, fingers pressed over it like a nervous tic when he wants to say something to Eddie but can't just yet.

"On facetime, yeah, and through calls and text. But that's-- that's not the same." No shoulders bumping as they walk, no fistbumps. No thumb pressing soft and sacred to his collarbone. No hand in his, perfect trust in Eddie's eyes, letting him pull Eddie up, out, grasping for a second too long before letting go.

Buck barely remembers what Eddie smells like anymore. He only knows that no screen in the world can translate the exact shade of Eddie's eyes under a perfect LA afternoon sun.

(help me work on my wips!)

[redrosydiaz]

🌈🌈🌈 inspo!! gogogo youve got this!

but also.....✊✊✊✊✊ 👀🙏

helloooo lyss!! 🫶 this game has done wonders for my wips these last two days wahoo!! ty ty!!!

🌈: CHECK!

✊: ENJOY!

Eddie rolls towards Buck, hitching his thigh and throwing it over Buck’s, trapping him there. Keeping him close. It pushes his hips more firmly against Buck too, his dick sliding further into the loose circle of Buck’s fist. Eddie shudders with his whole body. Like he just can’t help it. His mouth drops open, at first in a silent moan, but when Buck tightens his fist, starts to drag it down the length of him, it punches the real thing out of Eddie.

make me write!

[regina-cordium]

hiiiii how about 9 and 10 for selkie au 👀

9. share 4 out of context images that you feel represent a wip

OOOH, this is good. pinterest LOVES to see me coming.

10. share a song (or songs) that you feel represents a wip

i mean. there's Thee selkie song.

[buckpussy]

hi can I ask for the anastasia wip link? 👀

https://www.tumblr.com/wernerherzogs/785794052148887552?source=share

yes of course ☺️

[ronandreams]

tagged by @lookforanewangle to put my on repeat playlist on shuffle and post the first ten. thank u lyss! ✨️

my boy only breaks his favorite toys, taylor swift

fortnight, taylor swift & post malone

down bad, taylor swift

even in arcadia, sleep token

everybody supports women, sofia isella

dangerous, sleep token

dandelion, ariana grande

the doll people, sofia isella

past self, sleep token

silver spoon, erin lecount

i was hoping the subway by chappell roan would show up, it's my number one on repeat rn lol

tagging: @henrywinteris, @betharmon, @userlorelai, @cavarage, @sirikenobilegends, @spiteslucanis, @bvck-barnes, @bruceewayne, @manichalseys, @ncttcday.

[missingsceneszine]

Our next mod is Lyss, who will be creating our graphics and the layout for the zine!

This will be Lyss's fourteenth zine that she has been a graphics/layout mod for, and she is excited to be adding this project to her list! Her full list of zines (as well as her art links) can be found on her carrd, and she can be found on tumblr, bluesky, and ao3 under @lookforanewangle.

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