#lookforanewangle

[eddiediaaz]

@summerofbuddie week one — mixed media ↳ some of my favorite buck/eddie pining songs [insp]

[inthemidstofbuddie]

hi kat! I am intrigued by this great british buck off that isn't what it seems 👀 tell me more 👀

lyss!!! you sent this nearly two months ago and i haven't gotten to it and i am SO sorry. i'm finally getting to it now because i miss writing fic so damn much and hope that talking about them will at least make me feel a little better. besides i have no idea when i'll get to this one, so! let me ramble 🫶

contrary to what the title implies, there's very little baking to do with this fic. i just called it that bc of the first image that came to mind for it. so i'm just gonna tell you what i wrote down in my notes app! which is where i keep track of my fics and also plot them out (fic exists as a way for me to give my brain a break from novels)

In Buck's new apartment, Eddie's sitting on the island and watching Buck bake. It feels kinda like watching Great British Bake Off because Buck has happy, friendly music playing and he keeps bringing things to Eddie to try, asking for Eddie's advice lie he's at all a fount of baking knowledge. And then Eddie, apropos of nothing, asks Buck why he moved out. They've already had this conversation--or rather, they've already talked about having this conversation, at least a half-dozen times. But they have nothing to see to today, with Chris away at a sleepover (this kid's social calendar, I swear) and the cookies aren't in the oven yet, so Eddie asks. And finally Buck says "I needed to learn how to be alone," and Eddie feels offended by that and demands to know who told him that "grand piece of advice." And Buck tells him it was Maddie, and Eddie wonders what the fuck he's ever done to Maddie to make her say something like that. Sure, she's caught Eddie starting at Buck more times than he can count, but that doesn't seem like reason enough to make her suggest Buck do something as insane as that. And Buck elaborates, explaining how he wasn't doing well after Eddie left, that it took him a week to actually move into Eddie's house, let alone spend the night there.

This is the first Eddie's hearing of any of this. Eddie admits "the plan was always to come back to you," and Buck pauses and frowns and says "You should've told me that." He goes on, saying he's the assumer who never wants to ask because it usually ends up hurting him, and Eddie's the one who always wants to ask but never wants to take the risk of assuming.

And Eddie's scared that him leaving fucked them up, broke what they had, ruined it all, and Buck shakes his head and says "Maybe our friendship just--" and Eddie slaps his hand over Buck's mouth, orders him to not finish that sentence because Buck can't mean that. Buck continues anyway, pulling Eddie's hand away (and Eddie lets him because he has never once not wanted to hear what Buck has to say, even if it hurts), and Buck says "That doesn't have to be a bad thing, Eddie. These things just happen. Like, I barely talk to Connor anymore." And of course Eddie panics, full blown panic attack, that makes him just check out for a minute. When he tunes back in, he faintly hears Buck talking to someone, maybe Maddie, because it turns out Buck was scared Eddie was having a heart attack. So after Eddie comes to and breathes and probably grabs Buck's phone and hangs up on Maddie, he grabs Buck's face and says "Tell me how to fix it, tell me what to do to fix what I broke," and Buck is so nonchalant about it all that it feels like he's shutting Eddie out again the same way he did after Bobby's funeral.

and well that's all i wrote down for this fic. presumably they talk it out and then make out with tongue and idk probably fuck, too, because they're buddie and i'm me. but yeah! there we have it! yay!!!

[redrosydiaz]

🌈🌈🌈 inspo!! gogogo youve got this!

but also.....✊✊✊✊✊ 👀🙏

helloooo lyss!! 🫶 this game has done wonders for my wips these last two days wahoo!! ty ty!!!

🌈: CHECK!

✊: ENJOY!

Eddie rolls towards Buck, hitching his thigh and throwing it over Buck’s, trapping him there. Keeping him close. It pushes his hips more firmly against Buck too, his dick sliding further into the loose circle of Buck’s fist. Eddie shudders with his whole body. Like he just can’t help it. His mouth drops open, at first in a silent moan, but when Buck tightens his fist, starts to drag it down the length of him, it punches the real thing out of Eddie.

make me write!

[paolosorrentinos]

hi can I ask for the anastasia wip link? 👀

https://www.tumblr.com/wernerherzogs/785794052148887552?source=share

yes of course ☺️

[ronandreams]

tagged by @lookforanewangle to put my on repeat playlist on shuffle and post the first ten. thank u lyss! ✨️

my boy only breaks his favorite toys, taylor swift

fortnight, taylor swift & post malone

down bad, taylor swift

even in arcadia, sleep token

everybody supports women, sofia isella

dangerous, sleep token

dandelion, ariana grande

the doll people, sofia isella

past self, sleep token

silver spoon, erin lecount

i was hoping the subway by chappell roan would show up, it's my number one on repeat rn lol

tagging: @henrywinteris, @betharmon, @userlorelai, @cavarage, @sirikenobilegends, @spiteslucanis, @bvck-barnes, @bruceewayne, @manichalseys, @ncttcday.

[missingsceneszine]

Our next mod is Lyss, who will be creating our graphics and the layout for the zine!

This will be Lyss's fourteenth zine that she has been a graphics/layout mod for, and she is excited to be adding this project to her list! Her full list of zines (as well as her art links) can be found on her carrd, and she can be found on tumblr, bluesky, and ao3 under @lookforanewangle.

Applications are now open! Send us those portfolios!

>> Artist Application

>> Writer Application

[smoothoperatorleclerc]

hi Bex!! 1, 11, 20 for the ask game :]

hiii lyss! thank you so much for asking, that means so much to me :)

1.) the last sentence you wrote

I’m going to use the last sentence I wrote on my hilson chapter fic im working on since yall have already seen all the drabbles I’ve written and posted today!

‘House let out an involuntary gasp of air at the sight of Wilson on his knees; his head spinning as his brain merged the images from the porn he’d just been watching with the image of Wilson grinning up at him from his place between House’s legs. Wilson’s hand crept up his thigh, increasing in pressure as his palm ghosted over the bulge in House’s pants before rubbing back and forth teasingly.’

11.) a WIP you’d like to finish someday

oooh okay this is a good question. and quite an easy answer actually. I think for me it would be my destiel dean!bachelor au fic. I published the first chapter and I was halfway through chapter 2 and had all the chapters outlined but it was just such an undertaking word count wise that I got intimidated and stopped writing it. but someday I would absolutely love to finish it!

20.) in what year did you publish your first fic?

2012 is when I started writing fics on wattpad. those were such cringe days looking back on it now. but I like to think of how far I’ve come and how much my writing has improved in leaps and bounds and how much of a difference all those years have made to create my own unique style and art within writing!

fic writer asks!

[iinryer]

hi kaitlin! kindly requesting 🛬🙏

Chris just nods slowly, quiet for a moment before asking, “Did you ever run away from home?”

The ‘when you were my age’ is implied, and Eddie’s gut reaction is to say no. But…

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[emoji wip game]