#looking for support

[graveyardfisher]

Honestly I cant keep parading anymore Ive been trying to believe that im neurotypical and ive just been delusioned into thinking im a system and that i have disorders but Its really hard to ignore something that disturbsbmy life constantly

But i still cant help but think im faking it all and its only just depression and anxiety Andi dont even know why id fake it. I guess i just want a label for why i cant function and i think thats a reasonable thing to want but my mom doesnt believe me and has invalidated me time and time again and my therapists and psychiatrists dont believe me

I think im a traumagenic system. I dissociate and its been the memory and headaches thats been causing me problems and i guess the other people with me are unpleasant to be around but I got fakeclaimed once and im so scared of it happening again

I once got a message on my strawpage telling me to “stop faking disorders [i] dont have” and i cant hep but keep thinking about that even though i have tried to do my research and ive constantly been doubting myself in regards to it

[egglit-the-determined]

My fiancée of 5 years just left me and I’m feeling very alone, if anybody sees this I would love to be able to chat, ty 💖💖

[princesscour-blog]

It’s been a really rough week..

I have been working 15 hour days consisting of 9 hour work days and 5-6 hour rehearsals. My mental and physical state are shot, and I can’t regress at work. If there are any 18+ littles or even some caregivers that would like to message me for support that would be so appreciated. Encouraging asks are also welcome!

[lordoflerion]

Day #9 Of Trying to Be a Person Again

Progress at last.

I started cleaning my room today. It's certainly going to take a while but I brought down one hamper and filled around half a garbage bag with the papers and Pepsi cans around my room. I also fed the animals while my parents were away and loaded the dishwasher.

Better to start now than never, I guess.

I also made another mask today. I'm feeling good for now. I hope that stays. After spending the last three months like this it'll be nice to get out.

[myluckymoon]

Hello sorry for an ask. I am very sick, my asthma is at its maximum level, my nose freezes, I have no medicine or food. I am in bad shape financially, I am a black disabled, who uses multiple medications, I pay for my food and lodging

Unfortunately I do not have all the resources to keep me safe, that is why I need your help, whatever you can contribute to me will be of great help.

❗

[a-araiguma-a]

Hi! My name is Araiguma (it's a raccoon in Japanese), I'm 24 y. I want to say right away that English is not my native language, and I am far from fluent in it. I usually use translators to express my thoughts, so I apologize in advance for possible mistakes. But despite this, I just wanted to talk a little bit and say a huge thank you to many authors for their work. Thank you for continuing to create and develop your universes — your stories inspire and delight!

This is not my first Tumblr account, but the first one where I write in English. My journey here began back in 2012, when I wrote about life and work in my native language. I have always had a rich imagination, but unfortunately, it is difficult for me to convey my thoughts in text. Ideas spin in your head, develop, but often stay there, or, at best, reach notes on your phone.

Now I want to try myself as an author and maybe write a couple of fanfiction using Ai. But how do you put all your thoughts together and turn them into full-fledged stories? Does anyone know? I will be glad to receive any advice and support. Thank you for visiting my page!

*dividers in my posts are taken here: @enchanthings

[mutantplayz]

i am so sad tumblrcommunity is not supporting my youtubechannel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCSkL0e5cZKXnccAuHneaEoQ