I won’t glorify or romanticize heartbreak, for me it was a kind of death and I was forced to keep living
~ Warsan Shire

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I won’t glorify or romanticize heartbreak, for me it was a kind of death and I was forced to keep living
~ Warsan Shire
And sometimes I wonder, if you really wanted to loose me.
Loose me in the depths of what you wished was yourself.
Loose me in the depths of what I hoped I wouldn't loose.
And sometimes I wonder, if maybe I lost myself too.
Am I loosing myself again? Or it's just me again
Loosing
Maybe there are people out there suffering and feeling loss more than me, maybe I just overthink everything. But, I want to be kind to myself and not hate me for all the stupid things I’ve done in my life. I am not always sad but then when I am alone that is most of the time, I find myself in situation where I do not feel like human. What do I feel? Nothing!
My daily life is like sleeping, working, sleeping, eating.. and that’s how my days pass by one by one. I do not feel need of anything, like “I really wanna do this, I really want this in my life, I am really passionate about me”. I know people say let things flow but is it really how humans are supposed to live? Empty?
The only concerns I have are- I am getting sick, my head is hurting, I might let other people down. Where is passion, motivation, sadness, happiness? I miss the person I was, person I lost just because of someone else.
You don't understand.
does anyone else feel like they’re slowly losing the ‘edge’ in their music taste?? because I’m a former emo kid who used to love pop punk and heavy rock and screamo, like the whole 9 yards. but now I’m twenty and the music that I used to love seems too dark for me. I’m finding that I much rather listen to indie or folk, and it’s confusing because ‘heavier’ music used to make me so happy. now it just makes me upset. but it’s sad because it seems like I’m losing my sense of self and I don’t know what to do about it..
I feel like someone else has taken over my body and I’m just watching from behind closed walls. I don’t recognize myself.
Have you ever realised that you’ve lost yourself somewhere along the way.