I wish you could see how much I truly care about you. You have no idea how much crying and pain you are causing me. It's not your fault. I can't stand to be where we are today. You wont even look at me in the face or speak one word to me. What happened? We use to be so close, talked everyday and helped each other through the roughest parts of our lives. I cried in your arms when I had no one to go to, you held my hand till I calmed down and kept me close. I saw your locker sign you made for me last year in my locker and it syas "best friends forever" I had to hold back the tears all day! When I got home today I picked up a picture of the two if us and just broke down. I miss you and I want my Hannah back. Remember when I texted you saying, 'I need my Hannah' and you came all the way to my house just to pick me up and calm me down? You stopped me from cutting and almost killing myself. I just want you back and everything back to normal. I'm tired of crying. :( I want my best friend back. I really want you to get the help you need, but I dont want you ignoring me and not talking to me. I promise to do anything for you! Just come back and can we go back please? I wish you knew how I truly feel! I'm to scared to even come up to you. Don't you trust me?!? What did I do to you? Is it my fault?! Tell me whats wrong and I will change just for you. I want my Hannah back! But no matter what I will always love you <3 all my tears are for you. I want you to be happy! I miss you Hannah! :'(