#lovendfear

[lovendfear]

take me to a place where all is calm

find me a sanctuary,

where i can be free.

take me to a place where,

there’s no expectations

find me a land where i can be me.

[lovendfear]

i used to want to be your friend

you made me feel bad for you.

you saw my empathy and twisted it

into something

you could take advantage of.

sharp words with double meanings

coming back to stab me again and again

you played naive

you played victim

and even now

months later

your words come back to lash at my heart

tearing across my skin

and now all i feel towards you is anger

[lovendfear]

don’t use your mental illness to make excuses about you behavior. don’t use your past to make excuses about your behavior. the fact that you make excuses proves that you know what you’re doing is wrong. own it, apologize, and let the people affected be.