#lovesick2

[absolutebl]

“It barely takes a moment to fall in love, why does it still hurt so much to say goodbye?” 

~ Noh in Love Sick 

[albakabyro]

(Byro Productions)

[hola-soy-fufu]

Our love is sick.

[audcline]

Life goes on after Lovesick.

Everything haven’t sink in to me yet. One of my favourite Thai teenage bl drama is over. Lovesick just ended and my life every weekend won’t be the same anymore. But before anything else I want to thank the person behind this wonderful novel, the author. There’s no Lovesick without you P’. Thank you for imparting your story to all of us. To the production, writers, directors, crews and casts of these wonderful series thank you for sharing to us the life, emotions and value of these story/series. I will never forget Lovesick and i know from time to time i’m still going to re-watch it. I will never forget the emotions i invested in these series. It was honestly wonderful to wait for the next episodes and then look back at it for many more days after watching.  But everything needs an ending. That’s inevitable.

After watching the last episode, i know that i am not completely satisfied. I don’t know why, maybe because I need more of my EarnPete and OhmMick. I need to see their progress as a couple and all. Knowing that Phunnoh (issue) was resolved, yet the other pair and other characters were like left somewhere in the story. There’s still a lot of questions in my head that i know won’t be heard anymore. So i just need to accept that and see things in a new perspective.

But that doesn’t mean i didn’t like how it ends, there’s still things that made me so happy. Like how i was hoping and praying for quite a while that Earn and Pete should become real and i believe EarnPete become real in the ending and that made me very happy. After so many torturous and chaotic events in their journey, finally, they found the light. TT^TT And then there’s Ohm and Mick. Oh god! I will miss these two so much. I just wish that since the kiss was interrupted by the teacher they should have at least hug for a sweeter series ender. But actually No legit kiss happened and I’m quite disappointed.  Overall, everything for the side pairs were mostly “happy open endings”  there is no actual ending point for them. It’s like leaving the rest to the viewers. Which i hope they didn’t do, tbh.

I hope that the bond that we’re built between each and every casts  will remain strong. The memories lives in them and the friendship that was born in this project will last a lifetime.  Thank you very much Lovesick. I will miss you. (esp. August, Na, Min, Captain and Pineare)  Aww~ so the question now...how to move on? I think i need more and more and more animes and Hey Say JUMP to watch now to cope up. Huhu~ TT^TT

[audcline]

Goodbyes...

What am I doing? retweeting each and every tweet of Lovesick casts about tonight's final episode. Too painful. TT_TT //le sobs

[audcline]

This is going to be a RIOT...NO! I’m just joking.

This is going to be random and completely self-opinionated post. Read at your own risk. This is pure fangirling and a little bit of a rant about  last Saturday and Sunday’s episodes. After watching  episodes 32-33, i’ve decided to write, to vent out, to express my feelings since I really can’t contain it at the moment. This overdue couple, yes, Im referring to Earn and Pete is finally showing some spark, but still very complicated. But the good thing about Earn is that he decided to hear the truth from Phun despite of  the obvious answer. Maybe he wanted some clarification so that he could finally accept it and move on. And here’s poor Pete, feeling broken for what his friend did and said to him. When Earn said not to hurt his friend’s feelings (referring to Noh) i felt that Earn is being completely bias. So what does he think of Pete after all? Isn’t he his friend as well? A friend who always care for him? Someone who think only the best for him? Then he’s just gonna say that as if they were not bestfriends? I really wanted to smack Earn for being careless in his words. But despite that, my intuition is telling me that a love will soon bloom for these two. I believe that this is like a test for them, it’ll get better somehow. Those silent glances at the train that implies something deeper. EarnPete, im not giving up on you yet.

 And here comes Ohm who just came from the camp. ( I actually miss baby Mick, finally we can see him again. Yay!) It was so sweet that the first person Ohm wanted to see after being dragged in the camp is Mick. hehe. But it would have been sweeter if they were able to solve their problem. TT__TT  Honestly, I thought Ohm’s much braver now but  he’s still the same old sh*t. But i understand, it’s hard to say sorry. And it’s harder when the other party doesn’t want to listen. Mick is obviously in chaos. His mind is flying, thinking about what happened and all. He’s confuse and just like Ohm, he doesn’t know how to fix this mess. These two need to try harder, they should push their selves if they really want to fix this and be at peace. We all know that their feelings are mutual it’s just that, it can’t reach them. They need to stand up and be brave and confess their feelings. I can’t wait for these two to become official.

 And the highlight of these episodes, is Noh and Yuri. All throughout the series Yuri has been my favourite girl, and it never change up to this point. I love her even more after these episodes. Hehe. (TBH, I kinda ship NohYuri). That’s why when Noh broke up with Yuri I was crying and i feel very sad. But that’s how the story goes, Noh is for Phun, and that’s a fact. Upon reading the novel, I understand many things why Noh love Yuri. She’s totally different from other girls and that’s what Noh loves about her. She’s a very special girl/friend that Noh cherish.

I actually love that scene where Noh swam near Yuri and gave his polo to Yuri without hesitations for her to use as a cover for her body, he’s still the gentleman and kind hearted Noh that Yuri know. I felt something piercing my heart while watching these two ignoring each other since the camp started. It feels heavy and uncomfortable to see these two who used to be super close having cold treatment.  Until that scene with Jeed happened. Yuri might look weak, childlike and naive but she know how to fight back. She know when to fight back.  She stand up for the person she love and don’t let other people judge or be little them. Yuri knows Noh more than anyone, more than Jeed. And I am such a proud fangirl when Yuri slapped Jeed (*nods* That’s my girl! *pat her at the back*)

And the most anticipating part was when Yuri went to Noh’s residence. I don’t understand Thai, but i think Pineare did a great job executing that scene. Tears fell from my eyes when Yuri and Noh hug each other implying that they’re in good terms now. That the messed between them is finally over. They were able to save their friendship and that’s more than enough. And you can see from Noh how grateful he was for winning Yuri’s trust and acceptance again. *le sobs* that’s my favourite scene from the episode. TT^TT 

Three episodes left and i’m not yet ready for the finale. I hope that the ending won’t be a rush. The series started okay, and became more and more interesting each episodes until it totally consume me. I think there’s still too many things to fix for the characters i hope they won’t just fit everything at the ending. I want a more satisfying ending for all my beloved couples.

[audcline]

Title:  Impossibility Pairing:  EarnPete Type: Drabble Genre: Angst, Unrequited love Summary:  Pete wants to give up. :’( 

Self-love... Self-respect... Self-worth...

I feel like I'm slowly losing them. I feel like i'm slowly losing my self amidst all the chaotic events and deeply rooted emotions. But the thing is, it's truly impossible to lose them completely, they're just there becoming too harmful and too destructive, ready to inflict pain any moment in time. It's insane how this emotions bring unbearable conflicts to your thoughts. It's frightening how falling in love changes you.

I'm in love with Earn. Cliche as it is but nothing hurt the most than seeing the person you love, love somebody else. Nothing is more crazier than acting so against it without him having a hint that you're being too overprotective because you can't tell right straight to his face that you don't want him looking deeply in love to someone else. And everytime he shrug that gaze when your eyes meet, whenever he shake off your hands and ignore you, you just take a deep sigh and broke. Wishing  that the ground would open up and eat you alive for the shame and pain it tainted you. 

Even though what I am trying to do is to take him away from harm. But Earn, is being completely stubborn, love has turned him blind. He has nothing to go against the School Council's Phun. If only he know that. If only he see through my eyes, he’ll understand why I’m desperately trying to pull him out of this battlefield, he’s been hurt enough. Can you please listen to me for once? Can you please stop your heart for Noh and listen to my heart for once? 

I'm tired. Fuckin tired.

Let me give up on you.

Please.

Earn, I don't want this anymore.  

"Because there is a saying that goes, "The first one to fall in love losses.""

A/N: My very first Lovesick (EarnPete) drabble. I am a sucker for angst lately. I am not confident writing fiction about these two since it’s my first time writing that involves this couple. But I hope you enjoy this one. Shout-out to my fellow EarnPete/NgernGust fans! Let’s pray hard for our ship not to sink in the next season.  \(^___^)/ 

[edwinretson]

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