Nov 27, 2020
I am feeling so lost lately..
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I am feeling so lost lately..
brokenheartmomma
@lovestootemporary // plotted starter // for gia
He spots her, briefly, as he walks the streets of Bordeaux. It makes him freeze where he is, eyes scanning the crowd looking for any sign of her. It had to be a trick of his damaged mind - or even the piece of the Hollow in his mind playing a cruel game on him. There was simply no way she was here. Gia died; YEARS AGO.
“What game are you playing?” Elijah whispered under his breath; but the Hollow was quiet. He takes a few careful steps forward, still scanning the crowd. Despite knowing that it was likely just some imagery to torment him - he spoke, just loud enough for a vampire to hear over the busy street. “Gia?”
FALLING AND FAILING IN LOVE
I fell in love, it was love at first sight and I couldn't remove my eyes off him. We started talking and I knew this is going to be a bad decision but that didn't stop me from falling in love head over heels.
It was a beautiful 6 years relationship we became the best friends there can be. We had all the ups and downs together. We saw each other at our best and the worst. So many dates, movies and trips. What more could I have asked for.
He used to say look I dont believe in marriages, so I love you and will always love you with all my heart wherever you are. I thought that was so romantic and dont know why I believed oh that would change. I never thought in my wildest dreams that would be the end of it.
What do I say now? what do I do now? I have no idea what happens now. I can't hate him because he never lied, he never cheated and he really loves me with all his heart. But is that enough?
Well now when I look back, there are things i am picking out just to tell myself oh he was never good enough for me. But is that fair? I have imagined my life with him and it's beautiful. I have lived with this idea for 6 years and now I don't know what do I do?
I fell in love and love failed me!!!
@lovestootemporary sent: ❝ do you really think that someone like him is actually gonna be with you when this is all done? ❞ ( 😬 from eleanor, of course. oop )
❝ did i ask for your opinion? ❞ her voice is cutting, annoyed even if the conversation’s only just begun. but ellie has a tendency to bring out the worst in her. it’s the curse of sisterhood. of sharing every single minute of her entire life with her worst enemy slash best friend. regardless, eleanor’s words get under her skin --- they always do --- and she drags her eyes away from the man in question, bristling as she shoots another glare towards her twin. ❝ besides we don’t even have a thing. so...there is no being together when all of this is done. ❞
Let's drive through the night and kiss and smile and talk about life.
brokenheartmomma
You are beautiful. Every part of you. Your body. Your mind. Your eyes. Your lips. Remember that.
brokenheartmomma
Do you know the moment you just don't feel well and you have no idea why?
today, for a sec I felt like I was going to lose my mum. and it was the worst feeling in the world , you can’t even imagine. the person, who loves me the most. the person , who supports, hugs and gives me advice whenever I need it. i love u, mum <3