ya know doin a lil #HappyBirthdayMa Picnic! was a beautiful #AutumnDayAfternoon fer a lil after work party #nstuff. asked her how she doin, she said, “ aint bout me boy, im good, how you doin?” told her big upcomin plans, told her i aint got no regrets & aint losin' track of which way im goin.” told her, i aint gonna double back, no, dont want no misplay, aint put on no display.” she said, “an angel? no!” i said, “i know my way, oh yeah, oh. i used follow, yeah, thats true, but my followin days are over, now i just gotta follow through.” and i remember what my ma said. she said "boy, life is simple, its either cherry red or midnight blue, oh yeah.” it was a good visit, ya could tell by the way she sat in the chair she had been losin weight nstuff. it was gittin cold & i had shit to do, so i told he i loved her & missed her. she reciprocated back the same. said she had a big ass whip lash bday bash she had ta git round fer. even said eddie van halen was gonna play fer her!!! as i left she said, “now go follow your arrow boy, im watchin, i got ya back!” #GoneButNotForgotten #LoveYouMa #MissYouMa #AMothersLoveNeverDies #InTheGarden #UncloudedDay #WillTheCircleBeUnbroken #FollowYourArrow #SeeYouOnTheOtherSide #truth #SoberIsSexy #HopeAnchorsTheSoul #ODAAT #FunInRecovery #NextLevel #LifeInRecovery #ProgressNotPerfection #NamasteBitches #DrunkLivesMatter #BeGoodToYourself #MyStoryIsntOverYet; #LiveLearnLoveLife (at Lindenwood Cemetery) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVgSTlIrAa-/?utm_medium=tumblr