#m.muses

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the concept of martin who hated anything to do with jane prentiss bringing jon a jar of her ashes just to calm him down WAAAAA </3 oh how i love them dearly

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i'm always stuck between jon being a regular dude with demigod powers and him being an actual eldritch monster walking around but i'd also like to consider a jon who becomes more monster-like when he gets emotional. his eyes start turning greener and glow, his nails getting sharp, maybe the ends of his hair slowly warping into audio tape rolls and they levitate and whip around like there's wind ...

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dear god i forgot its brutal pipe murder day ..

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jonmartin being red for valentines :'3 look at my boys go

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jonathan "i never meant to hurt u but somehow i knew i would. will it be like this forever?" sims + martin "id reach into your body and fix u if i could. will i feel like this forever?" blackwood

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the ending of tma s5 but it's the song steady by bella kay. (that song that's popular in tiktok edits rn)

martin's "i want it" trying to save a self-sacrificing jon as jon shoves a knife into his hands and jon's "i can't" as he's given up on himself, seeing his life as useless and not worthy for the things he's done. and martin's so in love with him, he'll do anything for jon, even the worst thing he's ever done to anyone all because jon is begging him to, saying he doesn't know how to live anymore and doesn't even think he's alive anymore, not really

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i love when martin crashes out fr. give that man a weapon right nyeow.

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the tma fandom has such unique ship names. teaholding. lonelyeyes. eye eye captain. ringworm. doorkeay. watch party. terminal velocity. what the girlfriends.