#maddiebuckley

[buckleysibz]

2ddie in blue button downs over white undershirts*

[911fangirltheseries]

Watch '9-1-1' clip of Bobby's tense reunion with his mom — plus, the time jump you missed

'9-1-1' star Peter Krause's Bobby has tense reunion with his mom (Leslie Ann Warren) in exclusive preview clip. Plus, the time jump you prob

[imtheiliad]

Maddie Buckley -> ✨ ⤷ @graceryders

[image description 5 gifs of Maddie Buckley from 911. gif 1: from season 2 episode 1, Maddie smiles at Buck. gif 2: from season 3 episode 6, Maddie smiles at Chimney. gif 3: from season 3 episode 10, Chimney twirls Maddie as she smiles wearing a santa hat. gif 4: from season 3 episode 18, Maddie smiles as she hugs Chimney after they discover she is pregnant. gif 5: from season 4 episode 8: Maddie smiles at Chimney as they toss a onesie to each other. /end ID]

[oneshotnewbie]

Abused part 2 pls

A/N: Trigger warning. Mentions of blood and death. Read at your own risk.

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Buck clutched your cold hand as the ambulance swerved it's way to the hospital. Before the paramedics could bring you into the ambulance, you stopped breathing. While one of the men was already compressing your chest an trying to regain a heart rhythm, the other tried to insert at tube between the pumping to expand your lungs and get you to breathe.

They were doing everything they could to revive you.

Your brothers initial tears of shock had subsided and were replaced by the panic that had begun to set in, fear bubbled up inside of him that he could lose the most important person in his life besides his other sister. For him, it felt like losing a part of himself.

When the ambulance stopped in front of the hospital, the paramedics rushed the stretcher through the door. The blood that was now dripping from your body onto the lounger made itself independent and formed a red line on the bare tile floor where the rollers slid over it.

The blonde ran with you so fast and so far until he was stopped by the nurses and reluctantly had to let go of your hand. "You can't go past this point, Mr..?" The nurse and one of the paramedics stopped him from forcing his way through the door and getting to you, totally ignoring the question, his eyes still fixed on the distance where you were pushed around the corner and disappeared.

Still, he tried to follow. "I promised I wouldn't leave her!"

"Doctors will come to you and give you information about her condition as soon as she is stable. Please sit in the waiting room until then."

Buckley stumbled a few steps backwards and everything started for him to move like in slow motion. The people who were rushing back and forth next to him a short while ago were now blurred and slower. The ticking of the clock slowed down, the noise deepened and he turned once in a circle, barely controlling his body.

He looked down at trembling and bloody hands that revealed his true feelings. He had to be strong for you, the fear and panic could wait, his tears could disappear from his face. Buck was always the strongest one of you three, he had to. But now, he had to be extra strong.

For you.

A hand touched his shoulder blade and he turned. It was his older sister and Athena, which probably rushed her up from work in the police car so she wouldn't get nervous in traffic and go crazy. Despite all the negative emotions he felt swirling inside of him, he found happiness deep inside knowing, that they were there with him.

Maddie fell around his neck crying and her arms pressed him closer to her. Her sobbing could hardly be overheard, even if the hospital had the greatest back round noise. Buck didn't hugged her back, he was paralyzed in his rigidity. The only thing that was moving were his eyes - they wandered to the dark-haired one in front of him.

She must have seen something in his eyes or maybe he wasn't good at hiding his feelings when she stepped closer and put a hand on his cheek. "Sometimes, it's okay not to be strong."

Once this sentence got threw into the room, he collapsed into her sisters arms and let her hold him together before Athena slowly lead them over to the empty chairs in the waiting room, where they both sat down next to each other and Maddie continued to hold him in her arms tightly.

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Slowly you opened your eyes - but pinching them back together when the light hit your eyes too strong.

You had expected grey, cold walls with beeping machines around you and nurses that hooked you up to some IV's. But this place was large and empty, almost like a classroom without anything in it.

You looked down at you and saw, that you were no longer bleeding. Scared, you pinched yourself and felt no pain - your arm was no longer bruised and you could stand on your leg. All your blemishes had vanished into nothing. Your casual clothes that were blood smired were no longer on your body and you realized that you had a white, knee long dress on. Not a hospital gown, but more like a girly summer dress.

You felt like it was just a bad nightmare and you were waking up.

You didn't think you could been happier; you danced to the slow harmonic melody and spun in little circles before you stopped, seeing a person watching you. "Hello?" you whispered but you became no answer. You slowly took a step forward, as if you were floating on clouds before you stopped again and looked a little sharper.

"Grandmother.." you stated before your legs started to sprint towards the woman and you leaped into her open arms. Her arms tightened around your middle and you hugged her back. You closed your eyes and took in the warmth and the homely aura that flew around her.

You could feel her?

You quickly detached yourself from her again and jumped a few inches away from her before you looked her deep in the eyes. It was definitely your grandma, that couldn't be a fake, a stupid prank or a dream.

Then it hit you out of the blue.

"Am I dead?" she laughed slightly and held out her hand to your face. You hesitated and shrank before the warmth of her palm reached your cheek and you gave in. She gently caressed your reddish cheek and gave you a half-hearted smile.

It didn't look real, but you couldn't feel any negative or sad tension. It was as if this level didn't allow any sadness and there was none here. But where were you anyway? Your grandmother died and was in heaved so you assumed you were too.

"No." she said finally. "You're just here for a visit. Consider it as a reward for all the pain you've been going through before you came here."

[melodramas]

4, 8, 10 for the book asks <3

4. a book which had a tv adaption that was better than the book itself?

answered here!

8. the best protagonist u have ever seen in a book and why?

fang runin from the poppy war is my favorite character of all time. she was done dirty by the narrative but i still absolutely love her. she's strong and stubborn and smart and passionate and i relate to her a little too much so she's forever my number one girl

10. the worst book u have ever read?

competition is strong for this one! but recently immortal longings by chloe gong was a real disappointment and i was fighting for my life to get through every single page which is a shame because i did enjoy chloe's debut. here's my full review if anyone is interested!

book asks!

[elliefayelucas18]

I love them! ❤

[meowser-clancy]

I just realized we might still be getting the scene where chimney finds out about Jee’s hospital visit. I think my heart literally stopped for a second.  I really really really don’t want to see if/how it gets twisted.

[cbljlh]

"Me when the mental breakdown pops up on me"

😅