#mah thoughts

[mah-t-wordblog]

Late happy pride month meus amorecos (don’t know how to express this in English sorry)

[ticklesandboxysmiles]

Everywhere I go

He’s watching me

Omg I just want to eat Jungkook

[all-hail-stevinel]

Okay so i’ve been seein some ppl say that Spinel and the Diamonds were ignoring Steven’s problems and not giving helpful advice and ngl….i dont agree?? I mean, i kinda get it but tbh i think they did the best they could at addressing Steven’s core issues w/o havin the needed context since it's clear that he hasn't spoken to them since Spinel left so how were they to know how he’s been?

Tbh i think what they had to say wasn't what Steven wanted to hear because it wasn't an easy answer but needed to. I mean for one:

Yellow, without as many words, showed Steven that despite her past cruel actions she is trying to fix it by dedicating time towards those she's wronged. Showing that even the most unforgivable actions can be amended for with effort and dedication, so much so that now, her powers once destructive and anger-driven now have reversed into the ability to heal forms and alter them on command. 

Yellow not only is working to be better, but she has control over her form and that of others. Lol sounds like something Steven could use, huh? 

After all the damage I’ve done, it’s only right to use my powers for a little reconstructive work on the gems I’ve hurt.

Then BLUE, my floaty weed cloud queen had her own hard-hitting advice for Steven. While I can admit the drug clouds are definitely not a solution for Steven’s problems, how Blue arrived there was

Her powers once used to isolate herself and emotionally hurt those around her, were reversed by spending time thinking about her actions and how to hold herself accountable-“i realized i had to make up for my awful behavior!” 

she was able to evaporate her tears into happy clouds and instead focus her energy on the love and positivity in her life like dudes wtf

My little reason why, you make me want to try, loving you~

Then finally! Queen bee White!!!! The wildest Tyrant to ever grace the galaxy has traded in her T-pose for meditation and a $20 Wal-mart yoga mat and it's great!!

If anything, I thought White was one of the most helpful (not only almost dying trying to help Steven, lol) but for how she showed him her power had reversed. She had learned to stop being so controlling and to trust others to the point where she regularly lets those she once enslaved puppet her around for kicks/activism.

In a deeper sense, White who once thought of everyone as “lesser life forms” is now every day allowing those same lifeforms to guide her around to have new experiences and see new perspectives. To show and teach White different ways of being and give a fair voice to all those she interacts with

And she tries to help Steven with that new power, they all do. But in the end, despite being pretty good advice and a blatant show that even unchecked diamond powers can be controlled and used for good with a support system and open communication, Steven rejects it-

He rejects it all because he was recently traumatized. Killed a gem in the last episode, remember? On Top of his already festering trauma from before! That they were all complicit in! Yikes!

none of it, the advice, the song, the perspective was the easy “Oh Why Yes Steven! We as diamonds always go through this rough patch. Here’s ‘X’ to fix it immediately!” that he was clearly hoping for, but instead were all the things he just ran away from.

A support system, blatant concern for his well being, requests for open honesty, and most importantly-

Attempts to get at the root of the problem. Something Steven himself is just not ready for.  

Which really comes to head when he grabs Spinel, desperate for someone who was once so angry and vengeful and violent to show him the way. And what does she do?

She parrots back his own advice.

Which why? Because it stuck with her. It helped her. It made her see a different perspective and gave her what she needed to move forward. It made Steven furious to hear and he ran from her, thinking she also couldn't help, but Spinel really did confront him with what Steven needs to realize.

He can make a change.

But he has to choose too. He has to ask for help and accept it. He has to be honest, he has to confront his problems if he wants to move forward. He can make it right but to do so, ...he needs to be willing to change.

[thatgoblin]

Man, I really wish they would have made an Avengers Assemble version of Falcon and Winter Soldier to continue to chaotic team in the best ways. Which includes Zemo. The non-not see Zemo that is.

[goldendaydna]

I have like a few wips and an icon I wanna start but all my brain is screaming is the urge to make a phone lock screen for Echo Zane while I sit in Minecraft and I just kdkskckensjd

[raliankk]

So, it's canon that Aki/Akito live alone, but the question is: why?

It's eather their parents are dead, they got kicked out or it was Aki/Akito's decision to live on their own.

Akito says: "I don't have a family or anything" and even though it isn't stated in game, I think Aki's situation is the same. So their parents are most likely gone

BUT I headcanon that they had toxic parents, so Aki/Akito decided to move out and to never contact them again, so even if they're alive, they are as good as dead. This headcanon is actually linked to my other headcanon that Aki/Akito are unintentionally creepy, because they obviously linked to some demonic forses. So their parents were freaked out, called them "Demon child" and all that. But Aki/Akito got fed up with their bullcrap and decided to move out.

Does anybody has any official info about Aki/Akito's parents? Maybe Sen mentioned something, but I couldn't find anything

Also, it would be interesting to hear your thoughts about that

[savingpeopleisanobelcause-blog]

A few days ago, my mom was talking about how surprising it was that a lot of teenagers were getting into musicals. I'm just like, they're relatable and have good music, what's not to like? Not to mention, how much fun is it trying to sing every part at once? Like, so many characters with so many different voices all at once. I have a lot of strong feelings about music and musicals just supply me with already developed characters to put into the music.

[gomorysghost]

Something I really love of the character development of Thor - since Thor 2, The Dark World - is that he have learned to trick others. Even his own swindler brother. And that's amazing. He have learned from the best teacher.

So, if Thor can learn that he's not supposed to do

Can Loki do, too?