#maplecore

[hibiscusboba]

maple's design hehehehe

finally finalized her design and i wanted to share so you know who i'm writing about :3c

[aliceundrground]

Absolutely baffled an eye doctor today because apparently my astigmatism in one eyes changed axis by over 10° since last time. She triple checked it.

Also my other eye is getting? Less near sighted??

[aliceundrground]

Got a haircut and picked up my first vial of Boy Syrup™️

[aliceundrground]

I'm finally starting T next month, it feels so weird. Like, being trans & autistic, I feel like I've never had a connection to my body but I always had a certain feeling, like the ghost of an image, in my mind of what I felt was me, like really me.

The creeping realization that that me might actually,, happen? Exist? It's.

Weird

Exciting

Scary

I started pursing medical transition last year. It's taken 10+ months of effort with no actual effects on my life, not really. Like. It's been work and stress and anxiety.

But now, in a few more weeks, I'll actually be on T. I'll actually be changing. It's actually happening. And it's hitting me that the boy who lived in my brain ever since I can remember, might actually get to be real.

[aliceundrground]

I may be... finally figuring out a fursona, after years of being furry adjacent lol

[newlullabies]

I love honey but I'm a maple girl at heart