anyone else get an awful flashback because of the heartbreaking parralel of eddie saying ‘just give me a second’ when dustin tried to help him up and the exact same thing happened in Spiderman NWH when peter tried to get aunt may up and she said ‘i just need a minute’ or words to that effect. because that hurt
Warning: anyone on the mobile app needs to click off this post or scroll really fast past it because there are major spoilers and the mobile app doesn't have a cut feature!!
So I just went and watched Avengers: Infinity War. So here’s my reaction to it...
I sobbed. I sobbed so hard that my crying was audible and I actually managed to cry off all my mascara. I sat in a theatre gross sobbing for 25 minutes straight. I am now feeling very emotionally drained.
Under the cut is my reaction to different parts of the film.
WARNING: MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD
Loki’s death: Something I didn’t believe could actually happen... he was just always around in the marvel universe and now he’s just... not. I didn’t know how to react I was so stunned
Heimdall’s death: I was very upset by this because he was such a generous and heroic character... he didn’t deserve it
Gamora’s death: WHAT IN THE- I WAS NOT IMPRESSED... she had so much love in her heart yet to give and she didn’t get the opportunity to give it
Vision’s death: I knew this was coming since his first scene but I was still utterly shattered nevertheless... he was one of my favourite characters and I was distraught.
Wanda’s death: I... I have no words. Wanda Maximoff is my absolute favourite character in the marvel universe and I thought they’d at least leave her alone after Vision, but no, they didn’t. I started crying even harder after this.
Doctor Strange’s death: Didn’t really expect this, but was upset.
Sam’s death: no!!!! and he was right in front of Rhodes!! that’s not fair! I was thoroughly unimpressed
Peter Quill’s Death: :( that’s all I can say.. or type... is :(
Peter Parker’s Death: I have no words to describe how utterly distraught and devastated I was at his death. Peter was 19, 19!! And his voice when he said ‘Mr Stark, I don’t feel so good...’ and then when he collapsed into Tony’s arms and started crying and saying ‘I don’t want to die’ and he gripped onto Tony like he was trying to grip onto life. Absolutely killed me. He was so young and didn’t deserve this... he just wanted to help people. I cannot put together a sentence that demonstrates how upset I am at his death.
Bucky’s death: ARE YOU KIDDING HE JUST MET UP WITH STEVE AGAIN! and that ‘Steve...’ nooooo.... then Steve dropped to his knees :(
Mantis’ death: sweetie noooooo
Drax’s death: When I first typed his name it tried to change it to ‘death’ and that just made me more sad
T’Challa: This is one of the most heartbreaking deaths for me. He was only just introduced into the marvel universe on film, and his character was astonishing! He was so powerful but so humble and determined to fight for his country... and then he died. Okoye’s face when he disintegrated was heartbreaking.
Groot’s death: ARE YOU KIDDING? Why won’t you just let the poor tree LIVE FOR GODS SAKE... he was just a sweet teenage tree :(
Nick Fury’s death: Upset. I was upset.
Agent Hill’s death: Not much of a reaction from me.
So there you have it... my very long post about my reaction to infinity war. I sobbed extremely hard in the theatre because I was so distressed and upset. So yeah, @ the Russo brothers, I have a few questions. The movie was so much worse (death wise) than I was expecting or ready for.
