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[melanatedking]

First of the month..(check in with myself)

wake up wake up wake up it's the first of the monthhh.

Geez, it's been a quick year that's been in constant transitioning phase. I feel like I never got the chance to stay settled for too long and this month isn't going to be any different. Today, I'm already moving out the house I just moved in two months ago due to safety issues and just not being happy here. The plan for September ( HOLY SHIT ITS SEPTEMBER) is to just keep to my daily yoga this month, look for a better job and get prepared for my vacation at the end of the month. I'm really enjoying using a personal tumblr as somewhat as a bookmark for my journey. It's once place I can be very honest and not care or feel vulnerable that anyone on the internet can read this. OOO well...happy first of the month. Hustle Hard & Work Smart. Eat right, meditate, do what you are here to do. Protect your assets & your energy, and have a magical days towards self-mastery...time to hit the yoga mat.

[melanatedking]

Tiring Repeated Cycles

I am at a point where I've grown mentally, emotionally, financialy, etc exhausted of repeated themes and cycles in my life. I know these lessons keep reappearing because I have not learned what I need to do take the leap to the next level of experiencing what life has in store for me. The pathetic part to this whole realization is I have the awareness to know it all comes down to self-discipline and applying the awareness I have to do what i need to do. How can something so simple to see be made so complicated repeatedly until I have created my own hell. I must have a strong mental capacity to see it and still remain "sane" in my own insanity. I am writing this post to document how fed up I am and in hopes that maybe writing it out will help me move on to correct what needs to be fixed. ....im so drained and I only want to better myself. My plan is to keep with making my daily to do list but learn to beat my distractions that are keeping me from bettering myself on what I call " path of self-mastery". I no longer want to look for outside validation to fill what I need to feel and fill inside myself. Im ready to put myself thru self-rehab and go thru the detachment phase of hell of beating things that no loner serve my higher purpose. It all sounds good on paper but I dont know where and how I'm going to pull the strength out of myself to apply the awarness I have....Guess i'll start tomorrow off early with a good sunrise sungaze session followed by some yoga..

[melanatedking]

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[kushlife88-blog]

Weed Country stars Mike and Tawny Boutin dabbing with #TeamMango. Glad I got to talk and sesh with some super cool folks! They loved that #MasterMango and @etextracts Sour D shatter so much they came back and got some! #onelove #mikeboutin #weedcountry #teammango #stonerlove #coolpeople #dank #mangolife #prop215 #hightimes #mostdope #dabcity #fire #etextracts #sourd #ganjagram #nuglife #wesmokegood #trustme #veritas