@matchingmagi ❧ “ So, I’ve come to you hoping you might understand what it’s like. ” (Victor and Emily to Victoria and Lily)
Her beloved's words should have burned Victoria, tore a hole through her heart like acid spreading to obliterate it all together, and yet...
Ever since they were children, she'd been right at their side; Victoria clutching one hand and Victor the other. Emily Hargreaves had been her very first real friend (much to her parents' chagrin) and she'd introduced her to the love of her life. She'd shown her -- and him -- that there was so much more to the world than the grey and gloom of Blackwood, that on the other side of the forest, there was color and light and hope.
Out of the blue, she'd come back like Persephone from the Underworld, and out of the blue, she realized just how much she meant to her and her husband. In the days Emily had stayed with them, they were like children again at her side, so alive and so thoroughly enchanted by her. Even their daughter adored her and came to see her as something of a third parent (which was unsurprising, seeing as little Lily had somehow taken so much after her in her exuberance and open-heartedness). And Victor....She'd be jealous of the woman's bond with her husband if she wasn't jealous of him, too.
Was it really possible -- to be in love with two people at the same time? The thought was ludicrous, but one that kept her up at night when she closed her eyes and saw her with her hair flowing over her bare shoulders, heard her soft laughter, felt the gentle brush of her fingertips against her long lashes as she wiped a tear from that lovely face. Victoria wasn't sure if it was better or worse that she still loved Victor more than anything, that she often thought of him at their side. It was clear how much Emily adored him, too, and he her when they sat at the piano and played their duets. At times, she wished was on either side and at others, she could have listened to their songs and looked into the gentlest pairs of eyes she knew forever.
Now, they all had to confront their feelings for one another, the tangled spiderweb of their love and all it entailed. Nothing would have made her romantic heart happier than to have both of them with her always, but she was also practical. How could they make it work? What would they tell people, especially their parents? Would they be safe from the ever-scrutinizing eye of their society? Would Lily?
"I understand," Victoria said finally. "Truly, more than either of you could imagine, but..." She paused, her sad and longing smile sobering as she opened her mouth to speak. Suddenly, she was interrupted by an 'oof!' coming from behind the heavy velvet curtains in the parlor and a small fall to the ground.
"Lily!" Victoria exclaimed, putting a hand over her mouth and going to help her daughter up with great care. Victoria's demeanor turned stern very quickly, however, as it was wont to do when Lily was up to her usual mischief. "You've been eavesdropping, haven't you?"
"I--" Lily stopped, unsure of what to say and gritting her teeth together guiltily. "I'm a ghost." She stepped back behind the curtain and put it over her head, waving her arms about. She'd hoped to make her mother laugh with this little deflection (and she did; Victoria couldn't help herself), but not for very long.
"Sweetheart, we've talked about this." Victoria's palm went to her forehead exasperatedly. "I'm having a very serious discussion with your father and our friend and--"
"Please, please don't send Emily away!" Lily burst out quite unexpectedly.
"Heavens, no one is being sent away!" Victoria turned, horrified eyes meeting Emily's for a moment before facing her daughter. "No one is being sent away," she murmurs to her assuringly. "We just need time to settle things between us. You understand, don't you?" She knelt to caress her little girl's cheek.
Lily paused for a moment thoughtfully, an almost too-grown up worry in her too-wide cornflower blue eyes, before taking her mother's hand in hers and nodding. "Yes, Mamma, I do."
It almost brought tears to the woman's eyes to see her this way, clinging to her and then going over to the others, her father and their beautiful friend, to wrap her arms around them as if she might never see them again.
"I love you...all of you," Lily said softly before turning to leave the parlor.