#matteoflrnzi

[forbescaroline]

Favorite TV Shows of All Time: (in chronological order) Those are the good friends, right? The ones who are there for the good times, the bad times and the fucking worst. Skam Espana (September 16, 2018-present)

[bellamyblake]

which one season is your favourite bellarke season? and pls tell me your top 5 favourite bellarke moments, i'm curious!!

Oh my god, MAGDA, do you REALLY GOTTA DO THIS TO ME??? Okay oh god this is so hard. Favorite Bellarke season? Hm..okay I’d say it’s four but much to popular disagreement I love love love the way the sixth went between them because I just ....THERE’S SO MUCH GOING ON THERE AND people just don’t see it, it kinda pisses me off but it’s also so good. It’s not just the cpr scene it’s everything leading up to it and after it, I just find it a really good bellarke season as a whole. Like I know everyone hates it and people disagree all the time (but they also disagreed about the 4th which I loved) so, it has a PLACE in my heart and so many underrated moments. So 4 and 6! I can’t pick.  Maybe if I have to I need t say 4 just because of that entire speech in 4x13.

Top 5!!! You’re really making it hard. Okay I know it won’t be people’s fave for sure but mine are:

1. 3x02 Simply because you know I’m a hurt/comfort hoe and BELLAMY IS HURT OKAY HE’S SO HURT AND HE’S WALKING THROUGH A FOREST AND HE’S LIKE WE CAN’T LOSE CLARKE WE CAN’T AND EVERYONE ARE LIKE OMG, BUT BEFORE THAT, THE RELIEF ON HIS FACE WHEN HE FOUND HER, THE WAY HE SO CASUALLY REMOVED THE STRAND OF HAIR FROM HER FACE, THE WAY HE SMILED, HE GODDAMN SMILED AND SAID, AND LEMME CRY HERE CAUSE HE SAYS “I’M GONNA GET YOU OUTTA HERE” AND THEN HE FAILS AND HE STILL .

KEEPS.

WALKING

THROUGH THE DAMN WOODS HURT AND THE THING THAT KILLS ME IS THAT IF THEY HAVEN’T FOUND HIM HE’D HAVE KEPT GOING AND CRAWLED HIS WAY TO POLIS IF HE HAD TO OMG MY HEART.

2. I definitely have to say Day Trip because I just love the way that...it’s his first literal kill, he does it there to save both their lives and then they sit by the tree and have Dax in their feet and it’s a literal metaphor of what their lives will become which is them standing on a pile of bodies, and the way his walls just SHATTER god I love that, I love how vulnerable he is with her in that moment, how he goes to the most vulnerable of places with her, talking about his mother. He just commited a murder, a part of him died in that moment and he of course needed comfort, he thought back to his mom and how she raised him and he realized WHAT HE HAS BECOME and how he has become it and she’s there and she says NO. 

I actually love that about their relationship, that part that not so many people love or realize because they chose to focus on the romantic aspect of it which is amazing but I just love how Clarke tears down everything when it comes to him. She strides straight forward and goes-No, you’re not a monster, YOU’RE SPECIAL TO YOUR SISTER, YOU’RE A GOOD MAN,MAYBE EVEN IF YOU AREN’T THERE AREN’T GOOD PEOPLE, she like goes there and says oh SHUT UP in the most gentle but also badass of Clarke Griffin ways and she leaves him completely stunned because she CARES and nobody has ever cared like that before. 

Not about him anyway.

3. God it’s so hard to choose just five but I have to go with the list scene in 4x03 definitely because I just love the...softness of it all. The way they come home and Bellamy is in there with her in the office while she makes the list and at some point probably because he’s tired he just falls and his stomach so gently moves up and down and he’s just so soft and sweet and small and not rough and big and holding the earth on his shoulders and she’s...BREAKING and I just...Clarke breaks me in season 4 a lot. She does. But in that moment she’s so vulnerable and she cries because god I do not deserve to live and he WAKES UP, he hears her sobs, of course he does, he is used to waking up at every sound because he raised an illegal child and he finds her there and he sees his name and he says BS, IF I AM THERE, YOU ARE THERE, no question about it. If I live, you live. Their love for EACH OTHER’S LIVES you know? They themselves may not want to keep living but they want THE OTHER TO LIVE and that is just heartbreaking.

4. I gotta say definitely 4x13, I don’t think I need to explain it. 

5. I love love lo the CPR scene judge me all you want. Everything about it is so sad that I sometimes can’t breathe watching it. He’s so DESPERATE god he can’t do this again, you can see physically how he’s breaking his eyes are teary but he commands his body to try and keep her alive and he remembers that they’re the head and the heart and he, HE can be her heart, HE can bring her back, HE can save her like he failed to before. He’s not failing this time. I’ve never seen anyone fight for someone else THAT way-RAW, DESPERATE, BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN. Honestly makes me cry.

Honorable mentions are 3x05 cause angst, I also love the 2x11 scene where he calls her from the radio, the 1x13 scene where they get ready to leave, 2x05 of course, OH GOD I LOVE 3x13 I AM SO MAD I DIDNT PUT THAT IN THERE I LOVE THAT SCENE-

GOD THIS IS HARD. 

Thank you!!!!

[evakuality]

12, 13 & 14 🌼

Thank you for the numbers!  These are going to be interesting! 💜

12. Have you ever been so busy you missed an important clip?  I missed pretty much all the important clips from being asleep in an entirely different timezone.  So a more likely question is ‘which important clips didn’t you miss?’ haha (David’s secret - that was evening for me so I was a) awake and b) actually online)

13. Have you ever abandoned your work/study to go to the nearest bathroom (or any other hiding place) and watch the clip?  Nope.  That was one benefit of the timezone thing - they were always either there when I woke in the morning or would drop not long afterwards.  The few times something did happen when I was at work, I was so used to seeing everything late that I never bothered checking in until I was home.  It was always a nice treat for after work.

14. Have you ever watched a clip in a public place and couldn’t keep your reaction or emotions hidden?  Again, given the timezones - nope.  There are clips I know I would have struggled with if it had happened but it never did.  What did get me was the time after s3 ended and I was out in public a few hours later and the shops were playing songs from the season and it was a bit tough pretending I wasn’t affected at all.  But specifically clips? No.

[julerocks]

1, 5 & 9 🌼

Hey Magda, thanks a lot for the questions and letting me go down the memory lane :)

1.      Do you have a birthday clip?  Yes in fact I have and it’s kind of bittersweet because it’s the last clip of episode 8 in Amira’s season und such a beautiful clip (-the karaoke part, but that’s my personal issue) and I was so happy for Amira and Mohammed but we also know what happened after this clip so yeah it’s bittersweet.

 5.) What is your best memory about watching druck in real time?  Tumblr after Samstag 20:55…it was such a beautiful place and I loved reading everones thoughts about it and we were so happy for them and it was a special evening for sure.

 9.)   Which clip was dropped at a surprising time when you didn’t expect it at all? In season 3 it was definitely the clip of the first kiss…like what…4 pm…what is happening. But we had broad daylight…that was a very smart move ;)

In season 4 it was Amira’s early praying clip because it was the only time I missed a clip because I was sleeping.

[nicola-coughlan]

hello, give me love ❤️

you can’t get mad at me if i make you cry bc you asked for this!!!! so!!!! just putting this out there!!!!

okay buckle up sdfkjshdj where do i even start with you???? it’s only been a little over three months since we met but let’s be real, we clicked on day one and we knew right away we were going to be friends (i can’t find the receipts but i’m p sure we were planning on hanging out on london within (2) days of meeting). i think the whole world knows by now that you’re one of my favorite people and the day we meet and hug for like fifteen min straight it’ll be over for everyone 🥺 you’re such a sweet and kind person but you’re also my favorite person to confide in, to vent to, to spill tea with and so on. you’re so amazingly talented and smart and focused and dedicated and i’m always in awe at how hard you work and i know you’re going to kick ass in the rest of your program and whatever you end up doing next. i love that we can talk about anything and everything and it never gets boring. besides all of your wonderful qualities you’re also an amazing friend bc who else would listen to my five minute voice memos about my work problems that you don’t really know anything about??? (well now you do :fingerguns)

this was less of a compliment and more of a “let me tell you all the reasons i love you” but close enough right??? but i do!! i love you so so much and i’m so glad you’re in my life and i can’t wait to see where life takes us and i especially can’t wait for our giant european adventure whether it happens next year, the year after or ten years from now (though i really hope it’s not that long until i can hug you)

mutuals send me a ❤️ and i’ll compliment you

[plantingtomatoesmp3]

kind 🌷

i mean,,, do u want me to tag all my mutuals in here skdjsjd

no but seriously, i really really don’t want to miss anyone here so to all my mutuals, and honestly probably to everyone who sees this, youre SO KIND and i love youuuu don’t forget that 💓💓

just a special mention to magda bc u sent this ask - you’re such a sweet person, and i feel like i’ve known u for so long even tho it’s been like a month. you’re always ready to help and are so so kind and i love youuu aksjdks 💛💛💛

[lornashores]

🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷Send this flower to 10 mutuals to let them know you love them 🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷

thank you so much for thinking of me magda ♡

[sekoui]

-1 because you're one of the sweetest people ever 💙

magda ;-; i... THIS IS TENDER!!

how intimidating am i